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    They’re getting into a rhythm now, though, and Shane can see it. He can see this team winning the Cup this year. He tries not to get ahead of himself, tries to stay focused and go game by game, reminds himself that building up a team takes time and several seasons, but god. He wants this legacy: for himself, for Ottawa, for Ilya. For both of them and everyone else.

    Which is why, goddamnit, now is not the time to crash out over fantasies of Ilya working his whole hand down to the wrist into Shane’s ass and fucking him on his fist. And yet. Shane should know by now that timing and “good ideas” are rarely factors in whether or not he gets obsessed with something.

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    It starts, as a surprising number of things actually do, with a text from Rose.

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    Nothing quite feels real. Maybe that’s the point of hotel rooms, in a way. A home, but not really. A place to rest, but also a place you eventually have to rush to leave. Shane has been trying not to think about what will happen when he does eventually leave this one. About all of the things that are probably going to change a lot when he goes back out into the real world from this sweet-smelling, fuzzy world he and Ilya have been building for these three days where Shane doesn’t have to think about the implications of it all.

    Because there are a lot of implications, most of which (all of which) Shane really doesn’t want to be real.

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    The aftermath of Shane’s first heat, and the undisclosed desires that come with it.

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    The idea of going into his first heat at the great age of twenty years-old has never been something Shane Hollander has grappled with.

    Mostly because, up until the great age of twenty years-old, Shane was completely happy with his identity as a beta.

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    Shane’s omega presentation is triggered by the one and only Ilya Rozanov.

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    The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.

    So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?

    He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.

    Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.

    But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.

    Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
    Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
    Not the family he’s already carrying.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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