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“I have a surprise for you…” Bob spoke between ragged breaths, trying to steady his breathing. His back peeled away from the wall, leaning into the hot water once more.
“Another one?” John wasn’t the kind of man who liked surprises—not when life had so often blindsided him with terrible ones. But when it was Bob… When Bob surprised him, when Bob told him there would be something new… he trusted him completely.
Or...
The time Bob gave John an amazing surprise, and it wasn’t even his birthday.
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04 Feb 2026
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I'll Believe in Anything by SunGoddess2399
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Feb 2026
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Place to dump my little ficlets from tumblr :)
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03 Feb 2026
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Looking For a Place to Fall Apart by dontworrybeehappy
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Jan 2026
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Former Captain America, asshole-extraordinaire, John Walker has spent his entire life pretending, first as a hero, then as a soldier, and last as a father. But always, always as an Alpha.
But now, thrown into the chaos of his new life as a member of the so called "New Avengers", he starts to realize that he can't hide what he is forever. Between high-stakes missions, a shifting power dynamic, and domestic shenanigans, John’s secrets begin to unravel beneath his feet.
....Also, is there something going on with Bob?
Or: the one where John Walker is a closeted Omega, finds a team that becomes a family, works on his issues, and maybe, eventually, lets someone love him.
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01 Feb 2026
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there is goodness in the heart of every broken man by shadoweddepths
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Feb 2026
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“Shh,” Bob whispers again. “Just relax, John.”
He does. He can’t help it. He’s fucking melting into the bed like Bob’s touch is magic, all of his thoughts dissipating in the sensation.
“That’s it,” Bob continues. His touch grows firmer – thumb rubbing circles into the knots in John’s shoulder. “Just relax. You’re doing good.”
The whimper that comes out of John’s mouth is entirely involuntary and incredibly embarrassing.
“Just like that,” Bob murmurs as if John hasn’t made a noise. “I’ve got you. You’re doing so good.”
It’s – he’s – John’s fucking burning up inside. He feels so warm. Doesn’t know whether to leave – to flee from whatever the fuck Bob’s words are doing to him, injury be damned – or to press back into the touch, to lean into the comfort and soak up these scraps he’s being offered.
(Five times John discovers his praise kink, and the one time he acts on it.)
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26 Jan 2026
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When Jake Sully and his family seek uturu among the Metkayina, the reef clan agrees—on one condition: their omega son, Neteyam, must enter an arranged mating with the Olo’eyktan’s alpha son, Ao’nung.
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22 Jan 2026