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My Magical Universe
I stare up at the white ceiling in the dark bedroom as I suddenly wake up to the lack of warmth in the bed. Ever since I got married, my body temperature became dependent on my husband’s presence at nights. I get cold easily when he is away. Just like I am now.
Merlin used to have frequent trips concerning his former work of one of seven famous heroes, but a month ago his brothers told him to have a proper honeymoon and forget about fighting bad guys for some time. I am grateful to them for their decision. Merlin and I didn’t have a chance to spend our private time together thanks to the damages Regina caused to our White Kingdom. There was always something that needed to be done. And as a result, we lived under the same roof but merely met each other in the corridors and even in our private bedroom.
But finally my dreams come true. Merlin got a long-lasting vacation, which provided spending days at home. And nights.
Finally.
(But where is he now?)
I reach for his pillow and press it to my chest, inhaling the unique scent of my husband. But unfortunately, his pillow doesn’t give me the warmth I need right now.
I let out a disappointed groan as I stand up in the cold bed and put my pink puffy slippers on my bare feet. I adjust my long silky nightgown and brush away my hair as I head to the door, which is not closed, to my surprise.
(It seems he didn’t want to make a noise, when he was leaving.)
I walk down the semi-dark corridor of our roomed chambers towards the kitchen, thinking about the possibility that Merlin might have wanted to drink some water and it was the main reason why he left me all alone in the cold bed. I am about to turn the corner, when I notice that the door to the baby’s room is slightly open.
(I remember closing it before going to sleep.)
My heart gave me a little hint about this mystery, but I decide to check on our daughter and make sure that my feelings prove me right.
I approach the door silently and look into a crack, becoming a witness of the most heart-warming scene in the world. My dear husband is holding our three-months-old daughter in his arms and humming a gentle tune to her. His voice sounds incredibly soothing and loving. I don’t even notice as my lips form into a soft smile.
As I continue my spying, Merlin stops singing and starts whispering sweet promises to our baby. I don’t see if she is awake or not, but I am sure that she listens to his voice attentively.
(Merlin, you are the best daddy any girl can dream of.)
My beloved prince continues telling our daughter about how important she is to us and how he loves her smile.
“You have your mommy’s eyes, my little Rose White.”
With those words he lifts the baby to his face and kisses her little forehead. Then he comes to the window and stares at the night sky, telling in a quiet voice about the distant stars and the legends about some constellations.
“When you grow up, I will take you to my homeland. The stars we have there are the most beautiful in the whole world. They are magical.”
I hear him chuckling softly to himself as he shifts his gaze to our girl and smiles dreamily.
“I need to make a confession, but don’t tell your mommy about it, okay?”
Rose White didn’t make a sound of disapproving.
“When your mommy first told me that she was bearing you under her heart, I thought I would die from happiness. My life is filled with magic, but never did it shine so sparklingly bright when I am with your mommy. You are the best magic I have ever made in my life.”
My heart skips a beat as I hear his confession. I feel so much love towards him right now that it is hard to breathe. I want to embrace him and tell him everything I feel right now, but I don’t want to ruin the perfect moment the father and his daughter are sharing. So, I just swallow soundlessly the words on my tongue and decide to leave my two dearest persons in their little own world for now.
I return to the bedroom and lie down on the cold sheets, ignoring unpleasant shivers and a feeling of loneliness. I want my Merlin back in my arms, but it is too egoistical to think about it right now after everything I have witnessed this night. So, I just sigh, roll on my side and put the blanket up to my face to get warmer and hide my blush.
To my great surprise I feel two strong arms wrapping around me from behind. My body melts to the touch instantly.
“Hmm… I love you so much, Snow White.”
I hear him whispering in my ear oh so lightly. If I was asleep, I am sure I wouldn’t even hear his words, but I am wide awake right now, especially after getting his declaration of love.
(You are too sweet, Merlin. I can’t take it anymore.)
With those thoughts, I turn around in his arms to look at him and catch his face between my palms affectionately.
“Love you endlessly…”
I utter wholeheartedly before capturing his lips in a slow and sensual kiss. His mouth is slightly agape due to surprise, I think, but I don’t mind since it’s my chance to make our kiss even more fabulous.
His moan of bliss was a melody to my ears. We embrace each other dearly as we continue our little love adventure.
When our lips part, my husband looks at me with so many emotions in his sparkling eyes, that it literary takes my breath away. His next words make my heart melt.
“You are my magical universe, my queen.”
I smile at him sincerely as I lay my head on his chest and listen to his fast heartbeat. He is so warm and tender and I feel like crying from happiness he gives me.
“You and Rose White are everything to me.”
I say dreamily and feel Merlin’s arms tightening around me. Then he places a soft kiss on my forehead.
“I feel the same.”
He is here by my side and it makes me the happiest woman alive. As I fall into a deep slumber to the sound of Merlin’s harmonious heartbeat – my personal lullaby, – I dream about our family. It might be small right now but I am sure we will expand it soon. Our love will guide us to the brightest future.
I am sure of it.