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    Aventurine is not in the habit of allowing himself to want. Wanting is dangerous. Yearning is a vulnerability. Desires are weak points that can be exploited by others and used to take advantage and control. The responsible thing to do is to stamp them out, rid himself of them in such a way that the fantasies and the delusions are no longer appealing.

    That’s what he should do. That’s what he’s trying to do. But somewhere deep in his small, hollow little heart, there’s somehow just enough of a soft core left to hope.

    Hope is almost as dangerous as want.

    After Penacony, Aventurine takes on the biggest gamble of his life — his heart, soul, and desires laid out on the table. He only does it because he doesn't expect Ratio to match his wager. But not only does the good doctor match it, he raises the stakes so far beyond what Aventurine could have ever allowed himself to dream of winning.

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    16 Jun 2025

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    Aventurine's touchy work-partner of several months abandons an IPC gala early, and he chases after to find out why.

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    10 Jan 2025

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    Aventurine is cold, and Ratio entirely willing to warm him up.

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    13 Nov 2024

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    A few more messages rolled in and Aventurine realized that he must be sick in the head, or rather, he realized he was sicker in the head than he was already aware of, because even though all the messages were berating him for creating a fake account, fans trying to defend his honor, he was delighted at having any type of conversation that wasn’t an interview or being read off a script.
    He’d nearly given up, resigning himself to being an old cat man (though his cats were currently nowhere to be found, most likely getting into mischief in his kitchen), when his phone lit up again.
    [ ProfRatio ] Hello.

    Online dating as an idol is hard, but Aventurine lucks out when he matches with a handsome professor that has no idea who he is.

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    18 Oct 2024

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    Ever since Penacony, Aventurine has had this nagging feeling that he's fated to be ever in the doctor's debt. Had he even thanked Ratio for his dutiful performance back there? For offering his faith and wisdom where Aventurine was certain they'd be parting ways forever? Had Aventurine succinctly expressed his thanks for the way Ratio had single-handedly offered to oversee his care in the months following?

    If Aventurine can even begin to repay that selflessness, he suspects that this mission is an adequate place to start.

    Investigating a piece of technology on a distant planet, Ratio is struck down by a curse that renders him empty, grieving, and yearning for a closeness only Aventurine can provide.

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    21 Sep 2024