ttalgittalgi
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Until the fire leaves us naked by ttalgittalgi for itfeelsnatural1602
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
03 Mar 2026
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And in moments like this, Hendery remembers too much, and his heart breaks all over again. Breaks and breaks, and fucking breaks.
Thumping, hurting, violent.
Like the bed against the wall – like him.
Breaking harder, falling harder.
Harder.
Harder.
Harder.
“Harder!” Yangyang has always been so demanding. Still is. Probably always will be.
or: Yangyang and Hendery share a past, one that is dark and tangled. One that ruined both of them in the way only first love can.
When Hendery becomes obsessed with Dejun, the new bartender at work, something in Yangyang awakens.
Yangyang’s hunger for control is tested, while Hendery must decide whether to keep chasing ghosts, or finally let someone in.
Inspired by: WayV - On My Youth
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There were many things Dejun hated about Liu Yangyang, and Yangyang seemed to know exactly how to get under Dejun's skin without even trying.
And worst of all: how to get under his clothes.
Dejun wanted something real. Steady, earned, safe. Real love, like in the old movies.
Yangyang was none of that. Too easy to laugh, too careless to stay. He never fit into Dejun's careful plans.
And yet, in quiet ways, he had already chosen Dejun. But by the time Dejun understood what “real love” actually looked like, he may already have pushed it away.
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Jaemin thinks Yangyang is annoying.
All loud noise and audacity, wind swept hair and moonlight eyes.
Yes, Jaemin thinks Yangyang is annoying.
Annoyingly good-looking.
Annoyingly good at kissing.
Annoyingly good at—
(or: liu yangyang is jaemin's gay awakening, and his reaction is perfectly chaotic)
Inspired by “Messy” by Rosé
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a story about three kinds of love
the one that burns you
the one that saves you
and the one that is forever
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Dejun has eyes of fire.
Eyes that not only see you, but consume you.
Burn you whole.
Wildfire eating away at an arid wasteland. No resistance, no air to breathe in.
But that is part of the thrill, and Yangyang kind of likes it.
(Or, to put very simply: Yangyang is in love with his roommate, the perfect, unattainable and possibly straight, Xiao Dejun.)
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“rough morning?” kun asked.
ten hated that voice. calm. polite. gentle, like he was talking to a child throwing a tantrum.
“don’t do that,” ten snapped, sipping his coffee again. “don’t do your condescending dad-voice thing with me.”kun sighed. “ten, not everyone wants to hear you screaming across the office first thing in the morning.”
“i fired an incompetent intern. what do you want me to do? give him a hug? knit him a sweater?”
“you could’ve done it without announcing it to the whole floor.”
“oh, i’m sorry, mr. perfect manager. next time i’ll whisper it sweetly into his ear.”
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01 Nov 2025
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Jaemin didn’t get angry. Not really. Donghyuck could leak intel to the wrong people, and he’d keep his cool, recalibrate, adapt. But when it came to Yangyang—possessive didn’t begin to cover it.
It had been bad before—bad enough that both Kun and Taeyong had to step in to rein him in. It had taken years for Jaemin to grudgingly accept Yangyang’s position as NCT’s best honeypot—years of negotiations, of compromises. You tell me beforehand. You don’t go past second base. I fuck you in the outfit you’re wearing for the op—a ritual to ground them both.
And Yangyang didn’t mind. He loved it, knew how to handle Jaemin’s intensity better than anyone else.
But this time, he’d broken every rule.
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15 Aug 2025
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But it’s three years later, so Dejun doesn’t kiss him. Dejun doesn’t crawl into his lap, and he doesn’t muffle pretty noises into Yangyang’s skin.
Dejun only makes a barely noticeable sound as he drops his gaze to where Yangyang fiddles idly with the ashtray. There’s a euphoric quiver that shoots down Yangyang’s spine when Dejun’s fingers so gently brush his skin, lingering—voice laced with the slightest disappointment as Dejun whispers,
‘You haven’t trimmed your nails in a long time.’
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25 Jan 2025
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Yangyang knows the moment he gets to watch Jaemin's debut stage that this is the end. That single three and a half minute Youtube video marks the end of their friendship and whatever else there ever was between them. As he watches the older boy execute every dance move perfectly, he knows that the Na Jaemin that he knew is dead and the Na Jaemin that he sees singing his ass off on the screen is a completely different person with a life that's so out of Yangyang's reality it hurts.
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or, alternatively, Yangyang is very unsuccessfully trying to deal with the fact that he will never get to debut no matter how much he wants to, and his best friend who he's not-so-secretly in love with actually debuting doesn't help at all.
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25 Jan 2025
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He thought he could deal with it and actually lead Mina to the altar. But meeting Junhui kind of turns the side. And at some point, Mingyu knows he will have to make up his mind.
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25 Jan 2025