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    Title from: Noah Kahan - The Great Divide

    When Ilya starts antidepressants to manage his worsening depressive episodes, old fears resurface. Memories of his mother, of emotional emptiness, of losing himself. As side effects begin to affect his sex life, Ilya spirals, convinced that if he can’t give Shane everything, he’s worth nothing at all. Shane of course, disagrees completley.

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    Shane becomes increasingly convinced that something is wrong when his usually intense sex life with Ilya suddenly slows down. With no clear explanation and plenty of time to spiral, he jumps to the worst conclusions about being unwanted and boring.
    One dramatic spiral and one honest conversation later and they’re fine, just mildly exasperated and very much still obsessed with each other.

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    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    10 May 2026

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    “I want children. I want family. I want to have a baby that’s half you, half me.” Ilya’s finger traces Shane’s freckles as he speaks...

    The journey to becoming parents is a long one, but at least Shane and Ilya have each other for it.

    or Shane’s pregnancy with Lev, from beginning to birth.

    or All Too Well (9 Months Version)

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    “You invited the team to our house. . . for a bachelor party.”

    Ilya pauses before smiling and wincing. “Yes.”

    There’s a beat of silence between them. “Ilya, they are going to destroy our house.”

    “We don’t know that for sure.” he argues. “Plus, it is for Harris and Troy. We should be the ones to do it.” Ilya shrugs.

    “Because we’re gay?”

    (shane and ilya host a bachelor party for harris and troy and the whole thing ends up way more chaotic and way more wholesome than expected)

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