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    “I really, really am going to miss this – even talking to you like this. Just, just holding onto that bit of hope that you’re not-“, Martin cuts himself off then, because Jon is as much not dead as he is awake and moving about, “it’s nice to just pretend for a bit, I guess”

    Jon’s skin is cool and dry where Martin’s fingers brush against it and Martin squeezes his eyes shut as he lowers his hand.

    “It’s probably for the best if I don’t come here again anyway. Time I stop lying to myself and secretly wait for you to just wake up because you hear my voice. God knows, I’m the last person you’d wake up for anyway”

    He doesn’t quite manage to keep the bitterness out of his voice, but then again, Jon probably can’t really hear him anyway so why bother? – And now he’s imagining, he can hear Jon’s breath. He really has to get out of here and just let go. For once in his life.

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    Allegedly, there are no positive powers at work in the universe.

    Allegedly, the archivist wakes up from his coma after six months and proceeds to trudge through season 4 miserable and alone.

    Allegedly, there won't be a happy ending.

     

    Allegedly.

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