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2017-06-14
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A Dream That Dreams of Not Dreaming - Art

Summary:

In the dark of the night Bucky longs for closeness and a hand to hold in his own, someone to touch him gently or even to hit him, playfully, in that rough and caring way that belonged just to the two of them. Silent tears soak into the fabric of his cot. It’s something he has learned to do here, something he didn’t know could be done: crying, without movement or sound, without a change in breathing. He can’t even say that he is sad.

Because he certainly doesn’t wish for Steve to be here. God—when he thinks of it, in the moments when he can think, Bucky shudders with horror at the thought. Steve, in a place like this. No matter what the scientists told him, no matter how much of a hero Steve thinks he is, Bucky doesn’t want him here. Doesn’t want him to know this.

But when he feels the empty space beside him, inside him, he’ll be damned if there’s anything he wouldn’t give for just a heartbeat’s warmth.

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Art accompaniment to Blanketed_in_Stars lovely story.

Notes:

This is a (late) addition to the story A Dream That Dreams of Not Dreaming by Blanketed_in_Stars for the Captain America Reverse Big Bang. Please give go read it! The story is so poignant, but hopeful as well. I can't recommend it enough.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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To gaze at a river made of time and water
and remember Time is another river.
To know we stray like a river
and our faces vanish like water.

 

 

To feel that waking is another dream
that dreams of not dreaming and that the death
we fear in our bones is the death
that every night we call a dream.

 

To see in every day and year a symbol
of all the days of man and his years,
and convert the outrage of the years
into a music, a sound, and a symbol.

 

To see in death a dream, in the sunset
a golden sadness—such is poetry,
humble and immortal, poetry,
returning, like dawn and the sunset.

 

Sometimes at evening there's a face
that sees us from the deeps of a mirror.
Art must be that sort of mirror,
disclosing to each of us his face.

 

They say Ulysses, wearied of wonders,
wept with love on seeing Ithaca,
humble and green. Art is that Ithaca,
a green eternity, not wonders.

 

Art is endless like a river flowing,
passing, yet remaining, a mirror to the same
inconstant Heraclitus, who is the same
and yet another, like the river flowing.

 

   -Jorge Luis Borges

Notes:

A million thank yous to Nicole for the most amazing work someone can ask for. She has been a pillar of patience and kindness as I let this get away from me. I could not have asked for a more amazing partner in this experience, and I can't wait to be inspired by her work in the future. There is more art to come because her story is too vibrant to sum up in one picture.

Check her out on her tumblr as well!