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In order to pursue an old flame, Dean Winchester weasels his way into being a contestant on a dating show. He's here for one thing: to find love. But, it might come from unexpected places. Especially as he develops a close relationship with fellow contestant, Castiel.
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According to an ancient prophecy, a special child--called a sword--was born to each royal family. Nobody knows what they will grow up to be, or why there seems to be a strange bond linking the swords. But romance will brew as the swords' destiny starts to unfold, and they will have to work together to save the otherworld and nether dimensions from chaos.
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Dean finishes his prayer. The room is washed ocher by the glowing red sign outside; the navy blue bed sheets are a bloodied near-black. It’s an eyesore, dominating the senses, so Dean looks instead to the grey night sky alight with the light pollution and adorned with cotton balls clouds that have been disembodied by the atmosphere. Dean blows out his own cloud through the motel’s screen window to accompany them, courtesy of the Marlboro Black he has perched on his bottom lip with its filter going brown between his teeth. He made a bad choice with this pack, he muses, curling his tongue around the morgue flavor in his mouth. It’s not worth the familiar wheeze his lungs sing in protest, but he stains and burns his shaking fingers lighting one after another and putting them out in the sink, until the cigarettes bring about the migraine they were supposed to cure.
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Sam mysteriously returns from Hell, but with a serious affliction. In order to save his brother and repair his friendship with the angel, Dean journeys with Castiel to a mystical dimension called the Twilight Realm, but it's inhabitants harbor secrets of their own. -
Still Loving You by zeldar
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
02 Jul 2019
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“What if it all ends?” Crowley’s hand was outstretched and his eyes were distant like he was looking off to something else, a future where there weren’t any more moments like this: moments of sinking into the wine they’d had at dinner, footsteps light as they saunter through the sleeping streets to get back to someone’s place, “What if we fail?”
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Where Crowley and Aziraphale become close friends with drunken mistakes.
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And so the hope dies and Dean is left in a desolate kitchen with the resolve that his angel will never show.
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What happens after Cas’s confession in 12x12.
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Kevin Day thought there was something familiar about the last-resort recruit from Arizona when they watched his tapes. It wasn’t until he was looking him in the eye in person that he realized. Nathaniel Wesninski might be miscolored and a few years older than the last time he saw him but to Kevin he was unmistakable.
A ‘Kevin recognizes Neil’ fic.
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Trust Fall (And Welcoming Arms) by SpangleBangle
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
24 Sep 2017
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Life goes on after the Foxes win the championship, and for Andrew and Neil it's uncharted territory with only each other for guides. Maybe it's time to put away some of those hard edges, and learn how to touch more softly, and speak more honestly. And if they falter, they have their family to help them get back on their feet.
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07 Jan 2026
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it takes three, you and him and me by orphan_account
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
27 Feb 2019
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Nicky asks, “are you…I mean, what’s happening, Andrew? Are you okay? Because Kevin and Neil were just-”
“I know,” Andrew cuts him off. The flat, bored intonation of his voice makes it inexplicably funnier when he adds, “I have unfortunately saddled myself with two idiots who cannot keep it in their pants for more than five minutes at a time”
“Well,” Kevin huffs, indignant. “You don’t usually have any complaints”
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myself to enjoy, myself to destroy by 0ur_lady_0f_s0rr0ws
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
05 Jan 2026
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self indulgent kandreil porn (write the porn you want to see in the world).
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07 Jan 2026
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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