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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    "enter through the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many who go in by it. because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life, and there are few who find it."

    when you spend life doing the same thing day in and day out, it becomes monotonous. especially when those days consist of punching numbers, hollow small talk and relentless deadlines. there is, of course, one release from the world. and Frank is no stranger to it. what begins as an escape, anonymity, control, becomes a necessary fracture in the monotony. but release has a way of bleeding into the rest of life, and Frank doesn’t realize how thin the walls between his worlds truly are.
    especially not when his fire meets Gerard’s quiet restraint.
    caught between the fluorescent office lights and the velvety shadows hierarchy and desire face off with discipline and vulnerability. they find themselves circling opposite ends, unaware that the stranger that soothes them in the night is the same man who unsettles them in the day.
    but once the mask slips, there's no returning to a routine unchanged.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Ray’s never met Mikey’s brother even though he has heard a lot about the guy. Now, they’re going to be roommates.

    Ray doesn’t know how much baggage Gerard comes with (or how much of it he’s willing to carry), but he’d do just about anything for Mikey. If that means helping out his reclusive, weird brother, then so be it.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    Gerard lives in an apartment building with mostly old people, so when a cute guy his age moves in next door, he's eager to get to know him. But that cute guy is seriously strange.

    Like, stealing Gerard's filthy laundry, disappearing for days at a time, frequently covered in mysterious scratches kind of strange.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    i love life

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    There is only one thing Fun Ghoul is looking for: hard, meaningless sex with no strings attached. But he might be getting more than he bargained for when he catches the eye of a Scarecrow who goes by the name of Poison.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    Captured by BL/ind and forced to reintegrate into a system built on lies, Fun Ghoul has to navigate his new life in Battery City. If he wants to survive, he knows that he can't trust anyone, and that he definitely can't fall for a pretty smile - especially not when it belongs to a Scarecrow.

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    Party Poison origin story, let's gooo!

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    17 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so important.