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What I Want Doesn't Matter

Summary:

Fanart for my favorite new 'ship of Michael/Alex (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

Notes:

Disclaimer for Entire Work: images used belong to their respective creators; creativity used belongs to me; my own drawing(s) belong to me, please do not copy/post anywhere else.

As noted in the tags, there will occasionally be chapters that include other 'ships, just FYI.

Chapter 1: Reunion

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Michael and Alex

Chapter 2: Is That What You Want?

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Michael and Alex searching...

Chapter 3: Sentry

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Watchdog Michael

Chapter 4: Three-quarters of One

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Home on the range

Chapter 5: Covert Plans

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Michael’s caravan

Chapter 6: Nothing’s Changed

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Waiting

Chapter 7: The Way You Look At Me

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Alex’s poor heart

Chapter 8: I Never Look Away

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Confession

Chapter 9: Breathe

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Getting lucky

Chapter 10: Risk Everything

Notes:

For annunziatina (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵), who requested the bar scenes with Isobel and Michael and later on with Maria and Alex. If anyone has a request for a scene with or without text, I’m happy to oblige.

(I made four and gave each one its own chapter because I like to give them titles)

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To save someone you love

Chapter 11: How's It Gonna Be?

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Alex at the bar

Chapter 12: To Old Friends

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Hanging out

Chapter 13: Home Can Be A Person

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It’s where the heart is

Chapter 14: It’s Amazing!

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My friend sent me this link and so of course I had to make a graphic out of one of the MANY awesome things that Michael Vlamis and Tyler Blackburn had to say about their canon couple status and how it went for them filming the first season.

https://youtu.be/DiU_Pl35GIc
 
The text in this one is Michael’s response to the interviewer asking them how they feel about already having (and knowing!) the official shipper name Malex.

Well, Michael, if you say so, we’ll be only too happy to oblige ♥

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Canon couple

Chapter 15: Is that why you stayed?

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Morning after \o/

Chapter 16: Would it be so bad if she did?

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Yes and no

Chapter 17: Cowboy take me away

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Going for a ride

Chapter 18: All thumbs

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And exhaling

Chapter 19: All of Me Loves All of You

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Even what’s missing

Chapter 20: Many Happy Returns

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Happy Birthday annunziatina! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

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Alex and Michael

Chapter 21: Mr. Fix-it

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I found more smiles!

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Talking to Noah

Chapter 22: Share this time with me

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Snow day = Malex arting ♥

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Night at the drive-in

Chapter 23: Laser Tag Night!

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For annunziatina, who’s feeling under the weather. Hope you feel better soon!╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

I named this one Laser Tag Night because it looks like they stopped to get their picture taken while enjoying a night out on the town.

Pssst! Some lovely Malex fan *coughbgncough* could write a little scene to go with this Polaroid... y’know... for something fun to do while we wait for Tuesday Roswell Day... just a thought. ;) <3

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Polaroid snapshot

Chapter 24: Smiles & Tongue

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Alex wasn’t in episode 4 😢, so this is how I’m coping 😉.

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Sonrisas y Lenguas

Chapter 25: Just Hangin’ Out

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Those hands though

Chapter 26: Gratitude

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♥ Words and image come from a journal entry by Tyler Blackburn entitled By Tyler: A Renewed Sense of Purpose

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Feeling understood

Chapter 27: Make-believe

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♥ Words and image come from a journal entry by Tyler Blackburn entitled By Tyler: A Renewed Sense of Purpose

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Create Truth

Chapter 28: Give Your All to Me, I’ll Give My All to You

Notes:

Part one of my contribution to International Fanworks Day (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The morning after

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Lyrics belong to All of Me by John Legend

Chapter 29: Michael is the Big Spoon

Notes:

Part two of my contribution to International Fanworks Day (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

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Michael is the big spoon

Chapter 30: Through the Looking Glass

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Just had to do something with this screenshot ♥

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Michael lookin’ fine

Chapter 31: Thinking of You

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Was supposed to be asleep an hour ago. Made this instead. Such a rebel.

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thinking of you

Chapter 32: My Cup Runneth Over

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Lyrics are from Amazed by Lonestar.

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my cup runneth over

Chapter 33: You Fill My Heart

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Chapter title comes from You Fill My Heart by Jason Walker.

Quote used is from the show.

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you fill my heart

Chapter 34: The Eyes Are the Windows to the Soul

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Alex is looking mighty fine in that silver jacket with that white shirt and leather tie. ♥

Things I noticed about this scene and therefore tried to incorporate into this graphic:
* when Alex exits the building to walk away from Kyle, he is walking towards where Michael and Max are standing, so they are over his right shoulder when he turns around to confront Kyle
* when Kyle makes his euphemism about tacos and hotdogs, it seems as though he might be looking over Alex’s right shoulder
* Kyle appears to be shorter than Alex as well as Max *snerk*
* when they start throwing punches, Michael races over to protect separate Alex from Kyle while Max just stands there doing his best stunned codfish impression
* Michael doesn’t let go until Alex moves out of reach to straighten up and wipe his mouth, all the while looking as though he’s trying to decipher a code hidden in Michael’s eyes
* Michael just waits him out, a lot of patience for a seventeen-year-old
* when Alex leaves, he brushes by so closely to Michael’s chest and shoulders that I couldn’t even get a still of him that wasn’t blurred by the camera, and yet Michael doesn’t move to get out of his way

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the eyes are the windows to the soul

Chapter 35: And I Wondered If I Could Come Home

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Couldn’t resist one more before bed ^^ is it just me or does Michael look reminiscent of a renaissance painting or marble statue in this pose?

Chapter title comes from First Day of My Life by Bright Eyes. Lyrics come from I’m The Only One by Melissa Etheridge.

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and i wondered if i could come home

Chapter 36: In the Name of Love

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Happy Roswell Day! ♥

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in the name of love

Chapter 37: Did It Get Old for You?

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had to do one more because I like this phrase

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did it get old for you

Chapter 38: A Fire Rekindled

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For bgn (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

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a fire rekindled

Chapter 39: Where We Stop Nobody Knows

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For bgn ☆彡

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where we stop nobody knows

Chapter 40: You Have A Secret

Notes:

For annunziatina ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

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you have a secret

Chapter 41: Let Me Worry About You

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For annunziatina (=^ェ^=)

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let me worry about you

Chapter 42: Put The Past Away

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A little Alex doodle <3

Title and lyrics from Jumper by Third Eye Blind.

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put the past away

Chapter 43: Yours Is The First Face That I Saw

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Title is from First Day of My Life by Bright Eyes. Quote is from the interwebs.

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yours is the first face i saw

Chapter 44: It’s Been Awhile

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For bgn ✿

Title and lyrics from It’s Been Awhile by Staind

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it's been awhile

Chapter 45: Iris

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For annunziatina ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡, to whom I promised some graphics to accompany Michael’s song for Alex in her fic, “Skin”.

Chapter title and lyrics belong to Iris by Goo Goo Dolls

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Iris1 Iris2 Iris3 Iris4

Chapter 46: Phenomenal Cosmic Love

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phenomenal cosmic love

Chapter 47: If Ever I Would Leave You

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Six times that Michael hasn’t looked away over the past ten years.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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if ever i would leave you

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Chapter title is taken from the song If Ever I Would Leave You from the musical Camelot

Chapter 48: I'll Have the Boyfriend Reveal Scene with a Side Order of Meta, Please

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I wanted to try my hand at writing a meta post! I've read lots of them over the years and thought this would be a fun one to do ^^.

I originally learned about blinking being related to certain cognitive processes from this Stucky post a few years ago when Captain America: The Winter Soldier came out. When I watched S1E7: I Saw the Sign, and we found out that Max already knew about Michael and Alex (ostensibly, I am told, from the look on Max's face during the prom scene when Michael separates Alex from Kyle. Although, the more gif sets I see where people have pointed out just how public the two of them have been, the more I get it), the gifs pasted below that I have borrowed from here and here reveal that Michael seems to have a very similar experience to the one Bucky had when he saw Steve on the bridge and was trying to figure out if he remembered him later.

Michael has just told Max that he and Isobel made the executive decision to send Liz away so that Max wouldn't cave and tell her their secret. Max fires back and hits Michael right where it hurts the most: his heart. What if it had been Alex Manes? In the first set of three gifs below, you see that Michael is speechless. The gifs are set to less than normal speed, so it's not super easy to tell, but he starts blinking rapidly (and you can see it more easily at normal speed when you watch the show). In the second set of three gifs below, Max digs the knife in a little deeper by asking What if the reason Alex left town that summer was me? Michael has looked down and away to his left (which I have often heard is where we look when we're trying to remember something; pretty sure it's to the left...) and when he finally manages to find his voice, he asks quietly, How long you known about that? and he's still blinking rapidly. Not until Max gives him his non-answer, which seems to solidify Michael's resolve to just raise his head high and own it, does Michael's blinking return to normal, and he answers Max's questions.

I find the science behind what happened in this scene to be quite fascinating. The quotes I'm using here are borrowed straight from the Stucky post I mentioned above, not from first-hand research, just FYI, so if anyone knows that any of this is erroneous, please tell me, I don't mind being corrected, as long as it's done politely.

Blinking (aside from its physical requirement of keeping the eye moist) is related to certain cognitive processes; most people punctuate their speech with blinking between phrases and at the ends of sentences. People also time blinking so as not to interfere with receiving new cognitive input (less blinking while they’re solving a problem, for instance, and then blinking more when they’re done). This regular blink rate is what we see when the characters are having normal everyday conversations.

A 1933 study showed that the rate of blinking was low during tasks requiring concentration and intense mental activity. However, “unfocused or rapidly changing internal states such as disorientation, emotional excitement, frustration, and anxiety seem to be associated with high rates of blinking.”Those descriptors "emotional excitement" and "anxiety" are the ones that I feel ramped up Michael's blinking as soon as Alex's name came off Max's lips. Not emotional excitement in a positive way, but more like an alarm sounded in Michael's head because he probably hadn't heard Max say his name in ten years, and certainly wasn't expecting it during this argument, so not only did it catch him off guard, but the anxiety of the context in which Alex's name was used just made his eyelids go a little crazy as his brain tripped over itself trying not to panic as to how Max knew about them. One of my favorite things about this scene is that Michael never denies his love for Alex, even in the face of what he's likely fearing from Max in the way of a negative reaction. Ugh, consider my heartstrings tugged.

Ok, last quote. “While searching one’s memory for a name, one tends not to blink; then, when the name is located, blinking occurs.” Michael makes his decision to admit that, with the shoe on the other foot, he would have hated Max for sending Alex away to war. He actually barely blinks for the rest of their scene. Solid eye contact. Michael tends to be very direct with his eye contact, I've noticed. Especially when he's talking to Alex.

And that's all she wrote! Intriguing meta is intriguing ^^.

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Chapter 49: Nothing Comes From Nothing

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For bgn (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) who requested this song

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song Something Good from the musical The Sound of Music

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Something Good 1 Something Good 2

Chapter 50: No Longer Stranded at the Drive-in

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For bgn (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) for whom I am having way too much fun enabling her requesting habit

Lyrics belong to the song Hopelessly Devoted to You from the musical Grease.

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Chapter 51: This is my family. I found it, all on my own. Is little, and broken, but still good. Ya. Still good.

Notes:

For annunziatina (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) who deserves ALL the hugs.

Chapter title comes from the movie Lilo & Stitch

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Found Family 1 Found Family 2

Chapter 52: I’ve found a reason to show a side of me you didn’t know

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For stormy (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) who thought this would be a nice Malex song.

Chapter title and lyrics belong to The Reason by Hoobastank.

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The Reason

Chapter 53: I speak of the pompitous of love

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For bgn (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) who requested this song and who also shared her find of TB’s lovely backside in her most recent chapter, which I thought was a rather apropos addition here so I borrowed it.

Chapter title and lyrics belong to the song Joker by Steve Miller Band.

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Space Cowboy 1 Space Cowboy 2 Space Cowboy 3 Space Cowboy 4 Space Cowboy 5 Space Cowboy 6

Chapter 54: Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours

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Chapter title and lyrics belong to I’m Yours by Jason Mraz

The binary star system superimposed over Michael’s heart is R Aquarii. The comet and surrounding stars superimposed over the rest of the frame is Comet Iwamoto flying through the constellation Auriga the Charioteer.

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I'm Yours

Chapter 55: A Man Apart

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A Man Apart

Chapter 56: So I wait, oh, I wait, every night and day, I wait

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Chapter title and lyrics belong to Shaking by Melissa Etheridge

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Shaking

Chapter 57: Baby, I know you

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Chapter title and lyrics belong to I Know You by Melissa Etheridge

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I know you 1 I know you 2

Chapter 58: Hello Again

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Lyrics come from the song Safe sung by Tyler Blackburn and Cheyenne Jackson in the musical Hello Again.

You can watch TB's two parts in the musical here.

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Hello Again

Chapter 59: Swirling, swirling

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Swirling, swirling

Chapter 60: I will go down with this ship

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Chapter title comes from the song White Flag by Dido.

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I will go down with this ship

Chapter 61: And the grand facade, so soon will burn

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Chapter title comes from the song In Your Eyes by Peter Gabriel.

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You do run hot, Guerin

Chapter 62: Michael Guerin Needs A Hug

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Chapter 63: Haiku for Tyler Blackburn

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Brain short-circuited
That mouth is a work of art
Lucky ice cream cone

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Lucky ice cream cone

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This is all stormy’s fault, she sent me a color version of this photo a half-hour ago and I have done nothing else since.

Chapter 64: Lightning Strikes Twice

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My heart really went out to Alex in the finale. He’s trying to reconcile this huge turn of events in his life, and on a personal level he’s had a really hard time coming to terms with how Michael fits into his life after everything they’ve been through.

As sad as it was to see that Michael and Alex aren’t on the same page right now, which is understandable, the important takeaway for me was that Alex has declared that he wants to fight and win his own battles in his personal as well as his professional life and he even put on his own brand of armor to do it: a black biker jacket and beautiful red shirt underneath.

One of the battles he wants to win is Michael’s heart and he’s prepared to wait for Michael to come to his own terms about how Alex could fit into his life in a post-Sarge/past-nightmares world.

I hope we get to learn more about what Alex’s hopes and dreams are for his future and get to know who he is as a person more in Season Two. ♥♥

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lightning strikes twice 1 lightning strikes twice 2

Chapter 65: Lay Me Down

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Chapter title and lyrics belong to Lay Me Down by Sam Smith.

I heard this song for the first time the other day and it, as most things do lately, reminded me of Malex ♥

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Alex sits with Michael, lyrics are Yes I do, I believe that one day I will be, where I was right there, right next to you
Absence makes the heart grow fonder, lyrics are And it's hard, the days just seem so dark, the moon and the stars, are nothing without you
Their first time, lyrics are Your touch, your skin, where do I begin
Alex wants to see Michael, lyrics are No words can explain the way I'm missing you
Michael is Alex’s family, lyrics are I'm reaching out to you, can you hear my call
Alex stayed the night, lyrics are Can I lay by your side, next to you, and make sure you're alright; I'll take care of you and I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

Chapter 66: Oral Fixation

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For Stormy (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵), who wanted some pretty things to look at while she's at work.

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TB is too much in that army jacket
Sidewalk cafe Vlam is all you need

Chapter 67: A Day in the Life of Alex Manes

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annunziatina sent me these photos of Tyler because she's made of win and I colored them and then I realized that they could contribute to alexmanesweek2019 as slice-of-life pictures of Alex being his awesome self so ta-da! ♥

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tyler reading a book
tyler hides behind his tea cup
tyler teaching his dog how to swim perhaps
tyler floating in a pool
tyler in his birthday suit lounging on a chaise in Costa Rica

Chapter 68: Baby, I’m Amazed by You

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The fabulous annunziatina and I have concocted some of our own Incorrect Roswell, New Mexico captions for your viewing pleasure (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)...

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Their First Time v1, incorrect quote is Gee, I'm really glad your parents took that second honeymoon and will be gone for the next week so we can screw each other's brains out and fall even more madly in love before they come back
Their First Time v2, incorrect quote is Sorry not sorry your dad died in Iran, hope the fiery crash killed him instantly
Their First Time v3, incorrect quote is So uh best two out of three
Their First Time v4, incorrect quote is Well dayum, if I'd have known it was going to be this fun, I would've stolen your guitar from the music room a long time ago

Chapter 69: The Taste of His Cherry Chapstick

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Well this seems an apropos selection for my 69th chapter *snerk*

I have one graphical Incorrect Roswell New Mexico caption for that first bunker scene in 1x08 and one written one.

~*~

Alex has hacked into the computer system and a few minutes later “I kissed a boy and I liked it...” starts playing on repeat through the computer speakers. He gets up, grabs his backpack, mock-salutes Sarge, and starts heading out. He hears the slightly-panicked voice of Sarge calling out, “Alex!... Alex?... Son?!” but he just keeps on walking. The bunker door locks with a satisfying CLICK.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Smug Alex is Smug, incorrect quote is and then we did it on the couch in the living room, and on the kitchen table, oh, and you know your favorite chair that mysteriously broke and had to be replaced, yeah, that was us, Michael gets carried away sometimes

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Disclaimer: Chapter title and lyrics belong to “I Kissed a Boy” by Jupither, which is a parody of “I Kissed a Girl” by Katy Perry.

Chapter 70: Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?

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And eleventy billion years later... more incorrect Roswell captions! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

Chapter title comes from the song Complicated by Avril Lavigne.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Michael wants to go for a ride
Alex wants him to use his manners
Michael was born in a pod
Alex has to peeeeee

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Michael gets in and slams the truck door closed. Turns on the radio while he’s waiting and listens to Avril sing about complicated boys because she understands Michael’s plight...

Chapter 71: Make You Feel My Love

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Chapter title comes from the song To Make You Feel My Love by Mick McAuley and Winifred Horan

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all twelve panels are from the breakup scene at the Wild Pony season one episode nine but with different dialogue that speaks to Alex and Michael trying out a little D/s roleplaying, quotes are as follows- Alex- Thought I told you to stay in the truck
Michael- You did but I got... thirsty
Alex- Oh Michael... Michael- No no no wait
Michael- Look I'm sorry okay, I'm not used to how this... feels
Alex- is it still in there
Alex- because if it's not
Alex- we're going to have to start all over again
Michael looks at Alex, jaw dropped, but says nothing
Alex- And I may not be as gentle the second time around
Alex gives Michael a meaningful look but says nothing for a moment
Alex- Is that what you want
Michael- What I want doesn't matter

Chapter 72: Tappity tap tap tap

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For Stormy (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵).

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lucky Alex is lucky

Chapter 73: I’ll Make It Good For You

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For my bestie, annunziatina (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵).

Lyrics come from the song Give Me The Night by Des Rocs.

Seriously, the D/s writes itself: these lyrics are from the song Michael is actually listening to on the radio as he drives up to his Airstream where Alex is putting up the eviction notice. So I just let the lyrics speak for themselves... <3

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Alex in uniform
Hold on tight
Caught staring
Here we go

Chapter 74: The Shape of Our Love

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Someone mentioned that Michael and Alex’s heads formed a heart shape during the reunion kiss so I took it upon myself to make an artistic inquiry.

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Michael and Alex together again

Chapter 75: So calm and so cool, yeah I try to be

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Happy Pride Month, Tyler! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

Chapter title comes from the song Stay A Little Longer by bros Osborne.

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Happy Pride Month!

Chapter 76: Can’t Be Wrong

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For bgn (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song Heard It In A Love Song by Marshall Tucker Band

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Michael’s black hat
Michael’s piercing gaze
Michael’s style
Michael’s dream

Chapter 77: What I'm Dreaming Of

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for bgn (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵), who requested this song, and a lovely one it is, too; I had fun picking out the images to go with the lyrics.

This chapter also serves as my post for Day 1 of Roswell New Mexico Week 2019. Edit prompt: Smells like Teen! Roswell New Mexico.

Chapter title and lyrics belong to the song Looking for Love by Johnny Lee

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In Michael’s truck
At prom
In the shed
In the ufo emporium

Chapter 78: Fosters Homestead Ranch

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For Roswell New Mexico Week 2019: Day 5 - Scenery Porn/RNM Locations

I love the grandeur of the wide open space in which Michael has been living when the show starts so I wanted to share these four frames of the beautiful scenery in the background... and the foreground (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵).

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Wide shot
Truck
Reunion
Airstream

Chapter 79: I've Held You Tight, Pushed You Away

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Chapter title and lyrics belong to I Don't Know by Celine Dion.

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Alex is brave
Alex is tender
Alex is strong

Chapter 80: Wanna Get Away?

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For annunziatina (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵). She sent me a link to view these photos and this fluffy drabble was my only method of responding <3

Thanks to Lire_Casander for posting the complete photoset here

The sunset and Milky Way background images are courtesy of Google image search.

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Malex Road trip
Alex in Michael’s shirt
Alex has rosy cheeks
Sunset
Alex glows at night
Walking under the stars

Chapter 81: Beagle Beagle Goose!

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This illustrated drabble, which is a continuation of the story from chapter 80 where Michael and Alex go away for the weekend, was inspired by this gif here.

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Couch cuddles
Beagle hugging goose
Goose hugging beagle
Beagle Calm
Beagle and Goose are go!
More couch cuddles

Chapter 82: Talk Some Sense to Me

Notes:

My contribution to Michael Guerin Week 2019 ♥

Title and lyrics come from the beautiful song, I Found by Amber Run. If you'd like to have a listen, the band did a rendition of their song with a group called London Contemporary Voices, using an old church for acoustics. They did a masterful job with voice control and harmonies as background to the Amber Run singers. The tension builds during the song and I had goosebumps by the end.

I feel that this song befits Michael well: it starts out quiet and understated, a cappella, and builds into a slow crescendo with background vocals, snapping, and stomping, the words carrying the weight of the song, of love traveling through time and space.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Alex and Michael talking 1x10 & 1x06
Alex and Michael talking 1x01 & 1x02
Alex and Michael talking 1x06
Michael looking at the guitar photo 1x02
Alex and Michael talking 1x10 & 1x13
Alex and Michael talking 1x09
Alex and Michael talking 1x12

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In staring at these scenes whilst putting together this graphic set, a question occurred to me. When do you suppose that photograph of Michael and Alex standing out on the desert flats with their guitars was taken? Was it before Michael approached Alex at the UFO Emporium telling him they needed to talk? Or were they able to spend a little more time together once they graduated?

Chapter 83: A Beautiful Friendship

Notes:

The cast of RNM was at NYCC2019 today and I appreciate all of the lovely photos and videos that grá sonas shared with us, thank you! 🤗

The quote used below came from here and the original photo came from here.

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Tyler & Vlamis smiling

Chapter 84: And many happy returns

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Screenshot was taken from this lovely little video interview at NYCC 2019.

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Tyler Blackburn smiling

Chapter 85: Baby Mine

Notes:

I saw this "I want a baby" meme in another fandom and thought it would be a fun thing to do for Flufftober here. I kept thinking of different responses for Michael and there's a bonus Mylex one at the end :).

The text-only version expanded to all of the RNM ships is here.

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Malex- Alex is gonna have a baby
Malex- Michael is gonna have a baby
Malex- Michael and Alex are gonna have a baby
Mylex - Kyle is gonna have a baby

Chapter 86: He’ll give you his in return

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Alex and Michael in the bunker
Michael looking at Alex in the bunker
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Alex and Michael talking about Caulfield
Countdown to ground zero
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Alex waiting for Michael outside the Airstream
Michael declares his love for Alex to Isobel

Chapter 87: Worth A Thousand Words

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Some photographs are iconic...

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Michael Guerin in his cowboy getup

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kudos to the OP who shared this wonderful photo with us.

Chapter 88: Eating Out

Notes:

Next up in my Keep Calm series, this one was inspired by a sweet, interesting story called A Conversation Between Insignificant Others, by bellakitse.

Gifset from which I pulled the screenshots came from dailyalexmanes.

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Alex likes milkshake fries

Chapter 89: I will remember you, will you remember me?

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I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but oh we can't be heard

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song I Will Remember You by Sarah McLachlan, which fits very nicely in the pantheon of 90's songs dedicated to the musical resonance of this show <3.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Michael and Alex talk at the reunion
Michael and Alex’s reunion kiss

Notes:

The stills for these graphics came from these pretty, hi-res gif sets here and here.

Chapter 90: Cosmic Doodle

Notes:

Playing around with all the photo-editing apps on my phone to make my version of abstract-ish fanart.

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Abstract Malex faces
Alex and Michael abstract art
Black and white pic of Alex
Alex at the reunion

Chapter 91: The Galaxy is on Orion's Belt

Notes:

🥺 Is it March yet? 👽❤️🤠

Chapter title comes from the movie Men in Black.

Photo Credits (in descending order of images below; all screenshots are by me):
Lightning Strikes Twice
Live Free or Die
Michael's Heartbeat (I made this gif, all by myself ^^)
Interstellar Traveler
You're My North Star
Total Eclipse of the Heart - I took this photo of the lunar eclipse back in January, a few days after the show premiered <3

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two-forked lightning strike overlaid on michael’s shirt
statue of liberty overlaid on michael’s shirt
magnetosphere heart-beat animation overlaid on Michael's shirt
Comet Iwamoto overlaid on michael’s shirt
star trails on Mars overlaid on michael’s shirt
lunar eclipse overlaid on michael’s shirt

Chapter 92: The Once and Future Kiss

Notes:

My headcanon for this chapter was inspired by the headcanon of an author who wrote a fic about the OG show many moons ago wherein the aliens can put their thoughts to paper in more ways than one.

☆彡

Michael and Alex have been in a healthy, communicative relationship for five years now and have weathered many a new storm and occasionally raised hell to keep old aches from causing new bruises. Michael has developed a few new tricks for his telekinesis and on Christmas morning he gifts Alex a pretty wooden picture frame.

When Alex asks why there’s nothing developed on the Polaroid paper he can see nestled inside, Michael winks at him and asks for Alex’s hand. With one of his own pressing those long, musical fingers securely over Michael’s heart, he spreads the palm of his other hand over the glass of the picture frame and bids Alex close his eyes.

They enter the dreamscape and Michael asks Alex to concentrate on a memory of their time together that he would like to see reflected in the photo frame to go side-by-side with one Michael will choose at the same time, but without peeking, so to speak. He’s interested to see which memory stands out to each of them.

Alex, though well-versed in the quotidian use of Michael’s alien powers by now, has to take a couple of deep calming ohm breaths to contain his excitement at this new power so he can follow Michael’s instructions. A warm surge of images comes washing over them from both sides, sending up a tsunami of memories to crash upon the shore of Michael’s mind.

As the photographic tide rolls back out into the cosmic sea, two memories stick in the sand and sink down down down, unseen. Michael closes his eyes and concentrates on returning Alex to his body.

He re-opens them to focus in on the most beautiful sight in the world: Alex grinning back at him, gamely waiting for Michael to reorient himself on this plane before looking down.

On the count of three, they both look down and gasp in tandem at what they see...

Later that evening as they sip egg nog and watch the snow floating under the glow from the exterior cabin night light while listening to the light snores of Trixie chasing who-knows-what in her dreams, Alex describes what decorations he wants and Michael modifies the molecular structure of the chemicals in the Polaroid paper to a precise degree.

When they’re finished, the frame floats up to sit on the mantelpiece over the crackling fire, smiling down at them from the past, watching over their future together.

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the shed scene plus Michael as Santa

Chapter 93: watch my lips and hear the words I'm telling you

Notes:

For annunziatina ♥ who asked for snow and hand-holding. I made a moodboard of sorts, with lyrics from Dido's song Take My Hand which also feature in this chapter's title. Moodboards tell a story, right? I'm kind of new to moodboards, but that was my goal with this one, an AU of Michael and Alex's first time.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Malex first time AU- cabin
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Malex first time AU- snow day

Notes:

Images of Malex came from this post.
Images of Vlamburn came from this post (top middle square) and this post (bottom middle square).
Images at the four corners are mine :) It snowed here this week so of course I took that opportunity to go outside in my backyard and write an A+M heart in the snow with the blunt end of my spatula lol. And that's a real deer in the upper-right-hand corner, I call him Bucky, get it? XP.

Chapter 94: You'll have to watch me struggle from several rooms away

Notes:

It's time for more Incorrect RNM!

Chapter title is from the song The Run and Go by Twenty One Pilots, which happened to be playing at the precise moment I was trying to think of a title for this chapter... spooky.

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1x01 Airstream Malex reconnected

Chapter 95: Set a fire in my head tonight

Notes:

An Incorrect RNM for the reunion talk scene. (Read top to bottom then left to right)

Chapter title comes from the song Trouble - Stripped by Halsey, also playing while I was uploading this chapter. Hmmmm...

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Alex and Michael talk at the reunion

Chapter 96: All I need is the air that I breathe and to love you

Notes:

Incorrect RNM for the Cosmic Conversation scene in 1x09. Inspiration for this one came from this cute Stucky post.

Chapter title comes from the song The Air that I Breathe by The Hollies.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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1x09 Malex what do you want to say scene

Notes:

I think them being introduced as Captain and Dr. Guerin has a nice ring to it, don't you? (Because obviously Michael would go back to school to get his doctorate in Astrophysics after they move in together while Alex keeps their family safe at the helm of the re-purposed Project Shepherd...) ♥

Chapter 97: Going Commando

Notes:

Incorrect RNM - you know Michael was itching to say something else, this is where my gutter brain went ^^.

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Sale of Foster’s Ranch conversation

Chapter 98: Dilated. Tug. Crowd. Tongue. Curls.

Notes:

Six-word stories, Part the First. Chapter title consists of the one-word prompts for each story below, respectively. This was fun to do. Feel free to drop a word or picture prompt in the comments if you like.

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Michael and Alex in the backroom at the reunion
Michael reaching out to Alex after the Ranch sale.
The reunion kiss
Michael talking to Alex at the drive-in
Michael Guerin’s curls. That’s all, folks.

Chapter 99: Consent. Gaze. Touch. Grind. Gasp.

Notes:

Six word stories, Part the Second.

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Alex saying goodbye to Michael at the Pony
Michael kissing Alex in the UFO Emporium
Michael touching Alex’s stump
Alex kissing Michael in the shed mirror
Alex and Michael at Caulfield

Chapter 100: Counting the Ways to Where You Are

Notes:

Happy 100th chapter of beauteous Malex fanart, everyone! All my ♥ to my bestie annunziatina, bgn, didou180386, stormy, and everyone else who has left me kudos and comments.

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song 100 Years by Five for Fighting, courtesy of bgn's awesome taste in music.

Enjoy the S2 Premiere on Malex Monday! 👽❤️🤠

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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I'm fifteen for a moment
I'm twenty-two for a moment
Fifteen, there's still time for you
I'm thirty-three for a moment
I'm forty-five for a moment
Lose yourself within a morning star
Counting the ways to where you are

Notes:

All of the photo credits that don't belong to the show itself belong to the awesomeness that is the tumblr gra-sonas maintains. The photo credit for the star trails background in the last panel comes from here.

Chapter 101: Honey, these arms that once held you are ready to fight

Notes:

*rubs hands together gleefully* I am so happy to have new screencaps to play with you don't even KNOW, guys 😆.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Cosmic Feels forehead touch
Stellar wind music machine
Mixed emotions about Alex’s guitar
Alex looking hopefully up at Michael
Alex getting up to grab the red folder
Michael talking to Alex at his house

Notes:

Chapter title comes from the song Ready to Fight by Roby Fayer.

Cosmic Forehead Touch photo and sunset background
Stellar Wind insert on guitar screencap
Screencaps taken by me

Chapter 102: These Eyes, Are Crying

Notes:

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song These Eyes by The Guess Who

 

These eyes, cry every night for you
These arms, long to hold you again

The hurting's on me, yeah
I will never be free, no, my baby, no no
You gave a promise to me, yeah
You broke it, and you broke it, oh no

These eyes, are crying
These eyes have seen a lot of loves
But they're never gonna see another one like I had with you

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Michael and Alex at a crossroads
Nine variations on the 2x01 Malex scene

Chapter 103: So if you don't mind, I'll walk that line

Notes:

I've been sitting on this song for months waiting for S2 to start up so I could use these lyrics :P

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song Talk Me Down by Troye Sivan.

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2x02 Malex convo
2x02 Malex convo
2x02 Malex convo
2x02 Malex convo
2x02 Malex convo
2x02 Malex convo
2x02 Malex convo
2x02 Malex convo

Chapter 104: The Big 3-0!

Notes:

Screenshot of Vlamis lying on the floor in an airport for reasons known only to him comes from here.
Starry night amongst the trees background comes from here.

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Vlamis’ 30th bday wishes

Chapter 105: Cowboy Blues Haiku

Notes:

For bgn, my haiku buddy 🤓

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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2x02 Michael waiting at night 2x02 Michael looking down 2x02 Michael close-up 2x02 Michael doffing his cowboy hat 2x02 bts pic of Vlamis giving Tyler his coat

Notes:

Last panel image comes from here.

Chapter 106: Not Here for the Beer Pong

Notes:

Had to add this gem to our Keep Calm series 😜

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sup, bro?

Chapter 107: O look at all the fire-folk sitting in the air!

Notes:

2x03 was a challenge for me as a graphic artist because the Malex scenes were shot inside a dark cave and at night next to a firepit, so please excuse the poor quality of the screencaps, I did the best I could trying to bring out some contrast 😅.

Background 1, Background 2, Background 3, Background 4; chapter title comes from the poem Starlight Night by Gerard Manley Hopkins.

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airstream at night michael in the cave alex in the cave michael portrait in the cave

Chapter 108: I'd Cross the Universe for You

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malex cave montage malex firepit montage

Chapter 109: it's just you and me, on my island of hope, a breath between us could be miles

Notes:

I was listening to my favorite Sarah McLachlan album, Surfacing, this weekend et voilà. Chapter title and lyrics come from her song, I Love You.

Let me surround you
My sea to your shore
Let me be the calm you seek

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Malex convo at the Airstream 1 Malex convo at the Airstream 2 Malex convo at the Airstream 3 Malex convo at the Airstream 4 Malex convo at the Airstream 5 Malex convo at the Airstream 6

Chapter 110: You Ain’t Never Had A Friend Like Me

Notes:

I would include the credit for this lovely bts photo of Vlamburn but I can't find it in my Likes and I can't go out onto the homefeed page right now because they're already posting gifs from tonight's episode, which I won't get to see until tomorrow morning, so! *insert credit here later* there we go. Maybe this will cure me of being a week behind with making graphics for each episode... Oh, and chapter title and lyrics come from one of my favorite 90's Disney movies, Aladdin.

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Chapter 111: You'll Be in My Heart

Notes:

Chapter title comes from the eponymous song in the Disney animated feature Tarzan for which Phil Collins wrote all that awesome music <3.

The top one is silly because I ended up with a screenshot of Alex with his eyes closed and then noticed that Michael looked a little puzzled in the one after that and then Alex opened his eyes and looked expectantly at him and Michael gave him a deadpan 'just gotta rub it in dontcha' look and yeah. Poor Michael ;)

The bottom one is an excerpt of one of my favorite quotes, the entirety of which goes a little something like this:

If you love something let it go
If it comes back to you it's yours
If it doesn't it never was

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Chapter 112: An Alien, an Airman, and a Historian Walk into a Barn...

Notes:

So many beauteous moments in this episode I felt that they deserved moodboard status so behold!

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Chapter 113: When I see your monsters I'll stand there so brave and chase them all away

Notes:

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song Monsters by Katie Sky. As soon as I saw this astrophotograph I knew I wanted to use it as a background because a) it has 'Malex stargazing up at it' written all over it and 2) it's just really flippin' cool <3.

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2x05 teen!Malex stargazing in Michael's truck

Chapter 114: Don't you wanna see your man up close? A phoenix in the fire

Notes:

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song BITE by Troye Sivan. This graphic set was a *joy* to stare at make.

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Chapter 115: Finders Keepers

Notes:

Forrest's poetry slam spoke to me but more in terms of Alex and where he is at this point in his life - a precipice, an open field, a thicket, a desert - he is the creator of his own path.

Words below are from the show.

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Alex listening to the poetry slam

Chapter 116: Here’s my love token

Notes:

Here is the project I’ve been working on all week. It is a culmination of getting new filters to play with in my photo-editing app, wanting to use my desktop programs to utilize more fonts and effects, and researching the origins of a famous Irish love song from the early 19th century that I really like.

There are twelve photos here, one for each stanza (or when the POV changes), but only four rotating filters because I wanted to stick to backgrounds that reflected the pre-industrial time period of the song. The photos are all portraits of Tyler and Vlamis this time because this particular filter only works on faces and it’s rare for TV characters to look straight at the camera.

The song, made famous (in a modern sense) by Sinéad O’Connor, is called Her Mantle So Green, a lyric video of which can be watched here. I have changed the pronouns around and retitled it His Tunic So Green for the purposes of this chapter. I have also adapted the words, where necessary, to befit a 19th century Malex tale of romance; otherwise they are from the original song, which can be read here, along with an interesting tale of how supernatural elements play a part more in this particular song than in others of its time.

The original song has more stanzas and reads more like a complete poem than does Sinéad’s song, which is beautifully lyrical and has a repeating rhythm to it that I find very soothing. The original also keeps to a more defined pattern of 12-11-11-12 syllables, which I have maintained here.

I had a lot of fun adapting this song into a tale of love lost and found between a soldier and the lover he left behind to go fight in the Battle of Waterloo, which took place in 1815 near the eponymous village (in modern-day Belgium) where British and Prussian forces sounded the death knell for any hope Napoleon Bonaparte had of recouping his power. One guess as to who fits The Little Corporal’s bill in this song...

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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His Tunic so Green 1 His Tunic so Green 2 His Tunic so Green 3 His Tunic so Green 4 His Tunic so Green 5 His Tunic so Green 6 His Tunic so Green 7 His Tunic so Green 8 His Tunic so Green 9 His Tunic so Green 10 His Tunic so Green 11 His Tunic so Green 12

Notes:

Credits for the photos are as follows, in no particular order (and a couple were from the same post ((and some of them were sent to me many moons ago but mostly likely came from one of the two sources below anyway)) ):
https://gra-sonas.tumblr.com/post/186935682686/tyler-blackburns-happy-face
https://gra-sonas.tumblr.com/post/186795850081/michael-vlamiss-curls-on-their-way-to-santa-fe
https://gra-sonas.tumblr.com/post/615258610152456192/michael-vlamis-wearing-michael-vlamis
https://dailyblackburn.tumblr.com/post/158896316293/tyler-blackburn-attends-the-paley-center-for
https://dailyblackburn.tumblr.com/post/156079477188/tyler-blackburn-photographed-by-claire-leahy
https://gra-sonas.tumblr.com/post/188292816501/tylerjblackburn-happy-nationalcomingoutday-it
https://gra-sonas.tumblr.com/post/184851520396/tylerjblackburn-i-think-im-ready

Chapter 117: Your eyes, they shine so bright, I wanna save that light

Notes:

For Stormy 😘

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song Demons by Imagine Dragons. This band is so cool and their songs have such verve. I have a Malex playlist and this plus a handful more of their songs are on it because a lot of their themes speak to our boys' struggles and joys.


When the days are cold and the cards all fold
And the saints we see are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail and the ones we hail
Are the worst of all, and the blood's run stale

I wanna hide the truth, I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside, there's nowhere we can hide
No matter what we breed, we still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come, this is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide
Don't get too close; it's dark inside
It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide

At the curtain's call it's the last of all
When the lights fade out, all the sinners crawl
So they dug your grave and the masquerade
Will come calling out at the mess you've made

Don't wanna let you down, but I am hell-bound
Though this is all for you, don't wanna hide the truth
No matter what we breed, we still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come, this is my kingdom come

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide
Don't get too close; it's dark inside
It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide

They say it's what you make, I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul, I need to let you go
Your eyes, they shine so bright, I wanna save that light
I can't escape this now, unless you show me how

When you feel my heat, look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide
Don't get too close; it's dark inside
It's where my demons hide, it's where my demons hide.

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Michael and Alex

Chapter 118: Baby, I can see your smile in the dark and it lights up my night

Notes:

For annunziatina, who likes it when I Nintendo!Smash 🤓

I get inspired by the strangest things I'll tell ya. I was scrolling through Tumblr where I lurk like a lurking person who lurks and I came across this crazy-cool post about animals that glow under UV light. Down at the bottom of the post it turns out that humans also sport invisible stripes called Blaschko's Lines. It says these lines are formed as skin cells divide at the embryonic stage and can become visible to the naked eye when certain skin conditions follow these same lines.

The Nintendo!Smash part comes in when I opened one of my editing apps on my phone and started messing around with the screencap of Alex from 2x06 seen below. The only downside to this is I have no idea how I got this result or if I could replicate it 😅 but it's all good. He's pretty no matter how you slice him <3.

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Alex's Blaschko Lines

Chapter 119: Oh baby look what we started, the temperature's rising

Notes:

This is a ship-and-let-ship 🙃 positive fanart space.

Chapter title comes from the song Into You by Ariana Grande because that's what I'm listening to right now and it feels appropriate ;)

I was having more fun with filters today:
* Panel 1 is Poster Edges which gives it a neat webcomic feel
* Panel 2 is Watercolor which gives it a cool underwater feel
* Panel 3 is Mosaic Tiles which gives it a textured brick feel

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Chapter 120: I am a fan of enthusiastic consent, so...

Notes:

Chapter title is a quote from Forrest and a lovely one at that. Alex is quick to assure him that's not the problem <3. I appreciate Forrest's chill. I feel like it's going to do wonders for Alex's anxieties surrounding this brave new world of stepping outside his closet, something that this time last year he probably would have considered impossible but is now something he can see on the horizon.

The beautiful space photo accompanying the first panel comes from here and is a protostar that is experiencing stellar outflow. In other words, it's a young star that is shining brighter as it grows, much like our captain here ♥

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Alex is a protostar in a newly-formed nebula Give me a call sometime You're not there yet. And that's okay

Chapter 121: You only said I'll never go alone

Notes:

I was so enamoured by this hopeful little Malex scene that after I finished screencapping it (I'll do another one with more caps in a bit) I completely forgot to screencap the conversation that followed it, hah. They are men of few words sometimes (maybe most times) but the words they do speak to each other carry a weight and settle in the other's stomachs, sticky and sweet. This moment felt like a turning point in their friendship. They're starting to reach out to each other when they need a shoulder to cry on and they're not blaming each other or themselves anymore as much for the travesties committed by/against their predecessors. I can't wait to see them start leaning on each other (more) for support so they can fight their battles together <3.

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song If You Want Me To by Ginny Owens, whose claim to fame regarding OG Roswell is the five seconds of instrumental music at the end of this song in the Blood Brother episode of season one. How's that for some trivia, huh? I'm actually listening to the OG soundtrack right now because Alex saying 'you asked me to' reminded me of this song and it gave me nostalgic feels. I tracked down a bunch of the songs from important moments during the episodes back in the day and this one came during the montage where Liz twisted her head to kiss Max over her shoulder where she was sitting in his lap during lunch at school. That was/is high romance for me, whoo boy.

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you came / you asked me to

Chapter 122: Tiptoeing down Memory Lane

Notes:

Panel 1: was fiddling with some brushes and made a coarse attempt at creating those corner holders for old photos; funnily enough all of the paintbrush groups are titled Kyle's Brushes
Panel 2: every now and again there'll be a frame of Michael and his curls that just need to be captured in nine different filters so that we can admire him and them in nine different ways ♥️

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Michael finds out who Sanders really is A study of Michael's curls in nine photo filters

Chapter 123: Midnight Cowboy

Notes:

Rather an apropos chapter title if you ask me, comes from the name of a movie from 1969.

I like what the filters did to the layers of light coming out of the lamp on the porch behind them. Such a quintessential cowboy look Michael has. And then there's Alex's smile. ♥

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Michael asks Alex if he would come talk to him and he does

Chapter 124: Tyler Blackburn Appreciation Post

Notes:

You know what they say about good things coming in threes... 🥰

Photos come from here and here.

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Tyler kickin' back at home in his lounge-wear 1
Tyler kickin' back at home in his lounge-wear 2
Tyler kickin' back at home in his lounge-wear 3

Chapter 125: Best Dad in the Galaxy

Notes:

This was a really sweet scene between Isobel and Michael! This is the I-would-have-your-baby-if-that's-what-you-need kind of best-friend relationship they have and look how cute Michael is here when Isobel pays him the biggest compliment a friend can give. Except that it's the other way around this time and Michael would *ahem* break out all the good stuff to help Isobel out if he could. Although we find out later in the episode that hybrid alien-human births are possible, the sentiment is still there 🤗.

Graphics-wise, I was having fun playing with splashes of the original color on a silver-tinted background so there's two layers to each of these screenshots.

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Chapter 126: Take Care

Notes:

I hope we get to see more of Gregory Manes, I liked him. This was a really nice scene between two brothers who look like they'd enjoy catching up with each other, hopefully sometime soon.

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Alex and Gregory Manes

Chapter 127: And always let your conscience be your guide

Notes:

This is all Alex's fault. He had to go and purse his lips right when I was taking a screenshot which got me thinking of that classic Lauren Bacall line from the movie To Have and Have Not which then got me looking for other screenshots I'd already taken to see if I could incorporate a little story to go with it et voilà ♥ This scene was both very honest and very sad so I guess this was my way of trying to cheer myself up about it.

Chapter title belongs to the song "Give a Little Whistle" from the Disney movie Pinocchio

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Alex and Michael bunker scene 1 Alex and Michael bunker scene 2 Alex and Michael bunker scene 3

Chapter 128: We Are Family

Notes:

Happy Pride Month 🌈 and Roswell Day!

These homemade alien pride icons are free for the taking, no credit necessary. If you have a custom request, just give me a holler!

Chapter title comes from the iconic song We Are Family by Sister Sledge.

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alien pride
gay pride lesbian pride bi pride
ace pride pan pride trans pride

Chapter 129: Homage

Notes:

I would have posted these this weekend but I've been having connection issues :/

Anywho, I wanted to make a little homage post to the OG for 2x11 because of the cool scenes we got of Max and Kyle burying the old hatchet like they did in 1x13 - Blind Date during the first season of Roswell. 'Ships were born during that episode, folks! :) And I also liked the visual presentation of the opening scene of this episode so I thought these two panels would complement each other nicely.

And because Jason Behr and Nick Wechsler are both made of win, they reminisced about the very episode mentioned above and shared it with us! Behold the Nostalgic Feels

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RNM opening sequence Max and Kyle kickin' it old school

Chapter 130: Hell hath no fury...

Notes:

...like an alien lover scorned.

Oh, did I have fun making these panels or what. Michael's been waiting for ten years to defend Alex properly to Jesse Manes and this episode he got his chance. Michael is smarter than Jesse will ever be and he's also more human(e) than Jesse ever has been and that is what taking the high road looks like. I thought Vlamis did a superb job with that monologue, too. The chase scene where Michael catches up to Flint was pure BAMF awesomeness. Everyone else, take notes. Well, everyone except Alex since he wrote the book on being a BAMF ;)

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Where's Alex? Michael's Monologue Uh-uh-uh, Flint

Chapter 131: Come What May

Notes:

♥ Michael will always come for Alex ♥

Chapter title comes from the song of the same name in the musical Moulin Rouge.

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You're Mine

Chapter 132: Clothes Maketh the Man

Notes:

What if Isobel got her hands on some of Michael and Alex's clothes for a couple moments of levity? ;)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Alex's planet 7 shirt Michael's alien shirt

Notes:

The logo on Michael's shirt is from Pinterest

Chapter 133: You're like a shooting star in the rain, you're everything that feels like home to me, yeah under your scars

Notes:

For bgn <3 Well, this was certainly an interesting experiment! After several days of trial and error and ping-ponging around with the features of a couple of my photo-editing programs' latest updates, I present to you this animated gif of the Malex pilot kiss in front of a meteor shower background. One cool thing about the background is that I was able to superimpose it onto the screenshot of Michael and Alex, instead of the other way around, so it’s kind of like a green-screen effect. What is actually above them is a white background. Another cool thing is that the background came with the shooting stars and you can actually choose where they fall on the screen. There will be more to come with different effects as I get better at making these.

Chapter title comes from the song, Under Your Scars by Godsmack. Poetry belongs to Richard Siken.

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Malex meteor kiss

Chapter 134: poetry is the rhythmical creation of beauty in words

Notes:

I've actually been sitting on this project for several months now, just waiting for the right visual inspiration to strike, I suppose, to accompany Vlamis' beautiful poems. I decided this week that a simple theme would best befit the lines he wrote that speak so frankly about the great experience he had working with Tyler this past season. I really like the ABCB rhyming scheme he uses here, subtle yet powerful.

Chapter title is a quote by Edgan Allan Poe, who was my favorite poet/author in high school.
Vlamis reciting 'A New Season'
Vlamis reciting 'Vulnerable Lover'
Vlamis being excited about left-hand placement

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A New Season by Michael Vlamis poem Vulnerable Lover by Michael Vlamis poem

Chapter 135: Trying to figure it out, living a season of screaming

Notes:

Annnnnd two months later... finally took my 2x13 screencaps!

lookit, bgn, I used lyrics (for chapter title and below) from another Troye Sivan song :) This one is called Rager Teenager! and the stanza I used here really gave me Shed 2.0 vibes so I thought it was appropriate to incorporate a couple pics of their first time giving Uncle Tripp a free show, and then eleven years later, a different kind of show.

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2x13 shed scene

Chapter 136: My father was my war

Notes:

Alex finally won the battle and the war against his father.

I played around with the natural color gradations and edges that came up to the surface after applying a few filters and like the way it turned out. Gives Alex a proper BAMF background for his last look on the man who wouldn't love his own son for who he is nor whom he loves.

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BAMF Alex looking down at Sarge one last time

Chapter 137: Más vale tarde que nunca

Notes:

Here's the rest of the final showdown of the Last Manes Man vs. two brothers and an alien cowboy.

Chapter title is the Spanish version of the idiomatic phrase "Better late than never" and refers to Gregory's confession to Alex that he should have stood up for him a long time ago. Well, I say he's done a bang-up job of stepping in to help Alex out recently and he remains my favorite new character of season two. That last panel in the lower right is really powerful.

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Manes vs. bros. showdown 2x13

Chapter 138: True love is the most powerful force on this earth...

Notes:

...we just forget it because those with power here deal in fear rather than love. — “The Princess Bride”

I went and looked for a cursive font that would look appropriate to the handwriting of Tripp’s generation and found this pretty one. That was such a cool parallel and a precedent for the (good) Manes men to fall in love with aliens, who seem to imprint on human kindness. Really makes you wonder if Nora could somehow sense that Alex was a Manes when Michael inadvertently introduced him to his mother at Caulfield. When they connected through the glass, she probably learned all she needed to know about Alex to know that Michael was in good and true hands ♥

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Cosmic bonds run in the family

Notes:

...but wait, there's more! I literally fell asleep in the middle of writing out this post last night 😆

Chapter 139: He is more myself than I am...

Notes:

...Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same. - Emily Brontë

I was trying out some more features of my new photo-editing app and thought this one looked nice for the way Alex and Michael share one of their profound bond moments. It kind of resembles an impressionist painting, at least to me anyway. I thought that whole scene in the Crashdown was really well-done, and now that I think of it, it's an interesting crossroads of the OG relationship of Alex/Isabel and the RNM relationship of Alex/Michael. I'm glad we finally got some group scenes by the end of season two and hope we get to see some scenes of the group just hanging out in season three.

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Alex gazing at Michael in the Crashdown Michael gazing at Alex in the Crashdown

Chapter 140: I went out in the rain...

Notes:

...suddenly everything changed. - "First Day of My Life" by Bright Eyes

While I was gathering together screencaps for the Shed 2.0 graphic, I was caught up by the sudden recall of the Bright Eyes song that plays in the UFO museum during their first kiss so I decided to make a tribute to the stanza of the song that we hear when Michael "talks" to Alex but overlaying it on one of their kisses in the shed because I like how tenderly Alex holds Michael like he just can't quite believe he's really here with him reciprocating his feelings ♥

Oh, and my brain now officially thinks of Michael whenever I read or hear about 'rain' ☔️ so that's a happy thing. And I like the wavy-glass effect that this graphic has, like the way it might look in their memories.

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Bright Eyes song for shed scene kiss

Chapter 141: Every Day is Bi Visibility Day 'Round These Parts

Notes:

My reason for posting this today and not yesterday: Like it says on the tin (the tin being the chapter title) (it has nothing to do with me not organizing my time better) (none whatsoever)

I think Bob Ross was def on to something when he coined the phrase 'happy little accidents' because I was just tinkering with one of my photo-editing apps when I happened to create a visual transfer process from a 'before' picture to an 'after' picture (filters having been previously applied elsewhere) by sliding the opacity bar from one end to the other. Then I remembered that I have a screen recording option on my phone so I took a short video of this process and then noodled my way into making a gif out of it 🤓.

I thought it would make a nice little tribute to Bi Visibility Day for Michael Guerin Week et voilà 💗💜💙

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Malex Miluca

Chapter 142: Save Tonight, Fight the Break of Dawn

Notes:

For MayGlenn ♥ who deserves all the Malexa goodness

Chapter title is from the song "Save Tonight" by Eagle-Eye Cherry

Okay so the third one is kind of large and unwieldy but I wanted to show you the details that made me want to share this with you guys :)

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Miluca Malexa Miluca still image enlarged

Chapter 143: Cafuné

Notes:

I've recently been learning how to draw and I want to give a big thank-you hug to lychee_jelly for her many amazing artist tips and suggestions and cheerleading as I worked on this drawing! 🥰 I think I probably spent just as much time trying to color it in as I did drawing it but it was super fun and definitely makes me want to draw more 😊.

Chapter title comes from a Brazilian Portuguese word that Tasyfa shared with us a little bit ago meaning, "the act of running your fingers through your lover's hair" which lychee_jelly thought was apropos to this drawing and I quite agree.

I wrote a drabble to go with the drawing and gave it a Halloween theme because I love this time of year. Edgar Allan Poe is my favorite literature noir (yes, I just made up my own term, 🤫) author and it's not easy writing soft Malex while quoting from his works but I tried anyway 🙃. Works quoted are "The Tell-Tale Heart", "The Raven", and "Annabel Lee".

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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my drawing of Alex reading to Michael on the couch

Notes:

“TRUE! --nervous --very, very dreadfully nervous I had been and am; but why will you say that I am mad?” Alex read in a soft, smokey voice.

“Quoth the Raven ‘Nevermore’,” murmured the sleepy alien in his lap.

Alex giggled, ruffling his boyfriend’s curls, “We already read that one, sweetheart.”

“It's my fav’rite.”

“Wanna read it this time?”

“You do the bes’ voices.”

Alex teased, “It was many and many a year ago--”

“Tha’s not how i’starts, Aleeeeex,” Michael whined, mostly asleep.

“How’s it go, then?”

“Once’pon a mi’night dweawy...” Michael mumbled.

“Will I be lonesome?”

“Quoth the Waven ‘Nevahmoe’.”

Chapter 144: A Three-legged Cat, A Husky, and A Beagle Walk into A Bar...

Notes:

Here is the manip I made for MayGlenn a few months ago when we were chatting about what kinds of pets Malexa would have and which later inspired her Hobbit Bday fic to me, The Good Pet’s Guide to the Proper Care of Humans (with Addenda on the Proper Care of Aliens Passing As Humans) 😘.

Maria's pet is named Scout, a happy Husky-Malamut mix (aka Husky-Mala-mutt)
Michael's pet is named Tripod, a sassy three-legged black short-hair cat
Alex's pet is named Buffy, a grumpy Beagle

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Malexa Pets

Notes:

The lovely field in which they're laying is my own photograph taken this Spring :)
The cute animal pictures are courtesy of Google Image Search. The picture of Tripod came from this article, which I found quite interesting. http://www.catfaeries.com/blog/all-about-3-legged-cats/

Chapter 145: Circle/Mud Poems

Notes:

For the lovely Tasyfa ♥ who shared this poem with us which gave me Malex feels and prompted these graphics.

Chapter title and words below are by Margaret Atwood, from “Circle/Mud Poems”, Selected Poems: 1965-1975

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You are impervious with hope It hardens you This joy, this expectation Gleams in your hands like axes

Chapter 146: Possession

Notes:

I was on a nostalgic Sarah McLachlan kick the other day and thought the lyrics below from her 1993 song "Possession" were apt for our boys. 1x03 and 1x12 spoke to me in particular about the yearning Michael and Alex went through from the moment they met again in the Pilot until Alex came to talk to him at the end of 1x02; and how later on Alex's words really did keep Michael alive at Caulfield as Michael didn't seem to be paying any attention to the self-destruct alarm because he just wanted to save that woman 🥺 and that was before he even found out she was his mom. Breaks my heart every time and is why I hope that Nora survived the blast somehow so she can come help them take on/down Beardy in S3, but more importantly, so Michael. Can. Finally. Have. His. Mom. Back. 💜

I was also experimenting with hand-writing the lyrics on top of the graphics so I still have a ways to go, but you gotta start somewhere as they say 🙃

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My body aches to breathe your breath Your words keep me alive

Chapter 147: A kaleidoscope of thanks-giving

Notes:

Whilst ruminating on the subject of giving thanks this week, these two scenes occurred to me to be good examples of same. Alex is thankful to still have a true brother in Gregory, who wants good things for him, who wants to make amends for not standing up for him more earlier in life. Michael is thankful to have unwittingly found a connection to his mother in Sanders, who wishes he could have done more for him to try and repay the kindness Nora had shown him early on in his life.

These scenes from 2x10 and 2x09, respectively, are beautiful character arc moments, and the lyrics used here are from the apropos song “Beside You ‘Til the End” by Josh Jackson, heard during the junkyard scene on the show.

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Alex and Michael are thankful for Gregory and Sanders

Chapter 148: Art is the Only Way to Run Away without Leaving Home

Notes:

For the lovely ♥ and talented ♥ writing duo, haloud and MayGlenn, a visual tribute to Rosa's bass drum art in "Part 3: Only Drunks and Children Tell the Truth- Chapter 5" of their fabulous HappyChildhood!AU series To Raise a Child.

Rosa was already getting dirt from the stage on her clothes as she lay on her side, touching up the huge rainbow rose she had painted on her drum kit, with “Alex + the Aliens” in graffiti print in the center. It was loud and abstract and impossible to read from far away, but Alex loved it, and Rosa was almost satisfied with it. “I’m almost done! And I brought a change of clothes. Unlike the rest of you, I actually get a workout doing this.”

This project was a really fun learning experience for me as I figured out how to use the watercolor brushes and different painting brushes and also discovered that I could create a virtual lightbox effect for tracing shapes like the rose and the graffiti letters. Big thanks go out to primalmusic for supplying the screenshot of Rosa's rose!

Chapter title is a quote by Twyla Tharp, and, in my humble opinion, particularly suitable to Rosa in this 'verse.

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Alex and the Aliens drum kit art

Chapter 149: RNM Comment Bingo

Notes:

📣 Hear ye, hear ye! For those of you who are interested, please click on the image below (my alien pride emojis got to be used in part of this event, I'm so excited 😁) to read all about the RNM Comment Bingo fandom event starting tomorrow, January 3rd and going on through the 17th. And just in case the image link doesn't work, please click here.

👽 "Do you read RNM fanfiction? Do you want to support the RNM fanfiction writers who got us through 2020? Participate in Roswell, New Mexico Comment Bingo this January, 2021! Comment on fics, fill out a bingo card, win prizes!" 👽

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RNM bingo card header with alien pride emojis announcing Comment Bingo fandom event; click on image to go to tumblr page for more details

Chapter 150: Iris

Notes:

This chapter comes with several happy announcements!

💜 - Happy Birthday, annunziatina! I've decided that each season I'm going to make you new graphics set to the lyrics of Iris
💜 - This is my 150th chapter and my 352nd graphic dedicated to RNM
💜 - Roswell New Mexico has been renewed for a fourth season!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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lyrics to the song Iris by The Goo-Goo Dolls over season two images of Malex 1 lyrics to the song Iris by The Goo-Goo Dolls over season two images of Malex 2 lyrics to the song Iris by The Goo-Goo Dolls over season two images of Malex 3 lyrics to the song Iris by The Goo-Goo Dolls over season two images of Malex 4

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Chapter title and lyrics come from the song "Iris" by The Goo-Goo Dolls

Chapter 151: Calling All Space Geeks!

Notes:

If you're interested, today is the day that the Perseverance rover attempts to land on Mars, autonomously, and the following 5-minute video link explains why the descent into the Martian atmosphere is called Seven Minutes of Terror. It's a really well-done video, I've watched it several times now 🤓 You can watch the Mars Landing livestream here on NASA's site, starting at 11:15AM PST.

I made a graphic of Michael hangin' out with the Opportunity rover in Perseverance Valley in the Endeavor Crater on Mars for the occasion 💜

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Michael sitting on Max's porch with Martian landscape in background

Chapter 152: Cover Art

Notes:

A tad bit belated, but I finally got a chance to sit down today and post these two cover arts that I made earlier this year for a couple of really fun events.

The first cover art was the prize for Podcath, winner of Regular Bingo in the RNM Comment Bingo event. She asked for cover art to go with the podfic she recorded of DaughterofElros' awesome story "In the Desert, Where Almost Nothing Grows" for the Michael is a Grower writing prompt event.

The second cover art was in collaboration with DrLemurr's beautiful hand-lettering for the Maria DeLuca Healing Crystals Celebration writing prompt event.

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cover art of a geodesic dome under a starry sky for fanfic In The Desert, Where Almost Nothing Grows by Daughter of Elros cover art of Maria and amethyst geode for writing prompt event Maria DeLuca Healing Crystal Celebration

Chapter 153: the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn

Notes:

Happened to catch this lovely shot of Alex smiling at Maria on their way to investigate Mimi's fancy cowboy boots and had fun button-smashing a retrolux filter for it. Hope we get to see more of his smiles in season three <3

Chapter title comes from Elton John's beautiful composition of "Can You Feel the Love Tonight" from The Lion King, which as it turns out, is pretty apropos for this episode ♥

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retro light filter in reds and yellows of screencap of Alex smiling over at Maria in her truck on the way to ask about Mimi's boots in season two episode six

Chapter 154: you're gone but you're not forgot

Notes:

A plot bunny came to visit me this week and asked What If... during the pilot reunion scene, Alex and Michael said what they were feeling instead, since they're Not So Good with the Words? And thus, I made this graphic set and had fun playing with hiding some of the text behind the characters' faces because Photoshop has phenomenal selection powers now :)

A big ol' hug goes to techieturnover for totally getting the vibe I was going for when I asked for betaing assistance and for supplying some of the phrases used below <3

Another big ol' hug goes to annunziatina for selecting a pretty font for me to use (since I can't always be counted on to pick legible ones hehehe) <3

Chapter title comes from the song "Sedona" by Houndstooth, and is what's playing in the background during this part of the reunion scene.

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two-frame horizontal split of Alex asking, are you okay? and Michael replying, define okay. two-frame horizontal split of Alex asking, no really. I'm worried about you getting mixed up in something that could get you hurt and Michael replying, it's not what you think. It's- I've never been the bad boy you always assumed I was. two-frame horizontal split of Alex saying, you should be living your best life, Guerin, and Michael asking, did you think it was going to be with you, Private? two-frame horizontal split of Alex asking, are we always going to be two satellites orbiting each other? and Michael asking, You lookin' for a crash landing?

Chapter 155: hands clasped, tightly tightly

Notes:

For annunziatina 💜

The cuddly camping photos which inspired this little double drabble come from here.

Scene Set-up: High School AU wherein the boys go camping instead of going to the shed (and Rosa stays with Maria at the Pony). Graphic no.1 is their first night together. Graphic no.2 is the next morning.

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camping photo of two guys holding hands inside a tent camping photo of two guys' socked feet cuddling inside a tent

Chapter 156: connect the dots...stars...hearts

Notes:

I wanted to draw the beacon and I also wanted to fill in a page of my Magic Dots coloring book for artists so I found a page that had a geometric dot design and away I went! I spent some quality time with a ballpoint pen and a ruler. Then I took a photo and sent it to my computer and colored it in Illustrator, which I'm trying to get better at using. I like the way it came out :)

HAPPY RNM DAY! 💜👽🤠

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geometric line drawing of the beacon on hand-drawn grid paper

Chapter 157: Sassy McSasserton from Sassville

Notes:

I was inspired recently to create a simple animated gif that cycles through different adjectives to describe Alex because I thought it would be fun. I crowdsourced the adjectives and nox, Tasyfa, Myrmidryad, Atacama, and JoCarthage supplied me with the excellent words you see below. Thanks, folks! 💜

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Animated gif of an MS-DOS command prompt line that cycles through 16 different adjectives that describe Alex Manes. It says, Alex Manes is a grumpy, compassionate, snarky, sarcastic, protective, caring, tactless, reckless, competent, dramatic, guarded, gorgeous, geeky, kind, complicated, known alien-fucker.

Chapter 158: we've waited so long for someone to take us back home

Notes:

Decided to try my hand at making my own version of the Season Three poster. Many thanks to SaadieStuff for providing me with the link to the poster ♥

Chapter title comes from the classic song "Amy Hit the Atmosphere" by Counting Crows which is an awesomely-placed shoutout to the OG and Max doing similar moping about Liz and his life.

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edited season three poster with profile shots of Isobel, Max, and Michael at the top and the glowing honeycomb structure of Jones' cage overlaid towards the bottom of the poster

Chapter 159: every minute lasts all day

Notes:

Chapter title and lyrics below come from the song "Drawing Pins" by Nothing but Thieves.

Our poor alien cowboy needs a hug...

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Montage of Michael walking to pick Alex up at the bus stop only to see Forrest beat him to the punch and Michael sees them kiss from across the street and still sees it when he closes his eyes in his mind's eye. The following lyrics are overlaid on the images: what do I have to do to be loved and loved by you

Chapter 160: i won't be made useless, won't be idle with despair

Notes:

Happy Roswell Day!

It's so nice to be back in the saddle making graphics of new scenes from our show ♥ I was deep in my podsquad feels for this episode because just lookit how happy Isobel and Michael and Max (sorta-kinda) are in the s3 premiere compared to the previous two seasons! Still getting myself organized though so hopefully I'll be able to post graphics for 3x02 a little earlier this week than I am for 3x01...

Okay, this is an en masse post because it is so late in the (episode-watching) week, but here are some short notes about each one, from top to bottom:
* the podsquad!feels were strong in this one because Michael actually thinks Max is being fun, which tells you how much Michael's missed his bro and is a sweet shoutout to the flashbacks of their highschool days, plus I really liked the "who, us?" innocent look Izzy and Michael were pulling in the lower-right quadrant
* Michael and his finger guns <3 and I just love Isobel's sass
* Isobel really shined in this scene, looking serene and happy, Michael's enjoying himself, and poor Max is trying to I suppose
* If I'd had time I would have found some fun Incorrect!RNM quote to put above Kyle pulling Max over in an actual ambulance, but alas I did not, so insert your own snark here
* I like how this one of Alex and Forrest turned out, the screenshot captured the frame in the middle of changing POV's and it gives the scene a certain double-sided mirror effect, like Forrest is simultaneously looking in on his conversation with Alex from the outside while trying to keep him away from peering into Deep Sky. The rainbow light flare is there because, Alex <3
* Many thanks to angrycowboy for providing me with the gif of Alex's reaction to Forrest's question from which this still was made; the lyrics for this (and the chapter title) come from the episode title's music namesake, "Hands" by Jewel; once I realized there was a theme afoot, it was fun pulling these images together
* the last two are just screenshots that I thought were so pretty they deserved to stand alone and be admired ♥

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Collage of Max, Michael, and Isobel hanging out at the Wild Pony Collage of Michael pointing finger guns at Isobel who shows him her hands to answer his question about if she's still seeing the Planet 7 bartender Collage of Isobel closing her eyes to take Michael and Max, who's up on the mechanical bull, into her mindscape Collage of Kyle pulling Max over on the highway outside of town to talk to him about his heart condition Collage of Alex talking to Forrest in his living room about why Forrest thinks he should leave Roswell with him to avoid Deep Sky recruiting him Collage of Kyle and Isobel, Maria and Michael, and Forrest and Alex all looking at each other with images of their clasped hands in the middle with the lyrics in the end only kindness matters superimposed above them Still image of Isobel looking over her shoulder smiling at the Wild Pony Still image of Michael looking over his shoulder with a worried look in his eyes at the Wild Pony

Chapter 161: some things are better left buried

Notes:

Um, so I had time to make one graphic this week, and this is what I made, because I'm still deep in my MichaelNeedsAHug!Feels 🥺

Chapter title comes from a quote by Jones in 3x02. I looked up the wording in SaadieStuff's fantabulous RNM Episode Guide 💜

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montage of Michael holding his head in his hands outside Jones' cave in episode two, Jones telling him he's the Dictator's heir, Michael's hand unharmed inside the flame of the Airstream firepit, and the night sky of The Oasis planet

Chapter 162: in my shoes, a walking sleep

Notes:

To the surprise of no one, I'm still deep in my MichaelNeedsAHug!Feels 🥺 and I've been learning a lot from reading the Genius lyrics that show up on Spotify for songs played on the show, so I decided to stare at them until I found suitable images to accompany this interestingly sad song.

Chapter title and lyrics below come from the song "Black Hole Sun" by Soundgarden. Fly into the heart of Messier 87 to see where scientists have captured the first-ever image of a black hole (used below in the third panel).

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Michael in season three episode three looking at his flaming hand with Black Hole Sun lyrics In my eyes, indisposed, in disguises no one knows, hides the face, lies the snake, in the sun in my disgrace Michael in season three episode three looking at Jordan Bernhardt at the drive-in with Black Hole Sun lyrics Stuttering, cold and damp, steal the warm wind, tired friend, times are gone for honest men, sometimes far too long for snakes Michael in season three episode three looking down after talking with Alex in front of a picture of the Messier 87 black hole with Black Hole Sun lyrics Hang my head, drown my fear, 'til you all just disappear, black hole sun, won't you come, and wash away the rain, black hole sun won't you come, won't you come

Chapter 163: you choose, you learn

Notes:

Et voilà! Stick a fork in me, I am done (it's also 2am here hehehe) but I spent all day working on this, my contribution to Maria Weekend, so I hope you enjoy this musical tribute to our favorite BAMF mercenary 💜

Chapter title and lyrics come from the song "You Learn" by the kickass Alanis Morissette

https://archiveofourown.org/collections/Maria_DeLuca_Weekend_2021

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Maria in season one episode nine singing the first verse of You Learn by Alanis Morissette / Maria in season two episode two with lyrics you live, you learn / Maria, Michael, and Alex in season two episode six with lyrics you love, you learn / Maria in season one episode seven with lyrics you cry, you learn / Maria and Mimi in season two episode three with lyrics you lose, you learn / Maria in season two episode twelve with lyrics you bleed, you learn / Maria in season three episode two with lyrics you scream, you learn /

Chapter 164: I don't want that to be the only way you know

Notes:

For techieturnover 💜 - I told you I was going to make something artsy to celebrate this wonderfully soft Malex fic you wrote, dude! and it only took me a whole month ahahaha

If you haven't read it yet, please go check out Bring On the Rain, there's talking! in the rain! and FEELS! and then more talking!

Chapter title and quotes below all belong to the story mentioned above.

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Collage of Malex scenes: talking about Michael's childhood, Michael asking Alex to come meet him at the Pony to talk, looking at each other at Crashcon during the showdown, Michael walking up to meet Alex at the bus stop, and their convo at the drive-in where Alex tells Michael he'd burn the world down for him, overlaid with the quote: That's how you tell people you love them, When someone you love needs you, you show up

Chapter 165: I would burn the entire world down first

Notes:

SaadieStuff shared this link of Jeanine providing us with an Echo/Malex parallel photo for Season Three so of course I had to go all Nintendobutton!Smash on it and make some graphics 🤓

Chapter title is a quote by Alex from 3x03; first image quote is from "Lay Me Down" by Sam Smith; second quote is from "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz; third quote is from "Do Not Let Your Spirit Wane" by Gang of Youths; fourth quote is by Alex in 3x08

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behind-the-scenes photo of Vlamis bending low over a supine Tyler, both dressed in fatigues from their scene as Michael and Alex at the beginning of episode 3 oh 8, kissing Tyler's forehead from above, one of his bigger curls just barely touching Tyler's lips, quote reads, Can I lay by your side, next to you and make sure you're alright? I'll take care of you, and I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight same photo as above, quote reads, Well open up your mind and see like me. Open up your plans and damn you're free. Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours. But I won't hesitate no more, no more. It cannot wait. I'm yours same photo as above, quote reads, Let your life grow strong and sweet to the taste. Cuz the odds are completely insane. Do not let your spirit wane. Do not let your spirit wane same photo as above, quote reads, You are the one piece I cannot go through life without

Chapter 166: Happy Bi-Visibility Day!

Notes:

Quote below comes from the Disney movie, Road to El Dorado 😊

I made the bi flag and hand-lettered the quote, go me 🤓

If Michael had gone looking for Alex today, this could have been his under-undershirt 😋

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Michael standing in front of Deep Sky security camera flashing open his white undershirt that I wrote over with the words Both. Both is Good. over a bi flag of pink purple and blue colors the bi flag of pink purple and blue colors by itself with the words Both. Both is Good. written over it

Chapter 167: running in a circle, circle of fire

Notes:

I was feeling collage-y this week and just generally enjoying all the Malex softness A. Lot. 🥰

Chapter title and lyrics in second panel are from the song “Feel It Coming On” by Contessa; lyrics in first panel are from “Something I Need” by One Republic; quotes in third panel are from 3x10 and 2x02. Photo credit: Red Square Nebula. I chose this one because it reminds me of Michael’s part of the triad symbol, and also because it’s a mysterious square-shaped nebula and no one knows why.

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Chapter 168: Man or Mirage

Notes:

For haloud 💜

I was inspired to make fanart of their wing!fic, hood and jesses, which you should definitely go read if you like such things; the fanart below isn't spoilery, just a picture to go with the thousand lovely words laid together in this story.

Chapter title and quote below belong to the story mentioned above. Photo credits: beneath the Milky Way and Mars; red-shouldered hawk

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graphic edit of Big Sur beach at night underneath the arch of the Milky Way and Mars, Michael and Alex walking on the beach, wings spreading out from Michael's back; quote reads 'Michael loved the sky no matter which shape it took, and Alex loved Michael just the same

Chapter 169: A Careful Ballast

Notes:

for JoCarthage 💜

I was inspired to make fanart for this deliciously soft&sexy Malex fic she wrote, We’ll put on our masks and we’ll walk into the flood // with our arms around each other, we’ll keep our eyes wide shut, that is a peek into a Saturday they have all to themselves a little ways out past the end of season three.

Chapter title and quote below come from the story mentioned above. Photo credit: flowers blooming in a meadow in Indonesia

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Screenshot of Michael and Alex sitting on the couch in episode ten of season three just barely touching noses with an overlay of flowers in bloom in a meadow and a quote from the story mentioned above 'That's a beautiful image, us touching being like a meadow in bloom'

Chapter 170: this song reminds me of you

Notes:

For annunziatina 😘

You know how sometimes you're just bopping along to some music minding your own business when a song you've never heard before comes on and just steamrolls you? And it wasn't even the original version of the song; the one I listened to is an acoustic piano version by Boyce Avenue, cover band extraordinaire, of the song "You Say" (lyrics) by Lauren Daigle.

Anywho, the more I listened to it the more I realized the first verse and chorus reminded me of Malex's path down the Yellow Brick Road of Communication 🥰 during season three, so I thought it would be apropos to post for the RNM Week prompt of "this song reminds me of you".

Much 💜 to DrLemurr for the visual beta of my lettering! I'm learning how to use Procreate and thought it would be a fun way to practice by writing out the words I wanted to emphasize.

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first image is Alex looking up at Sarge's statue in episode one of season three, lyrics say I keep fighting voices in my head that say I'm not enough; second image is Alex looking at Nora holding up his prosthetic leg, lyrics say Every single lie that tells me I will never measure up first image is Michael happy talking to Alex outside the Wild Pony at night, lyrics say Am I more than just the sum of every high and every low; second image is Michael sad talking to Rosa outside the Crashdown at night first image is Alex telling Michael he would burn the world down first if anything ever happened to Michael, lyrics say Remind me once again just who I am because I need to know; second image is Michael looking down afterward, overwhelmed by emotion first image is Alex caressing Michael's jawline in the bunker, lyrics say You say I am loved when I can't feel a thing; second image is Michael setting his hand on fire in the back of his truck at the junkyard and looking sad first image is Alex at the drive-in telling Michael he's the only one who can decide if he wants to be a monster or not, lyrics say You say I am strong when I think I am weak; second image is Michael sitting glumly in his truck a little earlier at the drive-in with the red aura around his head that Isobel can see with her new empathy powers first image is Michael hugging Alex close after his brush with the ledge at Deep Sky, lyrics say You say I am held when I am falling short; second image is Alex looking imploringly up at Michael in the exam room afterward first image is Alex looking up at Sarge's statue in episode thirteen of season three, lyrics say When I don’t belong, oh you say I am yours; second image is Michael looking adoringly at Alex on his couch after telling him he’s home now first image is Alex looking lovingly over at Michael underneath the statue, lyrics say And I believe; second image is Michael looking lovingly back at Alex underneath the statue, lyrics say Oh I believe first image is Alex removing Michael’s handana and intertwining their fingers, lyrics say What you say of me, I believe; second image is Michael and Alex walking across the street towards the Crashdown hand in hand

Chapter 171: oral fixation: a time scale

Notes:

For bgn, who deserves all the things 💜 Happy Holidays, dude!

Posted for Malex Week 2021 - Free Day

Big thanks 🥰 to MayGlenn and haloud for reassuring me that the dialogue was appropriately snickery

I’ve had the icon on Alex’s shirt saved in my pics folder for many moons now and it randomly occurred to me the other day that Michael would find it particularly funny and true so I decided to play around with the idea that Deep Sky seems to have a way more casual dress code than anywhere Alex has ever worked, because our boy deserves to have a positive work environment for once 😘

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At Deep Sky, Ramos says you’re still here? Ah embracing casual Friday I see. Good good. Alex says YEAH I, UH, SEEM TO HAVE LOST TRACK OF TIME GOING THROUGH THE OLD FILES. AND THIS GINOR- WAIT, WHAT? Ramos replies YOUR SHIRT.
Alex is wearing a white undershirt with simple black silhouette drawings of a pacifier, a lollipop, a popsicle, and a man across his chest. Alex stammers oh uh yeah see what happened was it’s the last time I get dressed in the dark when Michael stays over and Ramos smiles back and says have a penchant for colorful shirts does he and Alex says all of a sudden yeah and Ramos smirks I see

Chapter 172: ...and the best Christmas sweater goes to...

Notes:

DaughterofElros shared this awesome 👽🎅🏻 sweater pic - thank you! - and I asked if I could affix it to whichever RNM characters I could get a clean shot of and here are the results! (are we surprised they turned out to be Malex? No, no we are not 😘)

Michael is wearing the long-sleeve version and Alex is wearing the short-sleeve version because I couldn't get his sleeves to cooperate 😋

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Michael standing in front of the Airstream at the end of episode 1 oh 9 with his arms outstretched and a Christmas sweater superimposed on his white one that says I want to believe and shows an alien Santa with a bag of toys standing on a rooftop and the tractor beam of a flying saucer in the background Alex sitting at a table at the Wild Pony during open mike night at the end of 2 oh 6 with a Christmas sweater superimposed on his grey one that says I want to believe and shows an alien Santa with a bag of toys standing on a rooftop and the tractor beam of a flying saucer in the background

Chapter 173: Fanfic Cover Art

Notes:

Cath asked if I could make cover art for her podfic of ladynox and beautifulcheat's beautiful Star Trek Fusion AU, Crossed Wires, as a present for JoCarthage during the ITPE2021 event. I had a wonderful, giggly time using the neural filters in Photoshop Mix to give Alex Vulcan eyebrows and pointy ears 🖖🏽 and I dunno man, there's just something about the look on Michael's face in this season two promo poster that is kind of mesmerizing. I also got more practice in with my handwriting in Procreate designing the title and author lines.

And infp_obsessing_over_everything won an RNM Comment Bingo prize of cover art for her wonderfully sweet What If Michael Had Grown Up at Deep Sky? AU, Hygge. This story was so flipping cute that I just had to ask 'lil Michael and 'lil Kyle if I could borrow their drawings to make this cover art 😘 and they were happy to oblige.

Photo credits: Crossed Wires- Alex; Michael; USS Enterprise; desert background. Hygge- paper background

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fanfic cover art depicting season two promo shots of Alex with Vulcan-shaped eyebrows and ears and Michael on either side of an outside shot of the USS Enterprise from Star Trek above the title Crossed Wires written by ladynox and beautifulcheat with podfic recorded by cath, hashtag ITPE2021 for JoCarthage fanfic cover art depicting hand-drawn illustrations of a scene from the story including Isobel and Michael consoling Max in front of the pods as children, a black cat, alien symbols, and the title Hygge written by infp_obsessing_over_everything

Chapter 174: in this moment...

Notes:

Inspired by a 3x09 gif set that Tasyfa shared wherein I was scrolling (horizontally) between one gif and the next and caught them looking at each other at the edges of their frames and so I took a screenshot of it with the gap showing in between the frames because I liked the look of it. They're trying so hard to just be there for each other and it's palpable in their body language 💜

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screenshot of two frames of an animated gif caught in between changing where Alex is sitting in the medical room at Deep Sky in episode nine season three, looking to his left at Michael who had just previously pulled Alex down from the ledge, and they're both just trying to be there for each other, hence the text vertically running down the middle of the frame that says Just Breathe

Chapter 175: Roswell Pride

Notes:

For Lambourn during Rosa Weekend in tribute to her fic, don't want no other shade of blue (but you) 😘

Image credits: car; astronaut; asexualien; starfield; ace of hearts.

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photograph of a 1960 Fleetwood Lincoln Cadillac parked in front of a diner with umbrellas, string-lights on poles, and signs on the building denoting sandwiches, daily specials, sundaes, and pizza; the car is parallel parked and painted with a star field, the head and shoulders of an astronaut holding up the ace pride flag near the front driver's side wheel, a drawing of an alien with the words asexualien written above it over the passenger door, and a transparent ace of hearts card on the tail fin

Chapter 176: poem

Notes:

Some Miluca love for MayGlenn because she deserves nice things 🥰

🙏🏽 to Tasyfa for the poem inspiration

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eight images in a moodboard format of Michael and Maria from various episodes of seasons one and two showing them smiling, kissing, lending a shoulder to cry on, laughing, hugging, etc; the center panel contains a quoted poem that reads she spoke with a loving certainty that said take my hand we're going home

Chapter 177: How sweet it is to be loved by you

Notes:

For aislynnmarie, who was inspired to think up the words for this scene based off a "prompt by autocorrect" moment when it tried really hard to turn the word amore into s'more 😋

Chapter title belongs to the eponymous song by Marvin Gaye.

Happy Roswell Premiere Day, Everyone! 👽🥳🫂🥰💜

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four screencaps stacked longwise on top of each other of the fire pit scene from episode 204 with images of Michael and Alex next to some text, panel one, Michael says my little s'more, panel two, Alex says are you calling me a sticky gooey mess, panel three, Michael says no no of course not, I’m calling you sweet and irresistible, because I can never get enough of you and always need s'more, panel four, Alex looks away toward the fire with tears in his eyes and a heart emoji in the blank space off to his right

Chapter 178: my dream self and i like the same things

Notes:

for haloud.

I had way too much fun taking these screencaps and adding a sunlit glow to Michael's beautiful face in his scenes with Alex in 4x01; then fitting them to the words from this lovely song that haloud introduced to me that i keep finding ways to incorporate into my fics and art because it's just so quintessentially poignant to Michael's character arc 💜

Chapter title and lyrics below belong to the song "Do Not Let Your Spirit Wane" by Gang of Youths. (I tweaked the lyrics in a couple of places to fit them to Malex's relationship)

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Chapter 179: put your arms around me, baby

Notes:

The subtitle for this chapter is Fun with Filters! Double Exposure filters to be exact. Sometimes you can get pretty cool effects from stacking screencaps on top of each other (panels 1-3). Shoutout to haloud's 4x02 fic port, starboard in the last panel below wherein I borrowed one of my favorite lines from the story to accompany a screencap that I Nintendo-controller-smashed with filters. Any line referencing Malex and astronomy is going to be of interest to me <3

Chapter title lyrics come from the song "Fly" by Sugar Ray, which is also the episode title for 4x02.

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close-up images of Alex looking at Michael in the bunker in episode four oh two with an overlay of Alex and Michael's thumbs and palms holding up the two alien glass necklaces Michael made screencap of the bunker darkened around the edges so that just Alex and Michael are visible underneath the large glass bubble lamps, kissing, overlain with a screencap of the oil field where the St Elmo's Fire can be seen so that it looks like it forms the roof over Malex's heads and the lights in the bunker screencap of Michael looking out the window at his and Alex's house with Alex talking on the phone in the background with an overlay of the blue and purple rain seen on the windows at Deep Sky screencap of Alex and Michael standing inches apart with their arms resting on each other's shoulders with a black and white line-art edge effect outlining their features and the lamp in between them made to resemble what could be a black hole, a reference to the quote below that says There is a black hole at the center of the universe

Chapter 180: This could take some time, hey

Notes:

I made some collages for the After Dark event! And a fun discovery I made was that Malex and Miluca's first kisses both follow the same pattern so I dunno if that's just the effect Michael has on people or what but I thought it was pretty cool 👽 🤠 💜 I also found some different angles to use of Milexa's first kiss, so yay for keyboard smash screencapping!

Chapter title and lyrics below belong to the song "Into You" by Ariana Grande.

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collage of scenes from Malex's first kiss with first stanza of Into You by Ariana Grande collage of scenes from Miluca's first kiss with second stanza of Into You by Ariana Grande collage of scenes from Milexa's first kiss with third stanza of Into You by Ariana Grande

Chapter 181: Follow your arrow wherever it points

Notes:

In case anyone was wondering, I'm still here 😅 RL has been keeping me busy, and I'm almost done writing my coda series for this season, but I have a cunning plan to post more graphics of our lovely duo as winter approaches and things calm down so I look forward to sharing them with you 😊

First things first, here they are on their wedding day, driving off into the night on their first big adventure together: to honeymoon under the stars on a road trip in their favorite home away from home 💜

Chapter title comes from the song "Follow your Arrow" by Kacey Musgraves.

Photo credits: Milky Way over Monument Valley, Utah; highway winding through Monument Valley, Utah; car headlights

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Two photo set of Alex looking out through the truck windshield and Michael standing next to the drivers door at night photo blend of Monument Valley at night with the Milky Way looming over the horizon and Michael and Alex leaving Roswell in Michael's truck with the just married sign and tin cans trailing with Michael's last words on the show of 'Let's get the hell out of here'

Chapter 182: Wait until the dust settles

Notes:

This chapter was for Maria DeLuca Weekend wherein I paid tribute to her kickass fashion style and had lots of fun breaking in the new photo-editing program I got editing photographs of these gorgeous gowns that DaughterofElros came across into her wardrobe. The designer of the gowns is unknown, but they are shown here first in their original state and then edited onto screencaps from the show that I took for this chapter. I chose one scene from each season 😊

Chapter title comes from the song "You Learn" by Alanis Morissette that Maria sings in 1x09.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Unknown designer gown one Maria singing 'You Learn' by Alanis Morissette to Max, Michael, and Liz in 1x09 Unknown designer gown two Maria standing outside the Pony talking to Michael in 2x02 Unknown designer gown three Maria reading her tarot card deck in 3x12 Unknown designer gown four Maria walking Alex down the aisle at his and Michael's wedding in 4x13 Unknown designer gown five
Maria attending a gala event
Heather Hemmens wearing a butterfly gown by Chung Tranh Phong

Notes:

Photo credits: Butterfly gown in front of swimming pool designed by Chung Tranh Phong; Heather Hemmens in front of swimming pool

Chapter 183: "Is that how you wanted this to go?”

Notes:

Chapter title comes from the eponymous prompt for Day One of Michael Guerin Week 2022.

I'm a wee bit late for Michael Guerin Week 💜 but anywho, I had a fun idea for this prompt wherein Isobel pesters Michael to take lots of photos while he's on vacation with Alex to Oasis for their first anniversary. Michael is not much of a picture-taker so he decides to be a little shit and duly takes a handful of Polaroids using his TK as a tripod every time he and Alex go out sightseeing. He even labels them so Isobel will know where they went each day because that's just the kind of caring brother he is. When he and Alex get back from their vacation and visit Kyle and Isobel at her place, she is positively brimming with excitement... until she sits down on the couch and opens the manila envelope full of Polaroids. Kyle gives Michael his best 'we are not amused' face but Michael is proudly unrepentant and Alex just sits there snickering when Isobel isn't busy glaring at the two of them. "Is that how you wanted this to go?" Michael asks sweetly. Isobel doesn't ask him for photos next year when they go away on their second anniversary vacation...

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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animated gif of six slides with a stationary background of a wooden coffee table with plant leaves in upper right corner and a manicured left hand holding a series of Polaroids one at a time that are set down on the table

first Polaroid shows Michael and Alex kissing in front of a scene of glowing jellyfish with the words 'the spacequarium' written at the bottom second Polaroid shows the same image of Michael and Alex kissing in front of a scene of a sunset sky with the words 'Oasian sunset' written at the bottom third Polaroid shows the same image of Michael and Alex kissing in front of a green-tinted starfield with the words 'full moons' written at the bottom fourth Polaroid shows the same image of Michael and Alex kissing in front of a lunar eclipse with the words 'lunar eclipse' written at the bottom fifth Polaroid shows the same image of Michael and Alex kissing in front of a solar eclipse with the words 'solar eclipse' written at the bottom sixth Polaroid shows the same image of Michael and Alex kissing in front of a photo of concentric circles of dust shells surrounding star WR 140 taken by the James Webb Infrared Telescope with the words 'observatory' written at the bottom

Notes:

Photo credits: hand holding a polaroid; table background; single polaroid; Dust Shells around WR 140 from Webb in the background of the sixth image. The other background images come from the photo-editing app I used. I found out you can make animated gifs using slides in Keynote so that was fun 🤓

Chapter 184: like something... cosmic

Notes:

For aislynnmarie 🥰 who wanted to see some Malex soulmates fanart.

✨ Happy New Year! ✨

I got a small Wacom drawing tablet for Christmas and wanted to practice with some of the handwriting brushes. It's quite fun so far! The words here are kind of bouncy because there's a stabilizer tool that smoothes your line as you draw and for some reason there's a delay built-in for when it starts drawing so you have to make exaggerated lines to get your letters to show up where you want them to 😋 And the cute little designs on the left were drawn with a multibrush tool that lets you make geometric designs!

Chapter title comes from 1x09. I don't recall if the quote used below is the exact wording but I was inspired by this concept that was discussed on the really interesting philosophical tv show "The Good Place". Michael and Alex certainly did work to make their soulmate connection strong and enduring 💜

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three-image graphic of Michael and Alex sitting on the truck bed in 4x11 looking at each other, with a third image below of Alex touching Michael's Oasian glass pendant, overlaid with the phrase Soulmates aren't found they're made

Chapter 185: Send Me A Song

Notes:

For my bestie annunziatina 💜 who was really taken with Max and Liz's final scene in the finale and for whom I said I would make a graphics set... and it only took me five months to finish it 😆 hope you like it, dude! 😘

Chapter title and the lyrics quoted below come from the really pretty Irish folk song "Send Me A Song" (musical track YT video) by Celtic Woman and this verse in particular just fit really well with Max and Liz's farewell, I thought, plus there's also the theme of them being separated by a body of (intergalactic) water with the hope that they'll get to go visit the ocean together when Max returns from Oasis.

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three-image collage from season four episode thirteen of Liz and Max saying goodbye at the portal and talking at the Crashdown after the wedding overlaid with the lyrics don't look back when you reach the new shore three-image collage from season four episode thirteen of Max and Isobel in the memory from Oasis of the crystal chamber looking back at Nora and Tezca overlaid with the lyrics don't forget what you're leaving me for three-image collage from season four episode thirteen of Liz and Max saying goodbye at the portal and a close-up of the beacon symbol necklace overlaid with the lyrics don't forget when you're missing me so three-image collage from season four episode thirteen of Liz and Max saying goodbye at the portal and holding hands at the wedding and their last kiss until he comes back overlaid with the lyrics love must never hold tight but let go

Chapter 186: Unidentified Fluffy Object

Notes:

For mander3_swish, thanks for sharing this awesome photo with us! 👽 🛸

Photo credit: flying saucer cloud over Tucumcari, NM. Quotes and screencaps used belong to their respective creators.

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screenshot of Michael and Alex sitting on a truckbed in Theo's pocket dimension both looking at the old drive-in theater screen underneath a sky with a looming cloud shaped like a flying saucer overlaid with a quote from Alex that reads It's kind of romantic, isn't it?
another screenshot of Michael and Alex sitting on a truckbed in Theo's pocket dimension with Alex smiling at Michael underneath a sky with a looming cloud shaped like a flying saucer overlaid with a quote from Michael that reads Wanna go for a ride?

Chapter 187: It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright) Sun-shiny day

Notes:

Happy Pride Month! 🤎❤️💛💚💙💜🤍👽🖤

Chapter title and following lyrics come from the song "I Can See Clearly Now" by Johnny Nash (my favorite version is the one Jimmy Cliff covered for the Cool Runnings soundtrack, one of my favorite childhood movies <3 ) Here's the YouTube video of the song if you wanna watch it, guaranteed to bring a smile to your face :)

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone

I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day

I think I can make it now, the pain is gone

All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I've been prayin' for
It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day

Look all around, there's nothin' but blue skies
Look straight ahead, nothin' but blue skies

I can see clearly now, the rain is gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day

It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
Sun-shiny day

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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black and white promo shot of Michael and Alex kissing at their wedding reception in front of family and friends with a colored heart behind them in bi flag colors on the left behind Michael and gay flag colors on the right behind Alex, text overlay on the right side of the picture that says love is love

Notes:

I have been exploring fun new brushes and filters and spent a long time creating that queer flag heart so I'm happy with the way it turned out. And that is my handwriting! Lookit how cool that outline brush is <3. Also, the photos app on my phone is enabling my graphics hobby lol and can now pick out subjects in the screencaps I take (or regular photos, too) and copy them to be pasted elsewhere. I discovered this new feature accidentally and it only took me several weeks to realize what that pretty glowing border traveling around the photo meant... So that is why our sweet just-married boys are so nicely outlined here.

Chapter 188: home is what (and where) you make it

Notes:

For haloud 💜

I'm practicing with a couple different multimedia art styles in anticipation of participation in this year's RNM Big Bang as an artist, and I just got caught up on haloud's wonderful "it feels like you're reading a bonafide sci-fi novel, but with Malex!" fic, straight on til morning, et voilà 😊

Many thanks to lychee_jelly 💜 for her helpful suggestions regarding the handwritten portion of the first illustration. Photo credit: guy in a hoodie

Both quotes used below come from haloud's fic.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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illustration of Michael from 4x01 looking soulfully at Alex who is off-page, dressed in a green hoodie, with a quote describing Alex having pulled the hoodie up over his curls and telling him to get a move on and Michael lazily snarking back at him that he's so demanding
illustration of the corner of a small room, from left to right, appointed with various hand tools, plants on a shelf, solar lamps emoting soft golden light, a window looking out into outer space, a knitted blanket draped over an overstuffed chair, pen and tablet on the seat, and a laptop on a stand to the right; the quote used describes these things of Alex's and Michael wondering if he might be able to find a place here where he could fit in

Notes:

Illustration #1: Sometimes fanart is as simple as finding the right screencap and adding some choice lyrics in a snappy font and you're done and it looks cool. This time, I apparently decided that I was going to see how many different things I could do to this fanart to make it suit the scene I was illustrating and the quoted part in particular :P. So it was a lot of fun trying to draw-without-drawing Michael in this scene and then coloring him in with colored pencils and practicing my digital handwriting some more.

Illustration #2: I discovered a new filter in the camera function of iMessages called "comic book" and it basically turns regular photographs into Van Gogh-esque paintings (I say this because I focused the camera on the print I have of his Starry Night painting and nothing really changed through the filter haha) so I was excited to use it on this second scene from the fic that I wanted to bring to life. This quote feels really homey to me and was an important moment in the fic for Michael <3.

Chapter 189: Fanart for RNM Big Bang 2023 "Can't Take the Sky" by SunTomato

Notes:

I am proud to present the fanart I made to accompany SunTomato's 💜 kickass Malex Firefly AU for the RNM Big Bang 2023! Big thanks to the mods for organizing such a cool event. If you want to look at the art as part of the story, please go check it out here: Can't Take the Sky, it's a super cool look at how Alex gathers his found family together as the captain of a Firefly class spaceship!

If you want to look at the art separately, just keep scrolling 😊 I had SO MUCH FUN picking out scenes to illustrate and letting each chapter tell me which art style it wanted to be hehehe. Hope you enjoy <3

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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cover art featuring cast photos from left to right of Kyle, Michael, Alex, Liz, and Rosa with foreground image of a screenshot of a border moon and the spaceship Serenity from Firefly
chapter two art featuring the outer hull of Serenity with a scene Rosa painted to look like the cosmic chessboard described in the chapter
chapter three art featuring the engine room of Serenity where Michael and Liz are dancing next to a transistor radio as described in the chapter, with the addition of colorful musical quarter notes floating up into the air near a flashback heart-shaped visualization of a memory of Arturo hugging Liz and Rosa in the Crashdown
chapter four art featuring the control room of Serenity where Michael has delivered a milkshake for Rosa to drink standing next to the one he brought for himself and they're talking to each other from across the cockpit area; in the background through the front windshield of Serenity is a view of the Milky Way Galaxy
chapter five art featuring the med bay of Serenity where Kyle and Alex are talking about how he lost his leg, there is a montage of images from their conversation, namely Kyle in the upper left corner, Alex's prosthetic leg, Master Sargeant Manes with flames surrounding him on a battlefield, the night when Alex lost his leg in the Battle of Serenity Valley, and Alex in the lower right corner
chapter six art featuring the galley of Serenity where Alex finds Michael there late at night, Michael is in the kitchen area looking over at Alex standing next to the dining table and between them there is a cartoon thought bubble coming from Michael's head depicting what he imagines Alex would look like as a grumpy kitten
chapter seven art featuring Michael standing in a dark room to the left looking downwards at Alex on the right, with a tangle of coiled rope in between them where one red-colored rope is winding through the labyrinth of other natural-colored ropes, eventually connecting Michael to Alex
chapter eight part 1 of 3 art featuring an inner walkway of Serenity where Michael has just run into Alex coming around the corner; Michael looks shocked and says You're Manes, only Alex's hand is visible on the right
chapter eight part 2 of 3 where Michael is laying face-up on the ground of that same hallway in a dark-bluish haze with a paragraph quoted from the chapter about when Alex knocks him down
chapter eight part 3 of 3 where Alex is looking down at Michael, who is off-screen, a sinister glow to his face from the hallway lighting, with the final line of the chapter quoted at the bottom of the image with black lines marring the text more and more from left to right
chapter nine art featuring a graphic novel page format with four panels: panel one- black and white image of the hidey-hole cabinet in the cargo bay of Serenity behind the grate walkway where light is shining up from below; panel two- the inner contents of the hidey-hole reveal an Air Force uniform that is just legible in the dark shadow from the grate walkway lighting above; panel three- warm-toned silhouette image of The Reunion Kiss from the Pilot of RNM; panel four- black and white screenshot of Caulfield from the outside with Alex walking towards the gates; inside each panel are lyrics from the song When the Truth Hunts You Down by Sam Tinnesz- There's no hiding place, Not a secret safe, What is lost will be found, When the truth hunts you down
chapter ten art featuring Alex rescuing Michael from Caulfield, a close-up of their faces with an artistic filter applied that shows a lot of glowing lines across their skin; Alex is cupping Michael's face with one hand, Michael has his eyes closed and is whispering Alex's name, Alex is looking at him and the words Hey, hey, I've got you, quoted from the chapter, are shown below his chin
epilogue art featuring a background of sunrise at Half Dome in Yosemite National Park; in the foreground are images of Alex and Michael from season one episode two when Alex comes to talk to Michael outside his Airstream as he prepares to move, these images are superimposed on the background image so that the sunrise is visible through Michael's hair; above them in the night sky, superimposed so that the stars shine through, are images of the Pod Squad from the end of season one episode four, Liz and Rosa standing close together smiling at each other at night behind Max's hacienda from season two episode one, Kyle and Isobel talking at a table inside Planet 7 from season two episode six, and a faint glimpse of the beacon lighting up in the middle of town as the power comes back on at the end of season one episode four; the last line of the story is handwritten across the page

Notes:

Photo credits: Heart and Soul Nebula; Jupiter; Uranus; Neptune; Saturn; Luna; Sun; King; Queen; Rook; Pawn; Knight; Bishop; Chessboard; Transistor radio; Music note; Milkshakes; Milky Way Galaxy; Grumpy kitten; Thought bubble; Tangled ropes; Graphic novel layout; Lyrics inside the graphic novel layout belong to the song "When the Truth Hunts You Down" by Sam Tinnesz; Sunrise at Half Dome in Yosemite National Park

Chapter 190: Dune AU anyone?

Notes:

I watched the 1984 version as a kid, read the book years ago, and watched the 2021 version of "Dune" on Thanksgiving (both movie versions made for a really nice homage to the book, I thought) in between football games wherein this visual plot bunny made a cozy little den in my head until I made this graphic. And then I proceeded to stare at them it for a while because it's an intriguing premise.

On a more technical-geek note, I had the best time adapting the filt-plug to fit Michael and Alex! It's amazing what a high-res image and powerful filters will allow you to create if you tinker with stuff enough times <333 If you click on the photo credit link, you can see what the original filt-plug looks like and how short it is in the image.

Photo credits: filt-plug; "Dune" background; screencaps belong to RNM.

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single panel graphic with background image of the crest of a desert dune with the title of the movie Dune written below it, and on the left is a screencap of Alex from the barn scene in season two episode four where he is looking to his left at Michael wearing a filter plug from the movie that allows him to breathe clean air through his nose, and the sclera, or whites of his eyes, are tinted blue like the desert dwellers called Fremen from the movie; on the right side of the dune is a close-up of Michael from season three, one of the later episodes, where he's looking over his shoulder and the sunlight hits his right eye just right and makes it glow, and he's wearing a filter plug, too, and has spice eyes

Chapter 191: Listen to the music of the moment

Notes:

Inspired by permanence/impermanence by redtoblack 💜

Chapter title and lyrics below belong to the song "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz.

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single panel screencap of the scene from season four episode one when Alex tells Michael everything of Alex's is now also Michael's and he asks even this button right before they kiss, overlaid on the screencap are all the lyrics to Jason Mraz' song I'm Yours

Chapter 192: How I met my wife

Notes:

For infp_obssessing_over_everything 🥰 I saw this quote in a video and thought of your love for Echo.

Chapter title and quote below comes from the YouTube video The mysterious case of the "lost positive" (queued up to the spot mentioned as follows). I can see Max watching this RobWords video and being the sort of word nerd to be enamored by the way writer Jack Winter spun this amusing story about how he met his wife in a 1994 issue of The New Yorker Magazine. He changed the words in fanciful script from their usual spelling to mean the opposite (chalant instead of nonchalant, gruntled instead of disgruntled, etc.) and it just struck me as something about which Max would wax poetic, especially if he had been the one at that party in LA at Genoryx to see Liz standing out on that balcony in her pretty red dress.

A big hug to lychee_jelly for helping me find the best screencap for this graphic! <333

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single panel screencap of season three episode four, wherein Liz is standing by herself on the balcony outside the party at Genoryx in her pretty red dress, eyes closed for a moment, a soft spotlight shining down on her to make it look like nighttime, with a quote on the left side of the panel from an article in The New Yorker Magazine, July 25, 1994 issue, that reads, It had been a rough day, so when I walked into the party I was very chalant, despite my efforts to appear gruntled and consolate. I was furling my wieldy umbrella for the coat check when I saw her standing alone in a corner. She was a descript person, a woman in a state of total array

Chapter 193: Fanart header for 'Sex and Stardust' by Malzysaur

Notes:

I just finished catching up on Malzysaur's epic Malex porn industry AU, Sex and Stardust, and felt inspired to make this cover art 🥰 It's such a fun, sexy, and interesting story, go check it out if you're curious!

A big thanks to haloud 🌺 for helping me pick the scene that was used inside the letters, to lychee_jelly 🌸 for helping me art-beta the hand-drawn letters until they were legible, and to the Slow Mo Guys on YouTube for providing the pretty "stardust" background (which is actually fiery steel wool being spun around whilst attached to a shop fan hehehe).

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cover art for fanfic Sex and Stardust by Malzysaur wherein the word Sex is written in big block letters with three screencaps of the season one episode two Airstream scene depicted inside of Michael looking at Alex, a close-up of them kissing, and Alex looking up at Michael from the mattress, and the rest of the title and author's name written below, and sparks flying in the background behind the words

Chapter 194: Malex fanart trade with redtoblack

Notes:

I asked redtoblack to podfic my 4x01 fix-it fic, I'm gonna make this place your home and in an art exchange I made this graphics set for a ✨cinematic✨moment that takes place in their vamp!Alex fic series, sand and sons and seams 😁

It was SUPER fun coming up with the visual arrangement for these panels after reading (and re-re-re-reading) the scene in question at the end of Chapter Two. I hope this matches up somewhat with the vision in your head of those "windblown, warm desert evening colors, this moment of stillness where they're both focused on each other". Thanks for recording my story and Happy Hatch Day, redtoblack! 👽

Photo credits: silent film text card; cave mouth; sunset; cave interior

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silent film text card that reads- Guerin, wait
silent film text card that reads- Everything stills as Alex reaches for him, a thin frown line arcs between his brows as he concentrates
silent film text card that reads- A faint flush tints his cheeks, his neck, he looks- inviting, warm, and present and lovely- ALIVE
silent film text card that shows Alex chest-high from 2x13 looking up at Michael while he's playing their song with the image of a dark cave interior behind him
silent film text card that reads- Gotta be careful with the bite marks- Yeah
silent film text card that reads- Whether it's from embarrassment or just what Alex looks like when he's fed properly is a question Michael can already feel making itself at home inside him
silent film text card that reads- Alex's tongue swipes briefly over his lips and it takes until he is almost finished for Michael to realize he's been doing up his buttons
silent film text card that shows Michael chest-high from 2x13 looking over at Alex in awe, face half-hidden in shadow as he stands near the mouth of a cave with the desert sunset behind him

Chapter 195: Malex hockey!AU fanart for haloud

Notes:

For haloud 🏒 who described Michael's sweater as an NHL hockey player for the New Mexico Sting in such awesome detail that I was inspired to create a visual reference for it from their wonderful hockey!AU, once it's engraved, it will never be forgotten

And once I had the hockey sweater visualized, of course I had to ask the amazing lychee_jelly to draw Michael's biggest fan wearing his jersey and looking dayum fine in it, too, I might add 😘

Photo credits: I spent many happy, relaxing hours zoomed into 2000% (actually not hyperbole!) coloring in this hockey jersey template and bending this New Mexico state flag around the shoulders; NHL patch; scorpion

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drawing of hockey sweater template, front side that shows white circular logo with a serious-looking silver cartoon scorpion on grape purple jersey with white and gray sleeve and waist stripes with a New Mexico state flag patch above the number three on the shoulder drawing of hockey sweater template, back side that shows the name GUERIN in block letters and a big white number three below the name
drawing of hockey sweater template that shows helmet, grey shorts with vertical white stripe, and socks with purple knee patch, and team logo which reads NEW MEXICO STING over the New Mexico state flag drawing by lychee_jelly of chibi Alex standing shyly in Michael's hotel room between the bed and the window wearing Michael's jersey and jeans

Chapter 196: Fanart for RNM Big Bang 2024 "Plans and Promises" by morganaDW

Notes:

I am happy to share the fanart I made for morganaDW's lovely fic Plans and Promises, an 18k look into the shenanigans and loyalties involved in planning Michael and Alex's wedding in a post-series AU which you should go read 🥰

I’ve always liked collages so when I read this story and saw how certain Oasian wedding planners were thinking things should go, I had fun pulling together screenshots for the fic banner and photo-album/scrap-book type backgrounds on which to place "Polaroids" of the cast from the series finale promo shots 😁

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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fic banner composed of four photos placed around a fifth photo, which reads Plans and Promises by morganaDW for RNM Big Bang 2024 art by mythras_fire, these words are type-written on the kind of card used as a wedding reception place setting, next to a half-eaten piece of cake, knife and fork, reading glasses, and a plant branch on top of a white table cloth; photo one on upper left is a screenshot of Michael drawing on his spaceship schematic in his bunker; photo two on lower left is a screenshot of Michael playing the guitar at his and Alex's wedding reception; photo three on upper right is an edited shot of a waterside gazebo at night with the outdoor Malex kiss scene from season three episode eight superimposed inside the gazebo; photo four on lower right is a sepia-toned photo of Tyler Blackburn, likely from his instagram, showing him shirtless paused in the doorway of a walk-in closet with his hands clasping the waist of his jeans, his back to the camera

two square polaroids laying on top of creme and white tablecloths with a plate of strawberries, scrapbooking tape, and multi-colored mini flowers lying partially on top of the right photo; the left photo is a promo shot of the cast from the wedding ceremony scene in the town plaza gazebo; the right photo is another promo shot of Michael and Alex taking their vows with Max and Liz looking on in the background seven small square polaroids laying on top of a white faux-fur rug amongst a tasseled blanket, tan colored cowboy hat, black sunglasses, and cell phone holder with wrist handle; from left to right, polaroids display scenes of Michael smiling at his family and friends on stage with his guitar at the wedding reception; Isobel and Kyle looking on at the wedding ceremony; promo shots of Alex inside of and Michael next to his truck before they leave for their honeymoon; everyone cheering at the reception; Rosa and Liz talking at the reception; Maria giving Alex away at the gazebo wedding ceremony three square, one rectangular, and one traditional polaroids laying on top of or next to a photo album on top of cream and white table cloths next to a plate of strawberries and two foldout maps, a green one for Yosemite National Park and an orange one for The Grand Canyon; from right to left on the left-side page of the album, each polaroid displays a scene from their honeymoon road trip with the same kiss from Michael and Alex's wedding reception superimposed on background images of a giant arrow sticking into the ground along Route 66; a raven looking at them in front of the Grand Canyon; the End of Route 66 sign in Santa Monica; and sunset over the Pacific Ocean; on the right-side page of the album, only part of the image is visible and is an out-of-focus shot of the same kiss in front of a desert backdrop

Notes:

Fic banner photo credits: cake plate and card; gazebo; screenshots are from show; photo of Tyler Blackburn was emailed to me from a friend but is most likely from his Instagram.
Collage photo credits: two-photograph background; photos and cowboy hat background; photo album background; foldout maps; promo shots from finale

Chapter 197: Kyle Valenti is a Good Bro

Notes:

I made these for Kyle Valenti Weekend, which was celebrated last weekend (deadlines? they're more like guidelines anyway 😅) and decided to make three odes to Kyle "Good Bro" Valenti and the snark wisdom he shares with Michael, Alex, and Rosa respectively 🥰

Shoutout to lychee_jelly 🌺 for the suggestion of the Rosa scene when I asked for a third ode idea, and SaadieStuff's 🌺 episode transcripts for all the quotes.

screencap credits: 1x09 bunker scene part one and part two

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15-image sequential collage in a 3 columns by 5 rows layout of the scene from season three episode four when Michael and Kyle fix his dad's radio in Michael's bunker, with a quote from Kyle overlaid on the images that says You have someone stashed in a cave who could help you find the answers you've been searching for since you were seven years old. How about you stop licking your wounds and go talk to him 15-image sequential collage in a 3 columns by 5 rows layout of the scene from season one episode nine when Kyle, Cam, and Alex find out that there never was a Dr Holden in Roswell inside the Project Shepherd bunker, with several quotes from Kyle overlaid on the images that say Is your type angry cowboy?, Chill. I respect your choices, They're kids we grew up with. You know? They're not... that, I'm talking about a conversation, Manes, not a war 15-image sequential collage in a 3 columns by 5 rows layout of the scene from season three episode thirteen when Kyle visits Rosa under the gazebo in the plaza to surprise her with new identity credentials and tickets to New York, with two quotes from Kyle overlaid on the images that say You are officially Rosalinda Ortecho, who, I might add, is actually going on a trip to New York for a few months, I read on a mural somewhere that... cracks are where the light gets in

Chapter 198: Fanart for aydann's birthday fic!

Notes:

Happy Belated Birthday Fic and Art, aydann! 🫶🏽🥳🧁

aislynnmarie and I wanted to surprise you with something short and sweet for your birthday so, surprise! 🎉 I made cover art and picked a scene from the ficlet that she wrote to illustrate graphically, hope you enjoy it, and hope you had a fun time on your birthday! 💜

Here's the ficlet that goes with this art, isn't that just the best title EVAH 😂: Vacation Time Shouldn't Require Threats and Blindfolds by aislynnmarie

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vertical photo collage with six squares in two columns, one is title of fic, two is image of Malex's clasped hands, three is of them staring into each other's eyes, four is a kiss on lips, five is their trademark Forehead Tilt, six is text denoting that the fic is for aydann by the author and artist, background image is a starry sky over a ranch on a hill

single panel graphic of episode four eleven in the foreground showing Michael and Alex sitting on the truck bed in the pocket dimension looking up at the drive-in screen, with a background image of a dark blue starry night sky peeking through a copse of trees, perspective near the ground, with a story quote in the right hand corner where Michael tells Alex that he was Michael's new dream after UNM fell through in high school

Chapter 199: Cover art for haloud's series 'a star to steer her by'

Notes:

I am a big fan of random creative inspiration and that is just what happened earlier this week when I was tinkering with new and improved features in one of my photo-editing apps, and suddenly, I knew what to do with the screencaps I was editing.

If you haven't already, you should definitely go read haloud's Malex space bounty hunter AU series, a star to steer her by, it's a beautiful story 💜

Big hugs to lychee_jelly for the art beta 🌺

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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One-panel graphic edit showing what looks like Alex wearing an astronaut helmet, where only the bubble visor part is showing, looking out into space, with the summary of the first work in the series quoted on the left-habd side of the panel, and to the right of Alex the title, part number, and author are written One-panel graphic edit showing an outline of Michael and Alex's forehead-touching moment in the shed scene from episode one oh six, wherein a photograph of two setting suns can be seen, with an overlay of bluish-purple Oasian rain droplets sliding down a window; overlaid on the photo is a quote from the second part where Michael thinks about how being uncomfortable with Alex makes him feel more real on the left side and the title, part, and author are written on the right side One-panel graphic edit showing a darkened room where only minimal parts of Michael's face are visible in black and white as he stares off into space; to the left is a quote from the third part the describes the disappointment Michael tries not to feel when he finds the fortune nest empty that he had once taken care of in his room at home on Oasis, to the right is title, part, and author information

Notes:

Photo credits: 1st panel; 2nd panel 1st sunset, 2nd sunset; screencaps are from the show.