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Shane was never going to forgive himself for leaving, for hearing Ilya sob from the otherside of the door and still walking away. Ilya told him to leave and it broke something in Shane. He stared down at the container of meal prep, eyes wet and his chest caved in, and threw it in the garbage.
This was moment things truly spiraled out of control.Bookmarked by ultravioletghost
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In the comedown, Eddie lets himself drift. He waits for it—the shame, the guilt, the panic over thinking about his best friend while he got himself off.
It comes, but not for the reasons he expects. Eddie melts into his mattress in the aftermath of his orgasm, and doesn’t stop thinking about it. He’s gay. He finds Buck hot. Buck is his best friend, his co-parent, his partner in just about everything. Buck likes men too. It’s a possibility, a real one. Eddie can see a future with Buck, and that’s when the panic hits him.
Eddie wasn’t a good husband. What he has with Buck right now isn’t worth losing. Eddie is in love with his best friend, but he thought that about Shannon too—and look where that ended up.
or: Eddie fucks an ex-priest, has a crisis of faith, and figures it out.
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