urdyingwish



Recent works

Recent series

  1. Words:
    4,893
    Works:
    2

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Creating music is something that can often bring all the ugly things to the surface. Tension starts to seep in, and intensifies feelings that are heightened as it is.

    When things at The Paramour Estate start going awry, it's a test not only to the band and their friendship, but to Frank Iero's sanity itself.

    It begs the question:
    What is rooted in reality, and what is simply the trick of an already fragile mind?

    ---

    “Frankie-”

    Frank shakes his head frantically, “I’m not crazy, don’t look at me like that!” And even if he was, he feels pretty fucking strongly that he is allowed to rave like a mad man after that. “I’m not fucking crazy, you saw it!”

    Gerard sighs quietly, reaching out to touch Frank's cheek. “I know you’re scared-” he sounds so reasonable that it makes rage seer through the smaller man’s veins.

    On most occasions, Frank loves hearing those gentle tones from Gerard’s mouth. This is not one of those moments. Gerard is trying to calm Frank down, and Frank will not be fucking calmed down.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    183,506
    Chapters:
    40/40
    Comments:
    968
    Kudos:
    562
    Bookmarks:
    172
    Hits:
    21,527

    19 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 6

    Tags
    Summary

    Ms. Way’s words snapped you out of your trance and brought you back down to earth. A red flush spread over your cheeks as you realized you’d completely lost the thread of her lecture. “I- um- what was the question?” you sputtered. “Anaphora,” she retorted. “Do you recall the definition of anaphora?” “Um, I don’t think I-”

    The final bell cut you off and your classmates gathered up their notebooks. Still recovering from the shock of the last few moments, you made a move to do the same. However, before you could make much progress, Ms. Way called to you from the front of the class. “Ms. y/n, I need you to stay after with me for a moment.” The blush that had been fading from your face quickly returned as you struggled to gather up the rest of your things. Great, just what you needed. All you wanted was to get home and start your weekend. But then again, a moment alone with Ms. Way might not be so bad after all…

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,395
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    80
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1,965

    15 Feb 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 15

    Tags
    Summary

    "Where I come from, they'd burn you for speaking like that to a Saint." A smug grin graces their lips as they tip his head up, revelling in the haze over his eyes. "For submitting yourself like that to a woman."

    Oh, she's playing like that tonight, huh? 

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,274
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    107
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    1,009

    01 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 49

    Tags
    Summary

    A collection of fulfilled Kinktober prompts. Two prompts per chapter! The probability of me completing the list is an almost definite impossibility, so here are my somewhat organized oneshots going according to what inspires and appeals to me the most. Tags will continue to be added as I write and post. (Some oneshots may include gender changes or trans characters. This compilation is 99% Frerard.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,554
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    74
    Kudos:
    296
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    7,738

    20 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 62

    Tags
    Summary

    “Mornin’, Gee. Bagel?”
    Gerard meets his eyes as he walks up, and oh, there’s something mean sitting pretty in there. Frank kinda wants to drag it out by his teeth.

    (or, the stress of the warped tour somehow makes gerard open up about their gender identity while also fucking the living daylights out of frank.)
    (or or, what if we were gayass band mates and discovered some kinks together (and we were both boys but not really))

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,783
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    296
    Bookmarks:
    62
    Hits:
    3,207

    10 Nov 2024