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    02 Feb 2026

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    montreal girl and boston boy

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    Five times Ilya lied (but not really) to his teammates about Shane, and one time he didn’t have to.

    Inspired by two Cliff Marlow lines: In the airport, when their game with Montreal gets cancelled and he tells Ilya, “Whoever she is, she’s gonna get over it,” and the scene in the locker room when he says, “Wow, this Montreal girl works you up, brother—you’re straight up blushing, Roz.”

    Or, the Boston Bears’ perspective of Ilya and Shane’s “secret” relationship over the years

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    02 Feb 2026

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    the bears are so cool and teasing about ilya's montreal girl! so fun

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    Shane does not like social media. Ilya does.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    cutey cute what ifhayden didn't post the video and they came out on their own

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    This is a meta analysis of Episode 2: Olympians, specifically of the bathroom scene between Ilya and Sasha, followed by an analysis of the interaction between Ilya and Shane at the figure skating event in Sochi. Written for the purpose of comparing the different motivations behind Sasha and Shane's behaviours and to explore the layers of Ilya's reactions to both.

    (Alternatively: I love dissecting fictional mess, please join me in this pit)

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    28 Jan 2026

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    analysis of the diferences of shasha vs shane interacting with ilya in the sochi olympics!!

  5. Public Bookmark 57

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    Slavic's children have two traumas:
    1. A father who left
    2. A father who didn't leave, but should have

    Ilya Rozanov fled Moscow for hockey and overseas, but his past never left him. The loss of his mother, his father's emotional abuse, his brother's descent into addiction, and a culture where emotions are forbidden shaped him more than his success in the NHL.

    Chapter 2: Ilya visits his mother's grave for the last time with Shane.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    ilya visiting his mothers grave