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1. How Can You Say You Love Me? by Blue_Equinox_2

   Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   04 Jul 2019

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
   • Allison Argent/Scott McCall
   • Vernon Boyd/Erica Reyes
   • Stiles Stilinski
   • Derek Hale
   • Sheriff Stilinski
   • Claudia Stilinski
   • Scott McCall
   • Isaac Lahey
   • Lydia Martin
   • Bobby Finstock
   • Melissa McCall
   • Vernon Boyd
   • Erica Reyes
   • Allison Argent
   • Aiden and Ethan (twins)
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self Confidence Issues
   • Crying Stiles
   • Crying Derek
   • Cuddling & Snuggling
   • Cutting
   • Stiles Stilinski has an Eating Disorder
   • Slow Build Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski
   • Anxiety
   • Insomnia
   • Stressed
   • Kissing
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Purging
   • Swearing
   • Hospitals
   • graphic descriptions of self-harm
   • Not Beta Read
   • sterek
   • Wendigos
   • Sad
   • Depression
   • Stiles
   • Alpha Derek Hale
   • Anorexia
   • Derek to the Rescue
   • Alpha Derek
   • Possibly Triggering
   • Read at Your Own Risk
   • Depressed Stiles
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Yes I am aware that the Sheriff's name is Noah and not John But I'm not changing it
   • On Indefinite Hiatus

   Summary

   After Stile's mother died Stiles turned to a less than healthy coping strategy. Cutting and restricting food has been his way of coping for several years and sees no end to it in sight. Enter Derek Hale. After seeing the mysterious and brooding Derek, Stiles becomes love struck but the voices in his head tell him that Derek will never return his affections. When Stiles falls prey to his old habits, something is different this time, he's not sure that he wants to ever stop. Cue Derek to save Stiles from himself.

   or...

   The one where Stiles has an eating disorder and serious self-harm complex. Things get really bad but he learns that the resident sourwolf might be the one to save him, if he lets himself be loved.

   THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED DUE TO RECOVERY FROM MENTAL ILLNESS

   Language:

   English

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