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The sun shines, shines so bright that he blinds us, burn our skin with a gentle heat. He overflows the world with his holy light, with his colors, wonderful orange, world changing warm. There are the stars, pieces of the Sun that float, that dance in the sky and run playfully into the passants hair.
And there is his smile. His bright smile that would shine during tempest and comfort hearts and broken souls. His smile once put on my heart thousands of colorful bandages, kept me warm even while the greatest tempest that could rage into my own self.
Endo always had this great aura that gives the urge to follow him, to give everything to help him in every single of his strange ideas that could just fail, without any safety net in case, nothing. But he has this light, this strength that pulled us through anything, that kept us going shining even brighter every time.
It gives me the strength to fight against my demons, to smile. With him at my side, I am not anymore. It is as if the world was actually accessible, as if I could love it without fear, as if every turment that I lived was nothing anymore. I can take over the world, and maybe even beyond, with him being next to me.
If Endo was a flower, he would have been a sunflower. A big and elegant sunflower, that turns toward the sky, loving clouds and sun’s rays. He would be wonderful, eye’s catching. A world’s wonder that would make people travel just to see him.
And I, I would love him. I would love him as much as I love him today.
I smile, because he is there, right there, his head resting on my chest, talking with this overwhelming joy into his voice, about a thousands of things that I can’t really remember. But he is there, right there. And he comfort me, warm me up.
And I have the right to love him, that wonderful sunflower, just like the warmest star in the sky.