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1. still learning (to love myself) by dankobah

   Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   18 Dec 2021

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rey/Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
   • Leia Organa/Han Solo
   • Jannah/Rose Tico
   • Poe Dameron/Finn
   • Kaydel Ko Connix/Original Female Character(s)
   • Rey (Star Wars)
   • Ben Solo | Kylo Ren
   • Luke Skywalker
   • Leia Organa
   • Han Solo
   • Jannah (Star Wars)
   • Rose Tico
   • Poe Dameron
   • Finn (Star Wars)
   • Kaydel Ko Connix
   • Armitage Hux
   • Phasma (Star Wars)
   • Dopheld Mitaka
   • miss americana au
   • Rey is a popstar
   • ben directs documentaries
   • they film one together
   • Anxiety Disorder
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • all the uglies of fame too
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • rey is a mix of taylor swift/halsey/kim petras
   • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • xanax use (for therapeutic reasons)
   • just generally damaged people falling in love is bound to have some squicks
   • referenced miscarriage
   • Car Accidents
   • Permanent Injury
   • Bisexuality
   • Bisexual Female Character
   • Marriage Proposal
   • Marriage
   • Therapy
   • eventual pregnancy
   • Pregnancy
   • Alcohol
   • Marijuana
   • Physical Abuse
   • Domestic Violence
   • Choking
   • (not the fun kind)
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Recovery
   • Relationship Problems

   Summary

   She still stares at him, eyes feeling watery and her arms crossing over her chest. Ben is still holding his camera as he steps closer to her and she doesn’t trust him not to be filming her right now. She shoves the camera away from her and nearly out of his hands as she storms past him, breaths rocking her lungs like a tsunami to drown.

   She snaps as she does, “Take your stupid fucking camera and get out of my life.”
    
   or

   a Miss Americana AU

   Series

   • Part 1 of SLLU (Still Learning Literary Universe)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   145,477

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