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sunghoon isn't sure what scares him more: jake's track record of hurting the people he loves, or how much he's starting to hope jake won't hurt him too.
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21 Sep 2026
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The room was filled to the brim with a thick silence between the two men. Eyes were hard as they looked at one another and Jake felt his fist shake. He turned his head to the side and took a breath, “You know what you did.”
“What did I do? We weren’t anything,” Sunghoon spat at him.
Jake’s eyes were full of rage, “Really? You left your notebook of your lyrics here and do you want to guess how many nights I’ve spent studying them? Trying to find a sentence,” Jake takes a step forward.
“A word,” another step.
“A syllable,” another step.
He was in front of Sunghoon then and he got close to his face, “A fucking letter to make me feel less crazy than what you left me feeling.”
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Jake and Sunghoon have a complicated past. They were never each other's, but could never be anyone else's.
Jake keeps trying to find himself while simultaneously avoiding Park Sunghooon at all costs, but can't when he's constantly writing songs about them. Songs that stay in the Top 40. Songs about Jake. He is haunted by the man and can't seem to get over him.
title from Lonely is the Muse by Halsey.
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21 Sep 2026
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Park Sunghoon likes surgical precision, technical steps, and control. Sim Jaeyun likes improvising, making a mess, and testing the limits of his boyfriend's self-control.
Stuck in the apartment on a Sunday of torrential rain, a complex French mille-feuille recipe becomes the perfect setting for a sugary battle of egos. The problem with mixing chocolate, whipped cream, and intimacy in such a tight space is that, sooner or later, someone ends up overbaked.
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Sunghoon wants a perfect dessert; Jaeyun wants a perfect distraction. In a kitchen this small, it’s only a matter of time before someone gives in.
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17 Jul 2026
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as the gold bleeds into grey by starcollectorsilas
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Jan 2025
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At night, Chuuya dreams of the summer after he left high school.
Freshly eighteen, and he got out of school on the last Friday, packed a bag and left home.
He drove for three hours, until a sparkling lake and the setting sun greeted him, along with a row of red cabins, mostly empty for the first week or two of the summer holidays.
He fell in love there.Chuuya fell in love. Over the course of a week and a half, the brunette boy with seemingly endless charisma and a never ending list of things to do stole his heart and dug his claws in deeper than either could have expected.
As with all summer flings, it ended as fast as it started, and he returned home with an aching abscess he couldn't shake if he tried.
Then college started, and a slightly duller version of his summer crush took up the bed across from his.OR
After falling in love in the summer, Chuuya goes to college hoping to get a fresh start and forget the events of the summer. His roommate happens to be the boy he fell in love with, and there are some wounds that can't be healed, no matter how hard you try.
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