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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    As mortifying as the thought of explaining the situation to Minho is, the thought of having to leave to buy products for himself is enough to make Hyunjin feel sick. It’s not even about what other people in the store or the cashier might think, because literally everyone knows someone who gets periods and would therefore most likely need to buy products at one point in their lives, but it’s the private knowledge that Hyunjin needs them for himself that makes his stomach turn in on itself. As little as he wants to talk to Minho about this… It still seems less awful than leaving the apartment to do it himself.

    That means that he needs to call Minho. Or text him. Or call, because the vision of words like ‘tampons’ and ‘my period’ popping up on Minho’s screen and staying there until he has the time to read them makes Hyunjin want to scream or die or at the very least throw up and stick his head down the toilet after.

    Calling it is.

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    30 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Your car is really pretty,” Jisung said, startling himself and the man standing a few feet away.
    The man turned to him, Jisung shrinking under his gaze.
    He tipped his head at Jisung, eyes piercing, “You like my car?”

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    Two. Four. Eight. Sixteen. He’d worked so hard for so long and he’d ruined it. It didn’t matter what he did, he would never be good enough. Hours and hours and hours of spent hunched over his tablet, over textbooks, pages scattered across his desk, and it still wasn’t enough.

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    “That’s not what – I’m not –” Jisung took a moment to collect himself, breath stuttering his chest in a way noticeable to Minho as his smile had fallen. “You know I am trans, right?”
    One-two-three-four. The tears were already welling in his eyes, vice around his chest crushing his ribs to dust. His palms were still flat on the table, fingers curling in, nails catching on the wood, a splinter lodging itself in his nailbed.

     

    OR – Feet sinking into the mud of his life, still in the first steps of his transition, Jisung was not meant for kindness or understanding. Then a red Porsche, a soft smile, hands gripping his. Something better than any love he’d experienced before.

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    29 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    “I’m trans.” Wow. Smooth, Jisung, smooth.

    “Oh, okay.” Minho blinks a few times, tilting his head to the side the smallest amount. “Do you want me to call you by a different name?”

    “No, hyung,” Jisung huffs a laugh, “I was born… a girl.”

    “Oh.” A long pause.

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    28 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    “Jisungie, would you love me even if I was secretly a red panda shapeshifter?” he asked at the end of the movie.

    Jisung’s face lit up, expressive in the way you would think is only possible for a cartoon character. “I think I’d love you more if you were secretly a red panda shapeshifter, honestly. Like you’d be so soft and cuddly, I would never want to let you go.”

    “You already never want to let me go.”
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    Minho's not the person people think. Jisung loves him anyways.

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    24 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    Following a tragic loss, Jisung has been coping the only way he knows how: by retreating to the seaside and swearing never to be someone’s alpha again. But then an old friend calls in a favor, and he finds himself returning to Seoul. Bang Chan’s pack is fractured, torn apart in the wake of catastrophe, and as Jisung struggles to stitch them back together he can’t help but feel drawn to Minho, the quiet, reserved omega at the center of the pack’s pain, who hides fear in his eyes and sorrow in his voice, and who, despite everything he’s lost and all the promises he’s sworn, makes Jisung feel like maybe, just maybe, he can try again.

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    16 Oct 2025