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1. Losing Myself to Get to You by FantabulousAss

   Fandoms: Boyfriend to Death (Visual Novels), This Is Not Romance (Webcomic)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Sep 2019

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Ren/Strade (Boyfriend to Death)
   • Ren (Boyfriend to Death)
   • Strade (BTD/TINR)
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Definitely unhealthy shit here
   • Weight Gain
   • Extreme Weight Gain
   • Weight Issues
   • Bad Romance - Freeform
   • Angst
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicide Ideation
   • Strade is fucked up
   • Ren is also fucked up
   • they are both fucked up
   • to be fair though this is BTD
   • btd
   • bad boyfriend
   • noncanon
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • Alternate Universe - Role Reversal
   • Alternate Universe
   • Slice of Life
   • Might add more tags later
   • Mental Instability
   • Past Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Abuse
   • Abuse
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Self Confidence Issues
   • Self-Doubt

   Summary

   This is an alternate universe, where these two are regular people who still manage to be completely fucked up. Strade, a softening ex-football star with a temper, realizes he peaked in high school. This does not bode well for Ren, his boyfriend since freshman year of college, who sets up an ultimatum. Strade agrees... kind of.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   14,880

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