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1. The Deeper the Grief, the Deeper the Love by blackimpala

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   20 Oct 2021

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel
   • Sam Winchester
   • Bobby Singer
   • Meg Masters
   • Benny Lafitte
   • Gadreel (Supernatural)
   • Crowley (Supernatural)
   • Charlie Bradbury
   • Rowena MacLeod
   • Amara (Supernatural)
   • Lucifer (Supernatural)
   • Mary Winchester
   • Claire Novak
   • Kelly Kline (Supernatural)
   • Billie (Supernatural: Form and Void)
   • Jody Mills
   • Jack Kline
   • God | Chuck Shurley
   • Eileen Leahy
   • Adam Milligan
   • Michael (Supernatural)
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Slow Burn
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Pining
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Canon Compliant
   • References to Depression
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • this follows canon from season 7 to 15x18
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Idiots in Love
   • Fix-It

   Summary

   A restrospective of how Dean has felt every time he has lost Cas, whether because he died or because he left. It is also a retrospective of how with every passing year Dean falls more in love with Cas and how losing him gets more and more painful.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   200,133

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   11/11

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