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"Katsuki where the fuck are you?" the voice of my boyfriend called out as the front door slammed. 'Shit he's home early' i thought to myself as i hastily ran to the door to greet him."Yes Shindou" i muttered looking down at my feet and he gripped my hair before slapping me."What did i tell you about muttering you idiotic bitch?" he asked angrily pushing me to the floor before kicking me in my stomach. He continued beating me until he felt exhausted and he spat at me before heading towards our room. 'What the fuck did i do to deserve this is this payback for bulling Deku?' i asked myself wincing as i stood up. I hurriedly ran to the bathroom ignoring the pain knowing that Shindou would hit me again if i didn't clean myself up. I glanced at my reflection and cringed before wiping off the blood that was dripping from my nose. I carefully inspected the deep purple bruises that littered my body before a loud sob escaped my body.

I couldn't go back to my parents because i was afraid what Shindou would do to them especially the old hag and i didn't have friends i could call because i wasn't allowed to have a phone. I once tried to call the police with his phone while he was in the bathroom and it resulted in him beating me to near death. I was so lost in my thoughts that i didn't even notice that the bathroom door opened before a large hand tugged at my hair."There you are baby i'm fucking horny" Shindou said with a sickeningly sweet smile and lust clouded eyes before harshly pulling me out of the bathroom."P-please i d-don't want this" i pleaded,tears streaming down my face as i was thrown onto the bed and a deep growl sent shivers down my spine."You do what i say you fat ungrateful bitch i didn't have to be with your fat ass so be thankful that i chose you slut" He shouted and i whimpered before submitting. The old me would have fought back but i learned the hard way that it was useless because he was twice my size and had way more muscle. The over sized shirt that covered my frame was quickly snatched off along with my underwear and i sobbed as a familiar object covered in a cold liquid poked my entrance. I gasped as the object started to vibrate and i gritted my teeth as the vibrator was pushed further inside me.

A moan escaped my lips and Shindou smirked before pouring some lube over his huge cock."W-ahh-ait y-you can't put it in yet" i pleading and he rolled his eyes before forcefully slamming his member inside me causing my vision to blur. I released a strangled moan as he wrapped his large hands around my neck before thrusting faster inside me.He left a trail of hickey all over my neck and torso before harshly biting down on my shoulder"I. Can't. Breath" i gasped as i tried to loosen his grip which only resulted in him pounding harder inside me pushing the vibrator further."I'm cumming" i cried out as his thrusts became sloppier and rougher. A warm liquid oozed inside me and i grabbed my dick before jerking myself off."You don't get to cum yet" Shindou said smacking my cheek and i winced before grabbing his arm."P-please let me cum i'll be good" i whispered as tears slipped down my cheeks and he smirked at me before pulling me into a kiss. His large hand gripped my dick firmly and i moaned as i came onto my stomach. " Clean yourself up" he muttered and i nodded ignoring the pain that shot through my spine as i struggled to get up.

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"MINA WE NEED TO GO!" i screamed at my best friend and roommate who was busy screaming her lungs out to Mt.Lady's new album."Ugh you're no fun Kirishima" she mumbled running her perfectly manicured hand through her fluffy, bubble gum pink hair. I playfully glared at her and she grinned at me before snickering at my appearance."What not spiking your hair today?"she asked teasingly and i groaned before grabbing one of the hoodies belonging to my favorite band Crimson Riot."Still obsessed i see" Mina mumbled as she gave my appearance a once over."Its the manliest band ever!" i exclaimed before grabbing her arm to pull her out the door."Denks is probably wondering why were late and knowing that idiot he would probably get us kicked out" my best friend muttered gingerly as we ran down the stairs and i snickered before flicking her nose."Remember that kid i had a crush on in college who used to call him dunce face?" i asked and she frowned before nodding as realization."Didn't he drop out a month before graduation which was weird because he was on the honor role every year" she mumbled before shaking her head."Well enough about him lets get to the cafe before Denki sets something on fire.....again" She mumbled referring to the time that our idiot of a friend managed to set ablaze a pop of boiling water.

"Where the hell have you guys been we even ordered already while you guys were out probably fucking or some shit!" Denki shouted as we walked through the doors of the cafe and his boyfriend,Shinsou,glared at him before turning towards us."What he meant to say was that we've been waiting on you guys for a while" Shinsou mumbled tiredly before yawning."You know you should really see a doctor about your insomnia eye bags and Denks fuck you" Mina teased as we sat beside the happy couple.

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"Katsuki get up fat ass i'm having a friend over so get out" Shindou shouted glaring at me while tugging harshly at my hair and i winced before turning towards him."W-what?" i asked stuttering and he smacked me across the face before pulling me towards him."Not only are you a useless bitch you're also deaf too i said get out" he said through gritted teeth and i nodded before quickly heading to the closet to grab a pair of shorts and an over sized hoodie to hide most of the bruises that littered my body. I ignored the pain when i bent down to pick up my favorite pair of sneakers before heading to the bathroom to shower and get dressed. This wasn't the first time Shindou had one of his 'friends' over and it wouldn't be the last.

As i gently rinsed the cinnamon scented shampoo out of my hair i couldn't help but reach for the box of razors that i kept under the bathroom sink.I carefully took out on knowing that if he caught me, he would probably carve another S into my pale skin. I quickly made 5 small cuts on each wrist before carefully hiding the box of razors back under the sink. I carefully treated my wounds before throwing on the hoodie and shorts before slipping my sneakers on. Shindou was sitting on the couch with a beer in his hand and his phone in the other and i walked over to him nervously."C-can i g-go to the p-park?" i asked picking at my nails and he grunted before glaring at me."I don't care where you want to go just get the fuck out" he hissed grabbing me by the collar and i whimpered before scampering out the door.

A few stray tears rolled down my cheeks and i sniffed before quickly wiping them away.'"Stupid Shindou" i muttered to myself as i walked towards the park near my apartment complex. As i neared the cafe that was near the entrance of the swings i accidentally bumped into someone who sent me tumbling to the floor. I turned to glare at the tall redhead turned towards me with a confused look on his face."Aren't you gonna apologize for bumping into me asshole?" i hissed brushing off my sweater to glare at the tall idiot. "I'm sorry man i didn't see you there" he muttered nervously."Do you always have that injured kitty vibes?"some idiot with blond hair asked me and i sneered at him before storming off."Fuck you off brand pikacu" i mumbled before making my way towards the swings."Wait i'm sorry he didn't mean it like that i- hey you're bleeding!" the redhead called out and i promptly ignored him before claiming the middle swing as my own."Oi loser if you really want to apologize leave me the fuck alone" i muttered quietly as the taller male quietly sat beside me.

"How about we make a deal you tell me your name and i'll leave you alone deal?" the man asked as he gently placed his hand on my shoulder. I rolled my eyes before shrugging it off."Katsuki Bakugou what's yours loser?" i asked gruffily and he brushed off my insult before smiling at me.

"Ejirou Kirishima"

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'Why does that name sound so familiar?' i asked myself as the sharp toothed idiot continued to ramble on beside me."Are you expecting me to kiss your ass now that you've told me your name fucker?" i asked turning towards the redheaded idiot who was looking at me with a goofy grin on his face. His friend with the bright pink hair giggled and i glared at her before turning to face shitty hair."Pretty big words for a kid" he mumbled the stupid shit eating grin still etched onto his features and i resisted the urge to punch him straight in the jaw."I'm 23 you dumb fuck i'm probably older than half of you idiots!" i shouted jabbing my fingers into his chest and he chuckled before grabbing my wrists. wrists a "We're the same age dummy" he said giving my wrists a tight squeeze and I flinched before pulling out of his grip. Kirishima frowned and was about to say something before he was abruptly stopped by one of his friends."Sorry to interrupt whatever is going on here but we need to go Kiri we're gonna miss the movie" the pink bitch called out and he nodded before turning towards me."It was nice talking to you i guess?" he muttered rubbing the back of his neck with a faint blush spreading across his cheeks and i scoffed before storming off. "Yeah yeah it was great talking to you too you fucking idiot" i shouted at the top pf my lungs earning a few glares from the parents who were busy scurrying after their kids and i flipped them off."Bakugou wait text me when you get home" Kirishima blurted out handing me a piece of paper with a number on it but before i could even reply he was already sprinting towards his ragtag band of fools.

'Maybe i could borrow Shindou's phone to text-no if he finds out who knows what he's going to do' i thought to myself as i stuffed the piece of paper into my pocket. The sun was already begining to set by the time i arrived at my apartment just in time to see Shindou angrily storming out the door."Where the fuck were you slut?" he asked harshly gripping my jaw and i winced before looking down at my shoes."I w-was at the park" i stuttered and he sighed heavily before pulling me inside the apartment. He threw me to the floor and began to kick me repeatedly ,ignoring my pleas for him to stop,before grabbing my hair. Blood,snot and tears streamed down my face and i flinched as he cupped my cheek.

"Are you alright did i go too hard?" he asked with a sadistic smile as he gently swiped his thumb across my cheek and i carefully nodded.He smiled at me before placing a small kiss on my lips. I tried to pull away but he pried open my lips before harshly slipping his tongue inside my mouth. I shuddered as a wave of disgust washed over me before impulsively melting into the kiss. Shindou pulled away with a victorious smirk on his face and i winced before slowly making my way back to the bathroom to change.As i rummaged through my pocket looking for the number a chill ran down my spine.'SHIT YOU LOST IT YOU FUCKING IDIOT!' i thought to myself as i desperately looked at the bathroom door."Please don't let Shindou find it" i murmured to myself as threw on a black tank top and a pair of booty shorts before heading to the kitchen to start dinner.

"What are you making Kat?" Shindou asked peeling off his shirt and a pool of emptiness settled in the pit of my stomach when i noticed hickeys and scratch marks that did not belong to me."I-i'm making K-Katsudon" i muttered ignoring the urge to push him off as he wrapped his large hands around my waist."W-where did you g-get those?" i asked nervously as he began to nibble on my neck and he grunted before kissing my cheek."Don't worry about it" he hissed before heading to the bathroom to take a shower. I took this time to search the floors before i thankfully stumbled upon the folded piece of paper."Maybe i could borrow Shindou's phone if i'm good" i muttered to myself as i began the dinner preparations.

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"Babe are you ok?" Shindou asked with faux concern as he trailed his fingers along one of the many bruises that littered my face causing shivers to run down my spine."I'm fine" i hissed a little harsher that i intended and was quickly reprimanded with a quick slap across my cheek."Did i say you could raise your voice bitch" he hissed gripping my jaw and i flinched before shaking my head."I'm sorry i didn't mean to" i mumbled picking at my nails and he smiled at me before pulling me into his lap. "Can y-you please l-let me go i need to go back to the k-kitchen" i stuttered trying to pry his hands apart and he groaned before squeezing my waist as i walked away.

The Katsudon was finished so i quickly filled our bowls before carefully bringing Shindou's to the dining room. Shindou didn't allow me to eat with him so i usually sat in the kitchen to finish my dinner in silence.

As i quietly set the table Shindou's hands snaked around my waist and began to fiddle with my shorts and i moaned before pushing him away."T-the food will get cold" i muttered and he sighed before taking his seat at the table."C-could i b-borrow your phone?" i asked quietly and he groaned before sliding it across the table."T-thanks" i whispered and he smirked at me before gripping my chin."Don't worry Katsuki you'll pay me back later won't you" he demanded and i hesitantly nodded before heading to the kitchen. I quickly typed in the number to send Kirishima a message before deleting his contact.

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"Kiri why aren't you drinking with us" Mina slurred as she threw her arms around my shoulders."My phone just vibrated i'll be right back" i mumbled before heading out to the hallway of our apartment.

xxxxxxxx- This is Katsuki thanks for today but please don't try to call this number again

Tetsutetsu- Can i come over

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'"Shit he didn't go easy on me did he?" i mumbled to myself gingerly as i cleaned the various bite marks and bruises that littered my neck and chest. My nipples were so red and swollen to the point that it hurt to even touched them and i sighed before carefully applying band aids over them. I winced as the fabric of my shirt grazed against a fresh bruise and i blinked away the tears that prickled in the corner of my eyes before walking out of the bathroom. A pair of arms snaked around my waist and i flinched as Shindou's head nuzzled deeper into my neck, his teeth grazing the bruised flesh.

"I'm horny Kat" Shindou's gruff voice whispered as he bucked his hips forward causing me to feel the massive hard on through his shorts. I tried to pull myself out if his grip but that only seemed to turn him on more.Low growls rumbled from within his chest and i shivered as he gripped my chin to plant a kiss against my busted lip, ignoring the blood that gushed from the wound. I gasped as he slipped his hands between my thighs and i shuddered before pushing him off."Come on whore you know you want it" Shindou growled harshly gripping my hair and i shrieked as he punched my stomach.

"Please s-stop" i cried out as he tore off my clothes and he grunted before grabbing my throat.Black dots started to decorate my field of vision but before i could pass out i was saved by the sound of Shindou's phone ringing. He sighed as he released my neck and i coughed before sniffling. I carefully made my way towards our bedroom and avoided Shindou's fearsome gaze as i pushed past him. As i closed the door behind me i breathed a sigh of relief that he didn't try to stop me. I rummaged around the closet before pulling out a hoodie to cover up the newly formed bruises that littered my arms and ribs."Shit i ran out of bandages" i mumbled to myself as i rummaged through the first aid kit.

The bedroom door was kicked open by a seething Shindou and i flinched as he angrily grabbed a suit from the closet."Oi Kat i got a call from work so i'm gonna be gone for a while so come here" he muttered as he got dressed and i shakily nodded before walking towards him. He wrapped his arms around my waist and i stiffened as he nuzzled into my neck before pushing me away."Please behave Katsuki" he growled as he fastened his tie and i shivered before clearing my throat.

"I-I uhm have to go grocery shopping t-today" i stuttered as i glanced at my feet and he gripped my chin before growling."Fucking fine" he hissed as he handed me a couple hundred yen. I smiled and Shindou rolled his eyes before grabbing my throat." You're fucking lucky that I didn't make you starve"he whispered as he nipped at my neck earning a strangled moan. He smirked at me as he grabbed the car keys before walking out and I shivered as I pulled up my hoodie. The front door slammed and I sighed before grabbing my shoes." I might be able to buy some new razors too" I muttered to myself tiredly as I sulked towards the door.

The walk to the store went off without a hitch,except for the occasional odd stare from some extra on the street. The building soon came into focus and I sighed before pushing the door open. A blast of cool air came rushing at me and I shivered before pulling up the hood of my sweater.

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"Midorya it's so glad you and Todoroki could make it" Mina screeched as she pulled the couple into a bone crushing hug and I chuckled before pulling her off."You're no fun Kirishma" she grumbled pouting and I sighed before dropping her."Bitch I just got my nails done" she hissed as she kicked my shin and I let out a pained groan while Sero snickered as he pulls his girlfriend in for a kiss.

"It's nice to see you too Mina" Midorya giggled as Todoroki ran a hand through the shorter male's unrurly green hair.

"Ugh you two are so cute it's disgusting" Momo whispered teasingly with a smirk on her face as she intertwined her fingers with Jirou's before turning towards me. "Me and Jirou are heading to the convenience store for some snacks you guys want anything?"she asked as she adjusted her ponytail.

"I mean I could I pay I stole my dad's credit card" Todoroki mumbled Midorya sighed before smiling at his lover.

"Why don't we all go we could even buy some snacks for Uraraka and Tsu?" I suggested ignoring Todoroki's dream of making his father go bankrupt. "Don't worry you'll get to max out your dad's credit card when we get to the mall" Mina yelled excitedly and I rolled my eyes before scoffing.

"Are we going or not?" I asked the group of idiots behind me and they cheered as I pinched the bridge of my nose.

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"Who the fuck decided to put the first aid supply's so high" I grumbled to myself as I desperately tried to grab some bandaids.

"Do you need some help?" Some pink haired extra asked and I groaned before glaring at her.

"I'd like to see you fucking try" I hissed and she giggled before grabbing one with ease."Thanks I guess" I mumbled turning towards her and she gasped as she inspected the bruises that covered my face and neck.

"Are you ok?"she asked and I huffed before walking away." I don't need your fucking pity extra" I grumbled before walking towards the next isle.

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Katsuki you fucking idiot why did you agree to go with him couldn't you just have ignored the stupid Deku?' I thought to myself as I squirmed further into the seat under the intense gaze of forest green eyes before crossing my arms wit a snarl. "Did you just bring me here to gawk at me or are you gonna fucking talk" I growled nervously as the green haired idiot chuckled. "Kacchan you never change do you? Aren't you going to order anything I'll pay" He muttered with a chuckle as he took a sip of his milkshake and I narrowed my eyes before shaking my head. "I'm not hungry" I whispered as I bit the inside of my cheek before clearing my throat.

"Look Deku the only reason I agreed to do this was because you wanted to talk" I huffed as I tugged at my sleeves and he sighed in annoyance before crossing his arms. "It's about aunty Mitsuki after you left she's been worried sick about you especially since you haven't called or texted her in over a year" Deku droned on eyeing me worriedly as I bit back the sudden urge to cry and I scoffed taking shallow breaths to calm myself down before glaring at him. "If the old hag really wanted to see me she would've probably hired the entire police department just for the sake of finding me" I joked snatching the nerd's milkshake before taking a huge sip. "Hey I was drinking that" he protested with a pout and I smirked at him before sticking my tongue out at him. "Get another one" I muttered as I scanned the warmly lit café admiring the homey decorations and calm atmosphere. "It was really good to see you again Katsuki maybe we could meet up sometime my friends are waiting" Deku huffed sadly as he handed me a slip of paper motioning towards the glass door and I rolled my eyes as I spotted the red headed idiot from yesterday among the small group of people. "Say hi to the old hag for me I'll call her when I get the chance" I whispered as I watched Deku gather his things before paying the bill.

"Are you going to need a ride home I'm sure Todoroki wouldn't mind one more person tagging along and I'm not taking no for an answer plus you do have a lot of bags to carry on your own" Deku suggested and I blushed as I suddenly realized just how tall he'd gotten before clearing my throat. " Fine I could use the help" I whispered defeated as he loaded the groceries in the trunk and I turned to glare at the red head you was staring at me with a shark toothed grin. "The fuck are you staring at idiot" I spat under my breath and he chuckled lightheartedly. "Its great to see you again too" the idiot whispered with a smile and I huffed before turning face the rest of the group. "Guys this is Kacchan, my childhood friend I was talking about" Deku said as he grabbed my hand with a beaming smile and I blushed before snatching my arm away and he giggled before turning to his friends. "You guys go on without me Todoroki and I will meet you guys later" he muttered before grabbing the hand of a dual-haired guy. 'So this must be Todoroki'  I tiredly thought to myself as I gingerly got into the back of the car not wanting to burden them any longer. "Kacchan, that's a really cute nickname" the shitty haired bastard mumbled as he sat beside me with a chuckle and I huffed before glaring at him. "Whatever baby shark where's Deku- I mean Izuku?" I asked uninterested as I stared out the window just in time to catch the nerd making out with half n' half. "They're a little occupied as you can see also baby shark?" the big red idiot asked with an adorable yet dumb look on his face and I rolled my eyes holding back a smile as I gestured at his teeth and I giggled to myself as I watched as his face lit up.

'Adorable-dumb I meant dumb stupid fucking thoughts'  I angrily berated myself as the humming of the engine jolted me from my line of thought. "So where are we going to drop you off?" halfie's monotone voice drawled as he scanned me and I instinctively clawed at my sweater sleeves before muttering a reply. " XYZ apartment complex just a few blocks away" I muttered timidly as I rummaged through my pockets before pulling out a thin white and grey keycard. "What a coincidence that's where I live too we have so much in common!" baby shark muttered excitedly with a wide grin and I rolled my eyes before kicking his shin. "Whatever shitty hair don't get too excited" I huffed, heart pounding in erratically in my chest as the large building came into view and the car came to a stop at the massive gates. "Hey my hair isn't too different from yours you know" the red head huffed as he and Deku got out of the car to help unload the trunk. "It was really good to see you again Katsuki I'll tell mom and aunty Mitsuki that I saw you today" the greenette mumbled as he pulled me into a hug and I blushed before pushing him off. "Whatever nerd, it was good seeing you too I guess?" I whispered as my cheeks reddened and Midoriya smiled at me before heading back to the car.

"So you two seem close" baby shark whispered teasingly as he gathered my bags with a toothy smile before walking towards the entrance before I was able to protest." I was more than capable of carrying those on my own I don't need your pity" I hissed stuffing my hands into my sweater pockets and the tall idiot grinned as he flexed his muscles. "It just wouldn't be manly if I left you to carry all of these alone" he said with a serious expression and I resisted the urge to laugh as I pointed towards my door. "Thanks for the help or whatever you really didn't have to do this" I muttered as I fumbled with my keycard and red smiled before petting my head. I left something at home plus I got to spend time with you so we both benefit" he whispered with a smile as he waved and I clicked my tongue ignoring the sound of my heart ponding in my ears before quickly maneuvering the groceries inside. I carefully closed the door  before setting the bags aside to get started on dinner as Shindou wouldn't be home until the late afternoon.

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By the time I finished making dinner and all the groceries were carefully backed away the front door was angrily flung open and I flinched as Shindou loudly slammed the door. "How was work" I asked with a tremor in my voice as he tiredly loosened his tie before wrapping his arms around my waist. "My fucking boss decided that it would have been best to pas the promotion off to someone else but since they declined I ultimately got the job" he replied with a groan as he pecked my cheek and I shivered as he walked over to the refrigerator to grab a beer. "D-dinner's on the table if your hungry" I mumbled as I grabbed a small dish before sitting in the corner ignoring my stomach's pangs of hunger as I quickly ate the small portion of food I was allowed .Shindou finished eating soon after and I loaded the plates into the dishwasher before heading to the bathroom to puke. As I inspected the bruises form the previous nights I noticed that the ones that were around my ribs had gotten darker and uglier overnight. I hissed as I carefully bandaged the area clenching my teeth whenever the pain became too much to bear.

"Kats, come here" Shindou called from the sofa and I shakily headed towards the living room and he patted his thigh signaling me to sit. I watched with cold eyes as he began to hungrily run his fingers across my chest before attacking my neck. "Do you think I could get a job?" I blurted out randomly remembering the help wanted sign I had seen somewhere in the café earlier and he scoffed as he nibbled the flesh along my nape. "Why would you need one when I have more than enough money to take care of you plus who would want to have someone like you to work for them?" He questioned as he kneaded the flesh of my inner thigh and I shivered as his grip on my waist tightened. "It's just that I never leave the house and it gets lonely here could I have a phone instead I swear I wont call anyone but you I just need something to kill time" I pleaded pathetically as he began to strip me of my remaining articles of clothes and he smirked before shoving me harshly into the sofa.

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'My body hurts did Shindou go too far?' I winced to myself as my vision blurred and I groaned as I felt a hand gently place a cold washcloth across my forehead. "You passed out last night how are you feeling any muscle pain?" Shindou asked as he carefully handed me a few tablets and a glass of water before gently tucking me in and I shook my head with an inaudible groan. "Get some rest I'll clean up tonight" Shindou whispered as he kissed my forehead and I cautiously took note of his massive frame lying next to me before groggily cuddling into the warmth of his body as my vision slowly faded to black.

The sounds of pots clanging violently jolted me awake and I nervously stumbled out of bed tripping on the tangled sheets that littered the ground in the process. I released a pained groan as Shindou loudly barged into the room with a worried look plastered across his face. "Your temperature went down, are you feeling better?" he asked as he helped me up and I nodded as I watched him run a hand through his hair. "I'm hungry" I mumbled tiredly under my breath as he carefully hoisted me up onto his back before making his way to the kitchen. I noticed I was wearing an oversized sweater which I assumed belonged to Shindou as he was shirtless. "I made you some omurice, this should help you to regain your strength" he whispered tenderly as he placed the dish around the table before motioning at me to take a seat. I nervously took a bite, holding the fork with trembling hands wondering if this was a test and if I was going to be punished. A voice in my head screamed at me to throw up but I ignored them scoffing down as much food as I could before peeking from underneath my eyelashes to see Shindou glancing at me with a small smile.

"Slow down Kats you might choke" He chuckled, wiping off a bit of ketchup that was smeared at the corner of my lips before placing a gentle kiss on my forehead. "When you're finished we'll wash up together. I need to take you shopping for some new clothes since you barely have any" Shindou mumbled as he began to gather the utensils that were laying around on the table and I quickly finished the remainder of my food before bringing the plate to the dishwasher. "Go and wash up I'll join you in a bit" he mumbled as he tucked a bit of unruly ash blonde hair behind my ear. I somberly walked towards the bathroom, stripping out of my clothes before looking at myself in the mirror.

The bruises on my ribs were almost healed and I traced over the areas that were once riddled in deep purple and I sighed as I turned the shower on before stepping under the hot water. The bathroom door was opened just as the hot water was beginning to scald my skin, and Shindou opened the glass door to the shower before wrapping his large arms around my waist. "God you're so pretty" he whispered in a low voice as he trailed kisses along my neck. I shuddered in terror as I felt his massive length press against my ass and I hastily turned around before pushing him away. "Don't worry Katsuki, I'll use your thighs" he whispered soothingly in my ear as I carefully turned around gasping as I felt his member rub against my own. "I'll make sure we both enjoy this" Shindou said with a smirk as he pulled me into a kiss.

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"Kats are you done getting dressed?" Shindou asked as he carefully fixed his coat and I nodded as I brushed a strand of hair behind my ear. Once I was satisfied with how I looked, I hurriedly threw my only pair of shoes on almost falling in the process causing Shindou to burst out laughing. I blushed, embarrassed as I tried to cover it up with a scowl as I tried to march out the door. He held my wrist pulling me back into his massive form as he enveloped me into a hug.

"I'm sorry for laughing at you" he mumbled as he placed small yet passionate kisses on my neck and I rolled my eyes before flicking his forehead. "I'm not mad stupid, just embarrassed" I huffed with an eyeroll before bending down to tie my shoe laces. "Lets go before it gets too late" he muttered as he grabbed his car keys, taking my hand in his as we hurriedly rushed through the door.

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"I think we need to find you some clothes that fit, but it's gonna be tricky since you're so thin" Shindou mumbled as he picked up outfits from off the rack shoving them into the shopping cart I was holding. A tank top saying 'Ground Zero' caught my eye and I nervously tugged on Shindou's coat pointing on the piece of clothing and he chuckled ruffling my hair as he added it to the cart. I bit the inside of my cheek to stop myself from smiling, spacing out in thought as we walked towards the counter. Shindou snapped his fingers in front of my face and I flinched before nervously looking at him.

"You pay I need to get something for you" he muttered as he handed me his credit card and I nodded as I watched his large frame disappear. "That will be xxxxx yen" the cashier said with a small smile and I quickly paid before placing all the clothing into the shopping bag. "You two are a very cute couple, I can see that you guys are in love" she mumbled and I blushed before quietly thanking her. I heard a faint giggle and I frowned as I stepped out of the store. 'He hits me.....but it's for my own good. Shindou loves me.....-' A hand on my shoulder broke my train of thought and I spun around to face a familiar mop of spiky red hair. "I swear you must be stalking me or some shit" I muttered with a scowl, ignoring the fact that I somehow felt better once Kirishima showed up.

He pouted and I resisted the urge to reach out and pet the idiot. "I swear I wasn't I just saw you and decided to come over but I wouldn't mind stalking you....not to be creepy or anything" he mumbled blushing in what I rolled my eyes to what I assumed to be a horrible attempt at flirting which my stupid heart went batshit crazy over. "I'm going to pretend that I didn't hear that bullshit" I muttered smirking at his clearly embarrassed state, crossing my arms and he chuckled nervously before clearing his throat. "S-so what brings you here?" he asked fumbling with the hem of his shirt and I rolled my eyes before scoffing. "Was that the best you could come up with?" I asked smiling at the red headed idiots pain and he winced. "If you don't have anything better to talk about I'll be on my way-" I muttered with a smile but stopped midway through my sentence once I noticed Shindou's piercing glare causing me involuntarily shudder.

"I-I need to go" I whispered trying to walk away before I could anger Shindou anymore but Kirishima grabbed my hand before pulling me towards him. 'You idiot we're both gonna get in trouble'  I wanted to say but I bit my tongue not wanting to worry him. "Look what I'm trying to ask is if you'd be free by any chance?" he whispered with his stupid puppy eyes which always seemed to work on me no matter how stressful the situation was and I clenched my teeth before smiling at him. "I appreciate the offer...b-but I do need to get going. Maybe next time" I muttered hurriedly walking towards my abuser- boyfriend who said nothing as we walked towards the car. "What's that?" I asked finally noticing the bag in his other hand trying to lighten the mood but it seemed to only make it worse.

"Get in the fucking car" he hissed as he slammed the trunk and I carefully walked towards the passenger seat with trembling hands. As I sat down his fist came in contact with my stomach and I cried out as pain racked through my body. 

"I'll deal with you when we get home"

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"Kirishima, there you are. I turned my back for on second and you've already wandered off" Mina huffed as she dramatically leaned against my shoulder, trying desperately to catch her breath. "I was only gone for a few minutes" I whispered with a chuckle causing her to roll her eyes before shoving the shopping bags to my chest. " You left me to carry these all on my own....the nonexistent humanity" she screeched as she threw her hands over her forehead mockingly and I rolled my eyes trying to contain my laughter. "Whatever you say Mina" I retorted sarcastically as we walked towards the rest of our friends causing her to playfully punch me in the arm.

"There you guys are" Denki shouted as he ran over towards us, playfully grabbing onto my shoulders nearly causing me to drop the shopping bags in the process. "We were starting to get worried but I'd never pass up an opportunity to piss Enji off" Shoto said as stoic as ever as he loaded the bags into the trunk of his car as Mina begrudgingly shoved his father's credit card into his back pocket. "I'm just glad I remembered to buy this cute lil horn headband I saw the other day. It was almost out of stock" Mina mumbled with a grin as she slipped on the headband which strangely complimented her bright pink hair.

"Would you two shut up and lets go I wanna get blackout drunk" Denki whined as he held up the case of beer causing Mina to roll her eyes. "You should lay off the drinking remember when you almost electrocuted yourself" I said with a grin reminiscing about the time Denki almost shoved a fork in the outlet of our apartment thinking it would give him superpowers earning him the nickname chargebolt. 

"Hey in my defense it looked way easier in the movies" He huffed, the tips of his ears turning a light shade of red.

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My heart pounded against my ribcage as Shindou opened the front door flinching as he grabbed my wrist as he dragged me inside. I swallowed thickly as Shindou turned towards me with murderous look in his eyes, throwing me against the floor before kicking me in the face. I cried out in pain as as Shindou repeatedly kicked me in the stomach as he yelled at me. "You're such a disgusting slut Katsuki, spreading your legs for any guy who gives you the time of day" he seethed, his tone laced with unbridled anger as he knelt down to grab a fistful of my hair before forcing me into an unwanted kiss. I desperately tried to push him away my hands trembling from a mixture of fear and self disgust, yelping as I felt his nails digging into my skin hard enough to bleed. Shindou used this opportunity to shove his tongue into my mouth and I gagged at the metallic taste of my blood, as he tore my clothes off before tying my arms behind my back with his belt.

"I'm going to make sure we both enjoy this Kats" he whispered darkly as he brushed his thumb against my lips, shoving his fingers down my throat intent on using my spit as lube. My throat was hoarse and my face was covered in tears and snot by the time Shindou decided that he had punished me enough. I winced, struggling to get to my feet, hissing from the immense amount of pain as I held onto the wall to avoid falling over. Cum and blood oozed down my legs making my skin crawl in disgust as I slowly made my way to the bathroom, each step sending jolts of pain up my spine. As I flicked on the lights and glanced at the bathroom mirror I flinched upon noticing that I had a black eye, a large bruise on my cheek and a bleeding nose. My neck was covered in hickeys and painful bitemarks that throbbed when I touched them. Once I was finished with my shower ai threw on a pair of underwear and a loose t-shirt opting to forgo pants altogether as to avoid irritating the wounds on my legs.

I carefully grabbed the first aid kit before limping towards the couch, almost tripping over my own feet in the process. I hissed as I carefully dressed the wounds desperately trying to conceal the black eye before ultimately giving up. Shindou angrily barged in through the front door holding the shopping bags from earlier and I curled up into a ball unsure if his anger was directed at me. An unreadable emotion flashed across his features as he glanced at the first aid kit, sighing before running a hand through his hair. 

"Kat I'm sorry for hitting you I-I didn't mean to....I was just so hurt at the thought of you leaving me. I love you...don't you love me?" he muttered as he lightly brushed his fingers against my eye causing my breathing to become labored. "I-I want to be left alone.....please" I begged as I used a blanket to create some distance between us. "Kat are you ok?" he asked as he grabbed my my shaking wrists.

"Don't touch me...just please leave me alone"

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Sorry this hasn't been updated in some time....But I've been extremely busy with school...applying to college the stress of knowing that sooner or later imma have to work myself through law school..but I really want to update this so please be patient......currently editing the draft i indented to post the first time