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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Richie blamed himself for everything. He was never good enough. Never anyone's first choice. Richie always told himself it was just that one time. And then one night hit him harder than he could have ever thought. Just one time, words that weighed on him. Because can 'just one time' ever be true?

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    27 Jun 2024

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    He Needed, not wanted. He needed those things. He needed to be worth something, needed to be cared about, needed control. Those words--those thoughts? Those needs were the air he breathed, the water he drank, the very blood pumping through his veins. Addiction. He was addicted to those three things--needed them.

    He needed them.

    The same way Aunti Mai needed blood.

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    20 Feb 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 97

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    Brother, go find your brother: A method of finding something lost by attempting to lose something similar in the same way, in the hopes that it gets lost in the same place and both can be found.

    Previously titled "Team Red"

    “You should match, right?” The grin cracked wider as the lanky captor rolled the knife between their fingers, strolling closer to where Tim was pinned to the wall.

    Jason didn’t comprehend what the creep meant, too focused on trying to pull his hands against the cuffs in the right way to pop his thumb out of place to get free.

    There are many years of scars between Jason and Tim before they match.

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    04 Dec 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    Jason had been aware of his slowly deteriorating mental state, but he could still function. It wasn't like he had never felt like this before. There were matters more important to attend to. His failing mental health wasn't worth a glance if it meant wasting time.

    But it had been a long life. And some things just weren't worth saving. Some lives just didn't deserve a second chance.

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    03 Dec 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    It was so inviting. The blade just sitting there, calling to him. He deserved it, didn’t he? After everything?

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    18 Oct 2023