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The others at the funeral looked at Taiyang Jr. and they thought they knew what was going on inside that head. They could imagine the sort of grief a son on the edge of manhood felt for his dead father. The brave face he put on for his sister and stepmother as he became the man of the house just a little too soon.
What a load of bullshit. Taiyang Xiao Long Jr. didn’t feel much of anything and he fucking hated himself for it. What kind of selfish son was he, wrapped up in his head as they put his father in the ground? The things he was thinking made him want to scream. Made him wish he were the one in the ground and not his father. Made him wish he wasn’t such a goddamn piece of shit to throw away his father’s name the moment he was six feet under.
Made him wish he could have told him that maybe his firstborn had been his daughter, not his son.Or, in which Taiyang dies in the middle of Yang's gender crisis.
This fic contains lots of suicidal ideation, gender dysphoria, self-loathing, and all the nastiness that comes with it. It is not for everyone.
Abandoned/unfinished