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Sweet, Sweet Fantasy by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears) for mariachiseoks
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
11 Feb 2026
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"Where do you do your maid laundry?"
"Here, duh. It's way easier than hauling it home at midnight. Plus, it was a calculated measure I had to take for you not to find out my secret job."
"Really? Then how come I found this in my pile of clothes?" Soobin pulls out a black lace thong from his pocket. Holding it up close to his nose like the animal he is. Nobody's died from shame.
Taehyun stares back, horrified as he scrambles to get the panties out of Soobin's hands, "T-that's not part of the outfits, just for personal use."
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Soobin snoops around Taehyun's room and finds an expansive collection of maid dresses in his closet.
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Cyanotype Lover by vacillatortears for mariachiseoks
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Feb 2026
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Soobin's eyes are black as night, the corners of his lips are sharp, but his dimples smooth down his smile. He kisses with his eyes closed, while pressing his body against Taehyun's like he's driving a crash test car. And his hands are as slender as his body, but still large and looming. His tongue traces around the sharpness of Taehyun's incisors meticulously, marking an invisible path inside of him.
Taehyun grows hungry again.
"You're so cute, kitten…" Soobin whispers touching his lips, he tries to dive in for another kiss, but Taehyun pulls back. Soobin's chocolate scent sours slightly from his reaction.
A nervous laugh escapes him, "No, I'm not."
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Stop Waiting (A Tiny Fire Called Desire) by vacillatortears
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Dec 2025
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Every movement brings him closer to that sweet edge where the pleasure cancels out the deep-seated fatigue embedded in his bones. Where he is completely one with Soobin and all his worries about the future melt away. A little slice of heaven that bleeds right at the center of his heart. That for a split second, makes him wonder if the other feels the same as him.
Instead of fighting it, Beomgyu succumbs completely under his touch.
"Say it," Soobin grunts into his ear, still at the brutal pace he set earlier.
"Mm— Yours." He gasps, one of Soobin's telltale signs of nearing completion is possessiveness.
"That's right. You're mine, so fucking mine."
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Keep Your Eyes on Me (Baby Don’t Freeze) by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
23 Oct 2025
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"Are you doing this on purpose?" Kai nuzzles his nose between the right side of his neck, placing small kisses.
"I don't know what you're talking about." He feigns ignorance.
"The shorts, the grinding, the slightly erotic movie, the fake innocence…"
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Earlier, he made sure to pick out the shortest shorts in his closet, and with the way that he's been hitting the gym lately, it is a surefire way to tempt Kai into his trap.
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Of Liminal Spaces and Thorns by vacillatortears
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
17 Oct 2025
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"Do you regret us? Do you regret me?" Kai feels so small when he asks both questions.
"Sometimes I do..." Taehyun gives him a sad smile, he might be the one lying on the hospital bed, but we all know who holds the knife.
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Taehyun and Kai haunt each other years after their messy friend group and civic duty tore them apart.
They're not even singing different parts of the same song anymore. They're in two completely different worlds, waiting to see who will cave in first.
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Waste This Night Away with Me by ShadowDrifter for tokkyeou
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
11 Jun 2023
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Yeonjun and Soobin are quite the couple—a promiscuous omega who’s corrupted the good, waiting-for-marriage, church alpha. That's how it looks to everyone else, at least. However, Yeonjun and Soobin haven’t done anything more than some heavy petting. To be frank, Yeonjun is dating a 22-year-old virgin.
That is until Soobin pops the question:
“Hyung… Can I… fuck you tonight?”
Yeonjun shouldn’t have underestimated his boyfriend.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
07 Mar 2026
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“From the first time I saw you, I stopped being innocent. I’ve thought about doing this for… so long, hyung. I used to confess on my knees to the lord about wanting to bend Choi Yeonjun over and fuck him. You made me want to sin.”
“You break out the good dirty talk now that I’m completely spent?”
these two are insatiable oh my god 😫😫
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Birthday Boy's Miniskirt Mania by ShadowDrifter
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
16 Feb 2025
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Yeonjun gets a slutty miniskirt for his birthday as a joke, but, suddenly, no one can take their hands off him and things get… serious.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
09 Mar 2026
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Yeonjun didn’t notice Soobin had stopped, kissing at the corner of his mouth and grinding against him. Kai’s eyes found Soobin’s, and he only raised an eyebrow at their leader. An are-you-gonna-finish-that kind of challenge in his gaze.
Something possessive sunk its teeth into Soobin. He glared at the youngest over Yeonjun’s shoulder, making a show of returning to Yeonjun, of kissing down his neck as he kneaded the man’s ass. Yeonjun gasped and clung to him as Soobin sucked at his neck, intent on leaving a mark—even if they’d get in trouble for it, especially because they’d get in trouble.
this one’s for the greedy yeonharemists (aka me)
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It could have been any of them–that's what he'd spent years telling himself. He'd been relying on it. That they all fit so well together, there was no way it wouldn't be at least one of them. But it wasn't. They all had each other, and Soobin… Soobin had no one.
Two years had gone by without a soulbond manifesting for him. He'd been so blinded by hope that he missed the cue that maybe it never would.
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Bookmarked by vacillatortears
08 Mar 2026
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”He knows they love each other. He knows it's not the same kind of love as before. And he's on the outside of it, always. The things Soobin knows about them have only been learned through peering through a frosted pane of glass like some kind of hopeful voyeur.”
so painful and so beautiful !!! my heart aches as a soobharemist ☹️☹️
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not as subtle as we think by roxyshortcake
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
27 Feb 2026
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Soobin stops him mid-sentence as they come to a halt right under a streetlight.
The light falls so prettily on Yeonjun, his large, glassy eyes staring back into his. Soobin is madly in love. He leans in for a short kiss, nothing too serious, just lips touching with little movement, catching Yeonjun off guard. Soobin leaves two, then three pecks before actually letting go.
“Sorry, I couldn’t hold back. The light makes you pretty, and I think this is a bit romantic.” He laughs awkwardly, excusing himself. Maybe he really is weird.
Yeonjun just stares at him. Dumbly.
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- Part 4 of love is a (pathetic) game
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
06 Mar 2026
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Soobin stops him mid-sentence as they come to a halt right under a streetlight.
The light falls so prettily on Yeonjun, his large, glassy eyes staring back into his. Soobin is madly in love. He leans in for a short kiss, nothing too serious, just lips touching with little movement, catching Yeonjun off guard. Soobin leaves two, then three pecks before actually letting go.“Sorry, I couldn’t hold back. The light makes you pretty, and I think this is a bit romantic.”
[deep fujoshi sigh] my roman empire 🚬🙂↔️
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“Do you think Taehyun would ever be into a guy like me?" Beomgyu asked.
“He hooked up with a guy before, if that’s what you mean,” Kai said.
“No, not like that,” Beomgyu said, shaking his head. “Like me.”
“I don’t know. But, he’s a good guy. You know that," Kai added.
“Yeah, I know,” Beomgyu admitted, but it didn’t help.
The plan had been so, so, so fucking simple. Forget Kang Taehyun. But, he couldn’t do it.
For Beomgyu, life and love are hard as a recently out trans guy. It's been hard to trust anyone, let alone himself and his own feelings. It's basically killing him that his crush is the only person in his life who knew him before he transitioned.
Taehyun's in love with Beomgyu but Beomgyu seems to hate his guts. When Beomgyu tells him he can’t live his life because he struggles financially, Taehyun turns a joke into a reality by accepting Beomgyu’s request for monetary support through an online forum. As their friendship finally begins to warm both in real life and through the internet, it’s become very obvious that the only problem with this plan is that Beomgyu might kinda, sorta have no idea his platonic “Sugar Buddy'' is also his physics tutor.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
05 Mar 2026
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“You drove me into your arms.”
oh my god…… this is fucking everything. everything.
reading bg’s gender dysphoria felt like looking at a mirror. this was done with such grace and honesty— and it also dislodged memories from my turbulent art student days, i could picture every piece so vividly ❤️❤️