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Jeongguk and Yoongi quietly laid beside each other, every now and then gazing into each other's eyes, stroking each other's cheek. Days like this mattered beyond anything. These meant the world to them. Nothing else mattered, it was just them, on their battered up bed, softly breathing, giving each other the love that they both deserved. Showered each other in it, if you like.
Jeongguk trailed his hands up and down his Hyung's bare back, writing small messages, along with sketching random drawings that came to his mind. Every touch burned, every touch mattered. It was just them in their own little universe. Jeongguk lifter his head from the top of Yoongi's head, letting his lips softly trace the newly formed purple bruises on his boyfriend's neck. A quiet sigh left the elders lips, along with a small chuckle.
"You're gonna get me going again, Ggukie." Laughing lightly again, he let his fingers brush through his bunny's hair, resultantly, the comforting movements of his fingers sent a shiver down the other's naked spine. Jeongguk lifted his head from Yoongi's neck, looking down at his boyfriend. Casually, he brought their noses together, smiling softly at his most favorite person in the world. From Yoongi's back, his pleasantly rough hands grabbed his Hyung's waist lightly, rubbing tiny circles there. Then, he lifted his head again, placing their lips against each other. Another soft sigh came from Yoongi, this time slightly louder. "Yah, we need to go and shower, I feel gross." Yoongi rasped, all giddy and smiley, before grabbing his boyfriend's hand, leading him to their bathroom.
He turned on the shower, watching the water beat against the white base of the tub. He felt arms snake around his waist, and someone's nose find itself in his neck, yet again, along with those eloquent lips. He smiled again, for the nth time today, leaning into the loving touch. He laced their finger's together again, over his stomach, waiting for the water to get warmer. Days like this mattered beyond anything.
When the water was warm enough, the two stepped in, giggling at each other, still having a tight grasp on each other. They washed each other's hair with care, brushing skin against skin, playing in the warm water. Shared plenty of kisses and 'I love you's. Plenty smiles, touches, plenty that made them beyond happy. They needed each other, skin against skin, providing the brightest of brights in the dark, painful nights. Every day's most quiet need. That was what they were to each other. That's what mattered to them.
"I love you so damn much, baby." Jeongguk kissed Yoongi with so much need, that the elder's heart started to painfully race against his rib cage, with love. Jeongguk's hands trailed down from his hips to his thighs, gripping semi-tightly, lifting Yoongi up to sit on his hips - then pushed him against the white tiled wall carefully. Yoongi let out a loud squeal, looking down at Jeongguk, wrapping his arms around his neck, fiddling with the hair on the nape of his muscle-pig. They shared a loving smile, before kissing again, lightly brushing their tongues against each other. They separated every now and then, only to repeat those well known words to each other; 'I love you'. Days like this mattered beyond anything.
"Baby," Yoongi tried his hardest to part himself from Jeongguk's loving touches, to attempt and get out of the shower before their whole months pay has to be used for paying for all this wasted water. "We need to get out, we're not that financially stable to pay for all this wasted water." Jeongguk giggled quietly at this, silently agreeing with his all-knowing boyfriend. He turned off the tap and stepped out of the shower, opening the cupboard to get two towels for them. He wrapped up his small Yoongi in the towel, before he done so for himself. Then he grabbed Yoongi's waist, pulling him to his chest. He played with the shorter's wet hair, placing a small kiss on the top of his head.
Yoongi placed his head on the muscly chest of Jeongguk. How much he missed listening to the steady beat of his heart, how much he missed the heated, loving moments they shared. He missed him, so dearly. After a while, Yoongi raised his head, getting on his tip toes to press a quick peck on Jeongguk's nose, then ran away into their kitchen.
A loud "Yah!" echoed from the bathroom, at which Yoongi cackled loudly, especially when he heard the hurried footsteps of the needy boy. He 'hid' behind the central counter in the kitchen, moving playfully from side to side. Yes, still in the towel. Jeongguk squinted his eyes together, challengingly staring at his suddenly energetic baby. He crossed his arm letting out a huff, trying to look like a lost puppy, but miserably failing.
"Get me Ggukie~" Yoongi stuck out his tongue, letting out a yelp, when Jeongguk took quick, and massive strides towards him. He was dead.
"Never-MIND" He let out a scream when his legs left the ground; the muscled man picked him up from his feet, lightly twirling him round. The smaller man, clearly terrified, just nestled his head into the man's shoulder, securely wrapping his arms around his neck.
"You were saying?" He directly heard the deep, yet high, velvety voice, mockingly asking the rhetorical question. Another screech pulsated in the apartment, from non other then Min Yoongi. Because Jeongguk took off running to their bed, diving in after delicately throwing the tiny man on the battered mattress. Jeongguk snaked on top of him, still having that cheeky look in his eyes.
"What are y-" Jeongguk began tickling his sides, while attempting to shower his beautiful boyfriend's face with kisses. "No-," Yoongi gasped loudly, trying to beat at his not-boyfriend-for-much-longer, "sto-" Jeongguk continued nevertheless, lovingly brushing his fingers up and down his lovers' sides, only stopping when Yoongi abruptly ceased making any noise.
"Yoongs-?" He got worried in a split second, hurrying to look down on the light of his life. The poker face greeted him, along with stilled breathing. Promptly after, Yoongi sprung to life, pinning down Jeongguk below himself. "And you, were saying?" He teased, pressing their lips together again.
Always. When their lips met, there were always sparks that were shared across them. The tender touch setting them both off guard, still, after 3 years. A simple kiss, and a simple touch could be enough for them to melt under each other, no, a simple look could cause them to melt under the other's gaze. An effect that has always been there, from the beginning, perhaps even to the end. Their kisses. They were always soft. Always attentive, always loving. Sure, sometimes rough, sometimes needier, but always loving, and still somewhat careful. As if the act could break the other, porcelain-like.
Jeongguk pulled Yoongi more down on him. He was really touchy today, Yoongi noted. He was always touchy, but not this touchy. It's like he couldn't take a break from their skins burning against each other. Their tongues once again started dancing against each other, but it wasn't as rough as it was before. Just casual and lazy. Very after sex of them.
Days like this mattered beyond anything in the world for them - they were rare.
"You know," The elder started, pulling away from the kiss, at which Jeongguk frowned deeply, already attempting to reconnect their lips together. "You're especially touchy today." Yoongi didn't waste his time to state his thoughts to the younger. Jeongguk's frown deepened, his Hyung already knew what was going to come from him.
"Do you not l-" His upcoming question was cut off by a pair of lips.
"Did I say that Jeon Jeongguk?" Yoongi arched an eyebrow, causing Jeongguk's tongue to wet his lips, again, attempting to lace their lips together, aching to get trapped in a trance again.
"I just miss you, baby." Jeongguk got tired of all this distance, so he attempted to close it.
Yoongi violently shivered, not out of pleasure this time, but purely out of being cold. Tentative Ggukie jumped out, he was already leaping for the wardrobe by the time Yoongi opened his lips to ask for some clothes, preferably not his own. But Jeongguk already knew what he wanted, he knew his needs. So he got his own sweater for Yoongi, along with a shirt and underwear for himself. He quickly put his clothes on, rushing back to his cold Hyung. Smirking, Yoongi put his hands up in the air, expecting Jeongguk to dress him up like the small baby boy that he is. And of course he did.
Jeongguk cooed at his even smaller looking boyfriend - his oversized jumper reached below his mid-thigh, and hung way down his arms, effectively creating a way too big sweater paw for him. Of course, Yoongi not liking the new form of attention, huffed while blushing, hiding below their covers, still inviting Jeongguk after him.
Jeongguk was laughing loudly as he got under the covers with Yoongi, wrapping his arms around the tiny waist of the other, like a virtue. They were still for a few moments, enjoying each other's company without a word. Their legs were wrapped tightly around each other; every possible body part touching. At these kinds of times, they would talk until they fell asleep, tired because of their former activities.
"Gguk-ah," Curious eyes looked down on him, urging him to continue, "Do you ever think about what heaven could be?"
"Hm," This is one thing Yoongi loved about Jeongguk amongst the other millions. He never jumped to conclusions, and didn't instantly judge him for stating something such as this out of the blue. He always loved questions, specifically the bit where they ponder about them together. "Not really, but I do have some ideas." A cheeky grin spread across his cheek, not without, of course, winking at Yoongi. Then his expression turned serious. "It's definitely something that involves you Hyung, seriously. I-I want heaven to be with you, because with you I'm the happiest, with you... with you I'm me, I really need you. And I think heaven is about bringing together everything that you need into afterlife, and you're definitely the most important, vital part of it." Jeongguk kissed his forehead, then added, "I love you."
Yoongi hit his chest lightly, blushing furiously. He mumbled back a low, raspy "I love you too bun", desperately trying to hide his embarrassment. His boyfriend noticed, but didn't mention it.
"How about you, baby?" Yoongi's flush deepened if that was possible. He again mumbled into his chest, 'you'. He earned another loud coo from the other man, who took it even further by pinching his cheek - he was really testing his luck today.
"I'm wondering about a divorce too," Yoongi was annoyed to say the least, which Jeongguk could only laugh at, breathily replying with 'Sure, sure, Hyung'. "I can't believe I'm dating someone like this, I really would like a divor-" His voice was muffled by the lips of his lover, his fierce kiss luring all the thoughts of divorcing him away, clouded over by the pleasure of the intimate touches they shared.
After many moments of kisses, adoring touches and comfortable silences, they mumbled hushed goodnight's to each other, settling deeper into the embrace they held.
Days like this mattered. Beyond anything else in the world for them. They were the light in the darkness for each other. They guided each other through hardships, rough roads. They truly loved each other. They were each other's most quiet, every day need. They were meant to be.