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yoongi
Yesterday 10:15 AM
Hey Yoongi. Didn't see you on campus yesterday. Hoping everything's okay.
Yesterday 12:37 PM
Hello? You've usually replied by now.
Did you lose my number? It's Seokjin.
Yesterday 1:22 PM
Now Namjoon is saying you haven't even left your room. Is everything alright?
Today 9:15 AM
Alright, well, I guess I'll leave you to it. If you need to talk I'm here.
Joon
I haven’t gotten anything from him.
shit… ive tried even yelling through the door, usually he’ll at least give me a sign he’s alive.
tried getting in but he locked the door
i know he’s been real down lately but his episodes never get this bad.
Should we try asking if anyone else has heard from him?
I don’t wanna worry them but I feel like this is important.
yea, same.
you do that. Im gonna keep trying to get a hold of him. Maybe try getting the door open somehow.
The boiz
Everyone, there’s something going on.
Have any of you heard from Yoongi recently?
Chimaroo
last i had was texting with him on monday. Is everything okay? :c
Cutest Maknae
nope, haven’t even seen him in stats, we have it together.
WHY IS MY NAME STILL CUTEST MAKNAE
TaeTae
bc its tru lmao
This is important. I need to know if any of you have heard from him.
TaeTae
sorry, sorry. I got nothing on him. sorry.
Hope-J
havent heard from him either D:
Okay, hang on. Namjoon is breaking into his room.
TaeTae
oh my god, is it that bad…?
Joon
Today 12:19 PM
if i have to pay for this damn door and hes just been asleep i will punt him i swear
alright here goes
Hope it goes well. Please let me know. Everyone’s upset.
Joon-ah?
Hello? What’s going on?
Today 1:31 PM
I have class soon please let me know what’s going on. I won’t be able to focus if I don’t.
asan meedical cenetr
not good not good not good
Namjoon? What happened?
I’m on my way now.
Where should I go once I get there? Does his family know? Should I tell the group chat?
i don't know just please get here i cant be alone for this
The boiz
Chimaroo
jin hyung?
namjoon hyung?
hellooooo whats going on :(
Hope-J
please just let it be that he fell asleep please please please
Cutest Maknae
well i mean what else would it be? Its yoongi hyung
Hope-J
he’s been struggling with his depression again…
I don’t know what’s going on. Namjoon texted me Asan Medical Center.
He seems so shaken. I’m on my way now.
Cutest Maknae
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
what the fuck is he ok what happened
I already told you I don’t know.
Cutest Maknae
you told us hes at the hospital of course im going to be worried what the fuck
TaeTae
alright ok calm down… im sure it’ll be fine.
Chimaroo
did anyone check his last twitter post even????
Hope-J
oh god no no no no no
how did no one notice oh god
Calm down. I’m here.
Chimaroo
please keep up updated
Will do. Asking reception where to go. Namjoon hasn’t responded.
Found it. Can’t go in with Yoongi. Found Namjoon though.
TaeTae
can he tell you what happened?
Moment.
Sorry back. Took a while for him to get it out.
It’s not good.
Cutest Maknae
funny joke what actually happened please
Yoongi might not make it.
Joon found him in a pool of his own blood, hardly breathing.
Hope-J
nonononononininoniononononononononononono
Cutest Maknae
this is a joke right
theres no way
yoongi hyung wouldnt just leave us like that
Chimaroo
i see the police outside the dorm
TaeTae
to hell with class im coming too
I don’t know how to find out what’s going on we don’t have medical rights with him they can’t legally tell us
The looks on their faces when I ask say too much fuck
jimin
Yesterday 10:15 AM
im gonna miss your dry wit and sarcasm
how you tried to look cool but were actually so caring and kind
we were the short squad, who else am i gonna try to deflect the teasing on now
i cant do this
jeongguk
Yesterday 9:36 AM
hyung im sorry
im sorry i never respected you and that we always made fun of how much you slept
ill say sorry for anything you want ill apologize in any way just please say this is all a joke
hobi
Yesterday 11:19 AM
i had a competition t oday
i think you would have loved the dance
it was weird not hearing shouting from the audience. It was too quiet.
i cant dance when its so quiet
please come back. I never got to tell you how much your yelling actually meant to me. I know i played it off but it meant so so much to me.
taehyung
Yesterday 1:53 PM
we never really talked much huh. Friends by association mostly.
i wish i got the courage to tell you how cool i thought you were
would that have helped you stay? Fuck, did you not know how amazing and inspirational you were?
namjoon
Yesterday 10:41 AM
how could you leave me like this min yoongi we promised
we promised we’d be stars togethehr and that we’d always be tehre for eachinothe. I was alwyas there for you why dindet you come to me wha did i do wrong
ill never be able to forgegt what i walked in on why did you have to do iot for fucks sake please
im sorry
imsorryimsorryimsorryimsorry
jin-hyung
Today 1:44 AM
I suggested that everyone should text you. Or, well, your phone.
It’s hard to reach you where you’re at now.
Is it nice? I hope it is. You deserve it.
It’s been hard for them. The funeral was nice. So many people came, you would have hated being there.
None of us have gone to class for a while, actually. I know you’d scold them all for doing so. But it’s been hard on them
Of course we had to take off for the funeral. They held it in Daegu, obviously. Your entire family was there it seemed.
Anyways, I’m sorry for the amount of texts you must be getting now. I thought it would help, maybe.
The group chat has been very quiet. It feels strange to talk in there anymore.
...
I wish you would have talked to one of us.
Whatever it was that was bothering you, even if it was just your brain itself. We could have helped.
I’m trying so hard to be the strong hyung everyone needs right now but it’s hard
I was never like you. Never strong and even headed like you. You’d know what to do here.
The last song you worked on was found. They’re going to publish it. Going to donate all the proceeds to a suicide fund, not sure which yet.
We miss you.
I miss you.
I wish you knew how important you were.
Sleep well.