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1. Lady Lazarus by blueblack-poked-stars (delicate_mageflower)

   Fandoms: Mass Effect Trilogy  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M, Gen, Other
   • Work in Progress

   12 Jun 2020

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Kaidan Alenko/Female Shepard
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Shepard (Mass Effect)
   • Female Shepard (Mass Effect)
   • Kaidan Alenko
   • Karin Chakwas
   • James Vega
   • Lost crew members
   • Jack (Mass Effect)
   • Diana Allers
   • Samantha Traynor
   • Garrus Vakarian
   • Miranda Lawson
   • Jeff "Joker" Moreau
   • EDI (Mass Effect)
   • Steve Cortez
   • Tali'Zorah vas Normandy
   • Liara T'Soni
   • Kelly Chambers
   • Urdnot Grunt
   • Urdnot Wrex
   • Jacob Taylor
   • Kasumi Goto
   • Zaeed Massani
   • Samara (Mass Effect)
   • Javik
   • Greg Adams
   • Gabriella Daniels
   • Kenneth Donnelly
   • Kaidan Alenko's Mother
   • Kaidan Alenko's Father
   • Kahlee Sanders
   • Post-Canon
   • Synthesis Ending
   • Shepard Survives
   • Recovery
   • Chronic Illness
   • Mental Illness
   • Hallucinations
   • Crew as Family
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Poetry
   • Everyone Needs A Hug
   • Colonist (Mass Effect)
   • Sole Survivor (Mass Effect)
   • Sylvia Plath poems
   • Post-Mass Effect 3
   • Survivor Guilt
   • Referenced alcohol abuse
   • Anxiety
   • Headcanon
   • Fuck Cerberus
   • Referenced Suicide Attempt
   • Bipolar Shepard
   • Kaidan is autistic (fight me)
   • Referenced hypersexuality
   • Trauma
   • Chronic Pain
   • referenced self harm
   • Self-Loathing
   • Dr. Chakwas is such a mom
   • Admiral Anderson was such a dad
   • so many feelings
   • Night Terrors
   • canonical character deaths
   • Sexual Content
   • Flashbacks
   • unreality
   • Referenced violence
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Panic Attacks
   • Repressed Memories
   • Jewish Shepard
   • Kaidan's Family - Freeform
   • Shepard's Family - Freeform
   • Therapy
   • Eventual Smut
   • Slight Canon Divergence
   • Disordered Eating
   • Past Shepard/Thane
   • Past Shepard/Kelly
   • Life After 2186 - Freeform

   Summary

   Carrie Shepard was ready to die to save the galaxy. When the time came, she did what was needed, and she gave her life without a moment's hesitation.

   Getting it back, however, is not something she could've prepared for.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

   28/?

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