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    He clenches his fist and pushes it into his knee, trying to keep his breathing even, trying to keep his blood in his head, but every breath feels like a battle and it is a fight he knows he is losing.

    That is all Chong Zhao seems capable of doing - losing.

    Because that is certainly what is happening here. He is losing his mind. Her lips on the back of his arm feel warm, wet, and they take away the pain but it is not enough. He is aching everywhere, and he knows now that respite can only be found on Fu Ling’s lips. He wants her mouth all over, on his neck, on his chest, lower and lower as his blood rushes down to his-

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    In a cave in the depths of Fox Clan territory, Chong Zhao brings ruin upon himself.

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    20 May 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    It’s an unceremonious kiss but Wen Kexing feels himself melt into it, letting Zhou Zishu coax his lips apart, tongue slipping in deftly, sliding over his in an almost lazy manner. Why, he thinks, does it still feel so paradigm-shifting? They’ve done this hundreds of times by now so why does it still feel like this? Like his soul is being held hostage to a moment of lips moving against lips?

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    Or, Wen Kexing has a lot of feelings and Zhou Zishu just waits for him to sort it out.

    Companion fic to Endless Summer

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    02 Oct 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 91

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    There is a man he’s met two days ago trying to stare a hole into his chest. The pool is three rows of chairs and five parasols away and somehow he’s still getting splashed. A family of five has just arrived with a whole suitcase of pool toys, including an assortment of water guns, and the youngest son is already crying because there are other people in the pool. Zhou Zishu sighs and wishes he could be somewhere else.

     

     

    Wen Kexing is still watching him with that indulgent smirk, looking like there’s no place he’d rather be.

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    Alternative title: Zhou Zishu’s terrible, horrible, no-good, very bad oceanic cruise.

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    31 Aug 2021

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    Huang Yong, Siji Manor's littlest disciple, enjoys waking up early to cook with his Wen-shibo.

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    Inspired by that amazing episode where Wen Kexing is making dinner, Zhou Zishu is admiring his wifey’s cooking skills, and Chengling tries (and fails) to kill the chicken. Set in some AU future where they’ve returned to Siji Manor to live happily ever after with a little gaggle of disciples, because I can.

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    15 Aug 2021

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    Truth be told, he doesn’t want to tell anyone about Wen Kexing. On a superficial level, there’s something thrilling in the secrecy of it all, the idea of being intimate with each other only in front of each other. What they share, physical or emotional, completely preserved away from the world.

    On a deeper level that Zhou Zishu is reluctant to confront, Wen Kexing scares him.

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    Or, Zhou Zishu meets Wen Kexing on a hot summer's day in a musty neighbourhood library and never truly recovers, ever.

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    15 Aug 2021