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    With a heavy sigh, Kaveh buried his face in his pillow. All of his romantic ideals, as usual, were quashed by the one man he actually yearned for such affections from - a marriage for the sake of fucking tax deductions.

    Though it made sense in a cold, rational way, such a logical and disinterested proposal for Kaveh to willingly sacrifice his heart for nothing more than mora cut deep into his chest. And worst of all... Alhaitham was unaware that Kaveh’s heart could never even belong to anyone but him - that he was already the sole benefactor of Kaveh’s silent longing, having stolen Kaveh’s heart against his will long ago.

    Kaveh curled around his pillow as if the soft cotton of his pillowcase could offer a reprieve from the turmoil churning deep in his stomach. He’d long since made peace with his unrequited love for Alhaitham, resigning himself to a lifetime of suppressed yearning - but this? This was torture, plain and simple, demanding mental gymnastics that Kaveh wasn’t confident he was flexible enough to contort himself into.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    ABSOLUTE FAVORITE, I can't find many fics about them that I actually like but this one takes the N. 1 spot in my heart, the perfect balance between miscommunication and sappy love, I love them so much

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    There’s just this feeling. A little flip-flop in Satoru’s chest. A thing he can’t quite place, fluttery and airborne and nervous, like the moments before the first drop of one of the coasters at Fuji-Q Highland. Satoru’s only been there, like, once, but it’s enough for Satoru to know that that’s the feeling he gets whenever he hears Suguru talk about one of his hookups, or his phone chirps with a Grindr notification.

    Unfortunately, The Feeling™ leads Satoru to only one rational conclusion. Like—fuck. Satoru is totally homophobic.

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    10 Nov 2025

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    fave sugusato to re-read before bedtime (>᎑<๑)/♡

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    “You won’t forget about me when you make all these shiny new college friends, right?”

    He played it off as a casual question, but Kenma sensed the underlying seriousness in the almost delicate way he asked—vulnerability seeping through his voice despite the attempted nonchalant delivery.

    “I couldn’t even if I tried,” he admitted as his head lay on Kuroo’s chest, the older man rubbing his back like a cat. It was intimate moments like this that made Kenma question everything, having to remind himself that they were just friends.

    Kenma has depended on Kuroo all his life—to feel comfortable, to make friends, to be understood. Until he realizes that he’s gay, and that he has to go on this journey of self-discovery himself, lest his secret feelings for his straight best friend make things even harder.

    So he ventures out to college on his own in an attempt to understand himself and his sexuality, and to prove to himself that he didn’t need Kuroo by his side to do it (also to tamp down his feelings for the guy, but that proves to be much more difficult).

    It makes him feel freer than he thought, and it makes Kuroo feel a little sidelined. Realizations ensue.

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    06 Nov 2025

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    Cute and heartwarming kitties

  4. Rec 86

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    Kenma looked up into Kuroos eyes, those dark eyes so close to his face. With a soft tilt the omega leaned into his alpha, a kiss so innocent that quickly turned into something it shouldn't have.

    A paper ball hit both of them in the face, the couple quickly separating to look behind them.

    “Hey, no free porn. We have first years in the bus” Yaku pointed at Lev who had leaned all the way into the bus window, the blush obvious on his pale features.

    Kenma glared at the older omega, willing him to stay quiet with a stare and turned back towards the bus window.

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    The one in which Kenma just wants to make it through training camp with minimal PDA, Kuroo doesn't understand what the problem is, and KuroKen can't keep their hands off each other.

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    09 Jul 2022