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    In the days leading up to the first time Shane Hollander faces his old Montreal team with the Ottawa Centaurs, he kinda goes through it. Maybe a lot of bullshit built up over the years. Maybe now that he's finally in a place to deal with it, he starts to.

    Featuring my beloved Centaurs taking care of their own, a couple of very early mornings, a minor meltdown at practice, a slightly bigger meltdown at a barbecue, and one Shane Hollander finally coming home.

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    06 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 91

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    Ilya Rozanov has been carrying his mother's ghost since he was twelve years old.

    Sochi is where the weight finally breaks him. Russia is eliminated in the most humiliating loss in their history, and their captain sits on a twelfth-floor balcony railing thinking about letting go.

    Shane Hollander has a gold medal game in fourteen hours. He comes anyway.

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    05 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    Shane and Yuna worry, David and Ilya cook

    Or— What happened when Yuna and Shane were outside.

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    05 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 58

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    Ilya kisses him, soft, chaste. He pulls back just a little, his smile all teeth. “I was thinking about how much I want to knock you out.”

    Shane leans back, eyebrows pulling together as he laughs, a soft breath. “What?”

    “Knock you out,” Ilya repeats, bumping their noses together while he grinds down, filthy. “Put a baby in you.”

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    05 Jan 2026

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    If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away. ~ Thoreau

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    What happened when Yuna and Shane were talking.

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    05 Jan 2026