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It was always so easy to think that they had more time, but now MacTavish is holding a limp hand in his own.
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14 Dec 2025
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Another mission gone to hell, the team split in half and then split again, Johnny does his best to keep it together.
Does his best in the aftermath, too, for what it's worth (and it's worth a lot).
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One moment they’d been fine, tight unit manoeuvring with ease through enemy territory, clearing buildings and neutralising threats. The next? Soap rubbed the back of his hand across his face, smearing sweat and dirt. He was filthy, covered in fluids not all his own. A hazard of the job. At least the helmet kept the worst of the building debris out of his hair.
He supposed it didn't matter really, it was a hopeless, rhetorical question. He knew exactly what had gone down, and hated every fucking minute of it.
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"You're his keeper, not his owner, MacTavish. Don't you go about thinking you have any claim on my asset."
The fury that fills his veins is immediate, viscous. Soap has to unclench his jaw with active effort, "He's 1-4-1 now, he's mine."
Shepherd stays silent for a moment, long enough that Soap knows he's given too much away. It's alarming, how much he doesn't care about it. The voice on the phone comes eventually, slow and mocking, "We'll see about that."
Soap lets out an audible snarl, even as the line goes dead.
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Will You Halt This Eclipse In Me? by masterassassin, V0idthedevourer
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
31 May 2025
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Having survived Makarov’s bullet, Soap struggles adjusting to life as ex-service. Feeling alienated and lost, having to deal with a multitude of new challenges that make his daily life that much more difficult, he withdraws more and more, seeing no future for himself.
That is until months later, someone unexpectedly shows up at his front door.In the aftermath of Soap getting shot and his subsequent medical discharge, Ghost finds himself suddenly faced with his long-buried past, leading him to make a drastic decision.
Spinning loose, he does the only thing that feels right.—
A story about acceptance, opening up, unexpected confidants, and the long road to healing.
Written as part of the COD Big Bang 2025!
Fic by masterassassin
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Fresh out of the SAS Simon is trying to cope with the reality of being a civilian. While spectacularly failing at it so far, as a last-resort solution he reaches out to a hotline run by vets, for vets.
Little does he know that the man on the other side of the line, John, is about to change the outcome of his life.A story about loss, grief and hopelessness. About trust, acceptance and love.
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- Part 1 of Veteran AU-Hotline