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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    All that Soobin could remember was a hazy dream that he had nearly forgotten about when he woke up. That dream, it was something like…

    Something like four blurry pairs of arms roaming every expanse of skin that they could reach, something like wet kisses being pressed all over his body, something like the feeling of a growing heat pooling in his guts that kept rising and rising—

    —then, nothing. He woke up, and that fleeting pleasure was gone as quickly as it came.

    or: how soobin copes with sexual frustration after long weeks of grueling schedules (orrrr just 24k words of pure filth)

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    15 Nov 2025

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    Wow.

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    Three unread messages from: Jun hyung <3
    wahh miu miu is really the best
    they really get what i like in fashion
    want to see?

    Soobin had no idea what he was about to see next and what it would do to his sex deprived body and mind.

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    20 Sep 2025

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    "Hm? You like it here? Right here, baby?" Suho murmurs, drawing circles with his fingertips, stimulating the hypersensitive button gently, but firmly enough to make Sieun's legs tremble in a spasm. "You've really never been touched here, huh? So sensitive…”

    Sieun has never touched himself.

    Suho can’t help going a little crazy over it.

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    20 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 19

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    Soobin never craved attention until now. He doesn't understand why he's feeling this way. He wants those monolids to look at him the way they're looking at the girl between them. He wants to feel the sensation and warmth of hands brushing and swinging next to each other, like Yeonjun's hands swinging next to the girl.

    “Soobin, bye,” Yeonjun says, raising his hand. Soobin thinks he's going to wave, but instead, he scratches the back of his neck.

    “Bye, hyung.”

    “Don’t call me that,” Yeonjun says, turning back.

    or,

    Soobin fell first. At twelve, with wide eyes and a too-big heart, he saw a boy with monolid eyes and a laugh like wind chimes and knew. But Yeonjun? Yeonjun hated him. Or at least, that's what he told himself.

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    20 Jul 2025

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    Sieun doesn't give a verbal response. But his hands do. Careful, hesitant, he reaches forward, his fingers twitching nervously. He tries to do it almost secretly since he's never one to ask for these types of things. But, Suho, as attentive as ever, notices immediately. He remains patient, giving Sieun an encouraging look.

    "What do you want?" He asks with a soft tone. "I'll give it. Always."

    The four ways Sieun and Suho bring each other peace and the one way they cause each other to absolutely lose it.

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    18 May 2025

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    “Why didn't you- I don't know, like look it up or something?” Suho hesitates to ask.

    “What was I meant to search, how to masturbate Wikihow?” Sieun asks plainly and Suho barks out a laugh.

    “Honestly, I want to see if Wikihow does have a page on how to masturbate.” Suho pulls his phone out and hits an incognito tab.

    or a 5+1 on Suho teaching Sieun new things (sex).

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    17 May 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 20

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    “You’re shaking,” he said quietly.

    “I know,” Soobin whispered again. Every part of his body was screaming. This is not normal. This is not normal. This is not what best friends do.


    “Come on, hyung,” he murmured. “Let me clean it up. For you.

    or; Mentions of his long fingers during a live have invited someone into his hotel room. Turns out, chip dust isn’t the only thing Beomgyu’s hungry for.

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    13 May 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 26

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    He brings his shaking hands together, muttering a prayer from equally trembling lips.

    “In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit…”

    Then he sees it, a lone black feather on his pristine white blanket. As black as the wings on Beomgyu’s back.

    His traitorous dick twitches to life.

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    09 May 2025

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    Suho can't get enough of Sieun—whether it be his presence or his touch, whether Sieun's far away or sitting right next to him, none of it matters; He feels starved of it and scared to lose it.

    "Behind the door, Sieun's standing there, in gray sweats and a thin t-shirt that shows so much, too much of his chest. But no– that's not what makes Suho's breath falter.

    “You’re...You!” Suho gestures to his own eyes, fanning a hand over them.

    “Oh…” Suho’s pouts, embarrased. “I only wear them when I’m home.”

    Sieun’s fingers reach for the glasses on the bridge of his nose, just about to pull them off, sheepish, now that Suho's staring at him like that.

    Suho lets out a scoff and takes Sieun by the wrist, stopping him from pulling them off. He tugs Sieun against him and leans down just enough to press his lips against Sieun's.

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    18 Apr 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 13

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    Xie Lian can’t stop feeling attracted to his best friend.

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    23 Mar 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 18

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    There’s something in the way Sieun says it—in the absolute certainty of his tone—that puts Suho on alert. It isn’t just a passing opinion. It’s not a whim or a preference. It’s a deeply held belief.

    And that is incredibly dangerous.

    Now Suho sees it clearly. Sieun doesn’t just want to submit; he’s not exploring this out of curiosity or pleasure.

    He wants to be deliberately harmed.

    Suho wasn’t looking for a new sub until he meets Sieun.

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    23 Mar 2025

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    Suho and Sieun visit the hot springs.

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    03 Feb 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 12

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    Soobin wasn't sober when he decided to create The Ecstasy, his friends much less so, what shocked him the most was the fact that the band managed to have a small success in the not very well-known part of Busan. I don't even hope that after all this, he still feels as empty as before.

    After one of his friends injured his arm, Soobin was forced to find another guitarist who could replace him at least for that period. But he didn't imagine that at the insistence of his friends, he would have to put up with the student president, Choi Yeonjun, who has a crush on him and was extraordinary at playing the guitar.

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    06 Dec 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 42

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    Soobin wants to bottom for Yeonjun. He just doesn’t know how to bring it up.

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    12 Nov 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 80

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    Somehow, out of all the unexpected scenarios Soobin has trained for, not a one of them included a gorgeous man propositioning him in filthy language. At any other time that might be a relief, given that Soobin’s grandfather had written most of the training program. But at the moment, it’s left him woefully unprepared as to how to react. Forget the training, Soobin’s entire life up until has left him woefully unprepared for this moment.

    So when he finally gets his mouth working, what he says is, “I’ve never talked to you before. Chat or otherwise.”

    Yeonjun’s hands freeze on his robe. “You’re not 10InchGod97?”

    “No, sir. I’m Choi Soobin, and I’ll be your personal protection detail.”

     

    Or,
    When Yeonjun's father hires a bodyguard following a threat on on his life, Yeonjun isn't exactly thrilled with the idea of a live in babysitter. For Soobin, guarding the spoiled son of a wealthy CEO isn't the chance to prove himself that he's been hoping for. However, it just might be the chance for Soobin - for both of them - to get what they really need.

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    07 Jul 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 55

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    Soobin doesn’t know what it means if Yeonjun wants him. Or if it means anything at all. Any more or less than that would-be kiss or his plaintive I love you. And it feels dangerous to hope that they really will continue this conversation tomorrow.

    Because it wasn't really a conversation, was it? Just Yeonjun, drunk and lonely and high off of time spent with someone they idolize more than anyone in the world, nostalgic and horny and sentimental.

    But that voice inside Soobin whispers, as he closes his eyes. “Maybe it’s more.” It’s the same voice that had convinced Soobin that maybe loving idols was enough to become one. That maybe if he loved singing and dancing enough he could be good enough at it, that maybe if he loved his fans enough he’d be good enough for them.

    Maybe…if he loves Yeonjun enough, maybe that will be enough to make Yeonjun love him back.

    OR,
    When a very drunk Yeonjun tells Soobin he loves him after the filming of Suchita, Soobin is left to wonder if his longtime unrequited love might not be as unrequite as he thought. But was it just the alcohol talking or something more? And if it was, will Yeonjun ever admit it?

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    18 Jun 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 24

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    “Ah, Hyeopjae!” The ahjussi he asked answered with a heavy accent.

    “No, sir. Haeundae.” Soobin replied.

    “Haeundae? Ah, you mean you’re going to Busan! Go get your ticket inside.”

    “Uh… aren’t we in Busan already?”

    “Aigoo! You must be tired, kid. We’re in Jeju!”

     

    [ or an au where bunny-cougar hybrid Soobin, lost in the middle of a summer heat, suddenly got his own heat away from his home. Luckily, a certain fox hybrid servant was also away (。•̀ᴗ-)✧ ]

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    03 Dec 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 70

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    "The most expensive Omega of an Auction turns out to be a Fake" - that headliner for a watch inspired me to write this story.
    Nelumpolis, the metropolis of the Lotus, has a clear hierarchy of Alphas who make it and who don't - to keep the order, Omegas are strictly dealt objects, bought at auctions or somewhere else and often held in harems. Soobin is an Alpha of a high rank, but never really felt connected to Omegas. His Alpha friend Beomgyu suggests that he goes to one of these auctions, since he'd gotten his two Omegas from those, too, and is quite happy. One specific Omega catches Soobins attention (not only his) ...

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    14/?
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    22 Jul 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 52

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    He had to keep himself grounded, not to lay in bed uselessly and whine out with the need to be cared for, but to stumble and reach for the wipes on that damned nightstand.

    And so he would clean them up, kiss a sleepy Junie goodnight in ignorance to his own mental exhaustion, and spoon the elder with great stiffness, falling asleep fitfully.

    All in spite of Soobin's true want, his true need to be curled up and cuddled, burrowed into the arms of his loved one. To be coddled till he eventually drifted away in a warm embrace, safe and content.

    Those dreadful nights left him empty yet drowning with longing all over again in the morning.

    So yeah, he supposed it was the slightest bit stressful to date Yeonjun.

    But Soobin would willingly sacrifice his own pleasure to see his hyung happy with him.

    Just, for how much longer, he didn't know.

    //Or, Soobin isn't a top. He isn't. And it takes Yeonjun quite a while to realize it.

    (Dw tho, he takes care of him :)))

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    19 Jun 2023

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Yeonjun wishes their sex life was a little better and Soobin convinces himself to try new things

    Or

    Yeonbin slowly explore the world of kink

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    14/?
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    27,571

    19 May 2023

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