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It was Friday evening and Kaminari had had enough. Usually he was a bundle of joy, happy to be among people, but over the last few days he had been pushed to his limits and just wanted to be alone.
On Wednesday night, Kaminari may have been pleasuring himself when Mineta walked in and caught him in such an act. Now, this would have been almost passable, if it wasn’t for the fact that a toy was involved and was deep inside of him. That was the issue. And so Thursday was brought with nothing but torment from the grape little boy. Joking about him being a ‘fag’. He would push him into some guys and tell him to ‘open wide’. Kaminari had to apologise profusely for his little friend's actions.
The other males, waved him off, they were cool and would walk away. Friday morning hadn’t been too bad until they were talking in the hall and Shinso Hitoshi happened to walk past. Kaminari was only looking. Shinso had stacked himself over the last couple of months. He had such huge biceps and his chest was even broader than before. The male was walking alone past them. Kaminari continued to drink him in a little, staring at his ass as he passed. It was nice. It was rather plump and well in layman's terms; It was delicious.
“You want Shinso to fuck you hard!” Mineta shouted. Kaminari stared in horror as Shinso turned around and saw who had spoken about him. Shinso looked to Mineta who had shouted and then kept walking. Some other students had laughed at this, as Kaminari’s face had gone bright red, in absolute horror.
At the end of the day, Kaminari was beside Mineta, “Seriously dude. Don’t be disgusting. It’s embarrassing that you were stripping Shinso with your eyes. What if you are undressing me? We have bathed together? Tell me you aren’t one of those?” Mineta was a disgusting person to the girls but to guys he was alright, well tolerable. This was not the case. Kaminari swallowed the lump in his throat. He watched as Shinso walked past them.
Mineta didn’t stop, “Seriously. It’s disgusting. I might need to tell the teachers that you should shower alone. We wouldn’t want you to get the wrong idea,” he continued. “Like something is wrong with you. Girls are beautiful. Girls have soft skin. Girls have beautiful bodies. Girls have pussies. And guys are hairy oafs. They have dicks and balls. You really want that?” What made this worse for Kaminari was that they were not alone. People could hear them talk about this. Shinsou could hear them talk about this.
Kaminari had had enough. He didn’t have it in him to tell the grape haired male to shut up. So he was stuck with him, walking with everyone listening to their conversation. When they reached the dorms. Kirishima and Mina were at the doors, smiles on their faces.
“Wanna watch a movie?” Kirishima asked in excitement. Kaminari shook his head and brushed past them both.
“I’m going to my room. Leave me alone,” he tried to keep his voice pleasant but instead it came out venomous. He stormed into his room and crumbled to the floor. It had been so hard keeping back his tears but he wouldn’t let Mineta know that he had hurt him. Wouldn’t let him know that he was hurt.
He wasn’t gay...well he didn’t know. He did think Shinsou looked good. But was he just admiring his body or would he be up for dating? He had only recently started to pleasure himself with that aid and he did like it. He didn’t know if he was gay though. It just felt good. He didn’t want others to hear his wails, so he covered his mouth and cried hard , his throat burning with the screams. He just didn’t know who he was.
He didn’t want to be disgusting. He agreed with Mineta that girls were beautiful. He liked girls. He knew that much. But he couldn’t deny that Shinso Hitoshi didn't look good. He had to admit that men looked good too. They weren’t all just large hairy men. Kirishima and him had a close bond. They were also capable of being kind and caring and affectionate. It wasn’t all just about having sex. It was about a connection.
Kaminari heard a knock at his door and then his door creaked open, when he tried to rub his eyes he saw Shinso standing there awkwardly. His face softened and sat beside him on the floor. “Hey...I just...I heard what that little creep had said and well...I wanted to make sure you are okay?” Shinso scratched the back of his head. Shinso grabbed his arm and helped him to stand. He led him over to the bed and sat him down. Kaminari was surprised that he was being nice. He knew that Shinso was a nice guy. He had seen him many times since the Sports Festival and he knew he was a good person. But he was certain that Shinso would be disgusted by him.
“I’m gay,” Shinso said out loud as they sat on the bed. “I’m not here to ask you out even though I have heard positive things,” he laughed nervously. Kaminair felt awful. Did he make him uncomfortable, “Anyway...I told Mr Aizawa that I had heard Mineta be very homophobic which is not accepted at UA,” Shinso continued. “Even if you are 100% straight, that stuff was just embarrassing getting belittled by that pervert. I know it’s none of my business but the fact that this has distraught you, you are either into guys or even unsure,” Shinso said the last part in a whisper.
Kaminari nodded his head, “I don’t know,” he whispered. He was the first person to let him know that he was potentially into guys. Shinso nodded his head like he understood. “But I also like women.”
“So you could bi-sexual,” Shinso suggested. Kaminari had obviously heard of bisexuals before. He didn’t live under a rock but the idea of him being one seemed like a foriegn concept to him. That was an option.
“Also...it’s okay not to know if you’re into guys. Those things that Mineta said were awful. I felt awful just hearing that. But you know that isn’t the case right?” Shinso continued. “Being gay isn’t disgusting and the shower thing was just way out of line,” Shinso continued.
Kaminari lay back on his bed and let out a deep sigh. He wiped his eyes with his hoodie sleeve, “So how long have you known and how?” Kaminari asked. Shinso smiled at him softly. He leaned forward, his hands on his knees.
“Well...I have two dads. Not that it was an influence. I just wanted to let you know that it might have been easier for me because of my situation. Anyway...I first knew that I was gay when I was 12. So not that long. Anyway in middle school, I didn’t have many friends and girls just didn’t interest me. Some of the guys in my class were dating girls and I just wasn’t into it. However...I had a male teacher. Nothing ever happened. But he was nice looking. And then I noticed guys more than girls. And I had crushes on males in anime. And that was about it,” Shinso shrugged.
Kaminari heard another knock at his door and watched as Mr Aizawa popped his head round, “Oh Shinso. You had the same idea,” he said walking into the room.
“I just came to see if you are okay? Shinsou told me the things Mineta was saying and we don’t tolerate homophobia here, so he has been expelled. There are no ifs or butts. Those words were extremely homophobic and cannot be viewed as a joke as he tried to claim,” Aizawa explained. “I would stick around to ensure you are okay, but I think Shinso has this covered,” Aizawa stated and left.
Homophobic. He had been homophobic. He had told him that he was disgusting. Shinso also felt uncomfortable in this situation, and he had only second hand heard it. He wasn’t the one who had that negative energy directed at him. Shinso took Kaminari’s hand and Kaminari stared at their hand that was being held. Shinso ran his thumb over the top of his hand and he closed his eyes. It was rather soothing.
“Thank you...by the way. I appreciate you coming to check up on me,” Kaminari muttered. Shinso nodded his head.
“Any time,” Shinso smiled softly at him and Kaminari closed his eyes and just took steady breaths. He still didn’t know what or who he was but having spoken to Shinso, he did feel better that what or whomever he was, it was okay.