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Dabi is a Pro Hero ranking number 3 just below his father, while his boyfriend remained one below him
Hawks was proud of his boyfriend, watching him grow to the great man he is too this day, but how come things felt off?
He was fine a week ago, they were happy but now? Now he comes home late, Stays out past the time he said he was gonna be back. Hawks has to be over reacting, Touya would never. Right?
‘Have some faith Keigo’ he scolds himself and pushed it to the back of his head
“Touya I need you to go to your brothers student conference” Endevours asks him making him groan
“Why me?” He looked at his dad from the couch in his dads office
“Because Fuyumi is busy with her own kids and Natsuo will argue that Shoto has done nothing wrong”
“Fucking stupid brother complex! Fine.” he got off the couch
“Thank you. You already know what I expect of you”
“Yeah,yeah” he huffed walking out
‘Fucking trapped in my fathers perfect world’ Touya thinks as he walks to his car ‘got with the guy he picked for me, become one of the top three, now I’m his errand boy! Fuck I just want out’ he hits the steering wheel
Touya never loved Keigo, He kept face with Keigo and his dad, Keigo barely knew who Touya really was and fuck he was getting tired of putting on all these different faces every fucking god damn day. When was he gonna get a break?!
Slamming his car door as he parked in the UA parking area, he walked into the school up to 2-A classroom
“Todoroki you’re late-you’re not Shotos father” Aizawa looks at the boy 2 years younger then him
Touya shrugged “I’m still a Todoroki, eldest brother”
“Yes I’m aware Dabi” Aizawa gestures at the seat
“Will I ever get to meet your father?” Aizawa asked, but Touya shrugged leaning back relaxing in the chair
“At least have the respect to keep this some what formal” Aizawa judges his posture and Touya sighed fixing it
“Can we get this over with? I’ve got to be your last client for the night and don’t think any of us really wanna be here” Touya looked at the man
Aizawa nodded “Shoto is doing great quirk wise. He has been working on his fire side but still sticks to his ice most of the time”
“He’s a stubborn kid wouldn’t blame him, it makes him stand out what’s the harm” Touya replied nonchalantly
“There is no harm, just he has potential in both yet he will prefer to improve the Ice and ignore his flames”
“True”
“His academics are doing great he’s just having trouble in his English classes” Aizawa showed him last terms report card and Touya takes a look remembering all the grades
“An 82 in English? Huh expected worse”
“Obviously it’s still great and he isn’t failing per-say but we feel like he’s dropping things on purpose” Aizawa showed Touya his last year report card and it was solid 100% in each subject
“Kids has had tough a year, We recently lost our mother, I’m surprised he’s not doing a lot worse” Touya speaks lowly
“I did not know about your loss, my condolences” Touya nodded with appreciation
“We didn’t tell anyone so don’t fret, I’ll talk to him about what’s going on” Touya yawned and stretched
“He’s become more social amongst his peers which is great especially with how much his class has been through last year” Aizawa informs him
“Kid needs friends, guess he’s the lucky one”
“Why do you say that?”
Touya looked at the man with a shocked face “it’s nothing! Just sibling shit. If that’s all we have on him?” Touya goes to leave
“Ah one more thing” Aizawa stopped him and Touya nodded sitting back down
“We’ve been informed to report on types of behaviours Shoto has”
“Okay?”
“We’ve been instructed as staff to report to family members, if Shoto is involved with any form of romance.” Aizawa speaks as if he’s being forced
“Oh boy, who’d he fall for?” Touya asks lightheartedly
“I do not need to disclose names”
“Gender then?” Touya asks and Aizawa looks at him suspiciously
“I’m gay! I can’t be homophobic!” Touya retaliates
“A male student” Aizawa answer
“Good on him” Touya nodded “I knew the gay gene had to come out one more time” he joked
Aizawa still seemed tense at the subject which didn’t go unnoticed
“Don’t worry teach, this won’t reach the old man.”
“You can just be saying that”
“Look. We don’t know each other I get that, but I don’t want him to be put in my situation. Personally I would’ve rather known what love feels like before being forced to fake it for the rest of my life” Touya huffs
“So the old man won’t know about Shos little gay fest, because I know what happens and nobody needs to go through that” Touya sounds serious and Aizawa sees the hidden broken man in his eyes for a second
“So you don’t gotta worry.” Aizawa nods
“Just give me updates on
them two, would be nice to see what I could’ve had” Touya felt himself crack and fuck he knew better
He knows not to complain, not to fuss over stupid shit, but fuck it hurts to protect another from the inevitable, but it’s better to have hope before he learns about regret
“You seem conflicted” Shota reads the younger male
“I seem conflicted? Not shit Sherlock! How would you feel when you’ve been forced into a love less relationship soon to turn into marriage as I watch my three sibling actually feel in love with their s/o?” Steamed tears left his eyes
“You don’t understand how fake I act constantly, I don’t think I even know who’s real! How Hawks looks at me with so much fucking love yet I know deep down, I wish I didn’t. Fuck. I wish I loved him back I do...I wish the words that I speak that make him smile were true! But they’re not they have never been true and never will.”
Touya raked his hands through his hair “I was destined to make an heir for my family name thats quirk will over throw All might or become and stay number 1, Then my dad found out I liked guys. Fuck that really threw his plan into a loop, so instead of leaving me alone forgetting and supporting me.
“you know what he did? How fucked up his mind is, he found a trans male, that hasn’t fully transition and told me in fucking confidence ‘Hawks is a man with the parts best suited for his plan’
“He found a male that had a reproductive system for me, because they’re still a man with woman parts,’win, win situation” Touya cried and dry chuckled
Aizawa sat eyes wide open “Jesus Christ”
“I know right! How fucked up is that! Hawks as the up and coming hero, was perfect in Endevours eyes. Didn’t help the fact Hawks is a massive Endevour fan and will do anything to please him!”
“That-that explains a lot”
“It’s how dads grand plan is going so fucking well”
“I don’t think it’s going well” Aizawa points out
“Why do you say that?”
“You’re having a break down about how shit and diabolical this plan is, which means you really aren’t on board” Aizawa answered him and Touya leaned back to half chuckle again
“Holy shit you’re right! I can fuck it up”
“I mean, don’t but do I guess?” Aizawa says unsure about this situation
“You’re gay right?” Touya looks at him
“What?” Shota looked shocked
“Come on I have a 100% accurate gay dar and I can tell”
“I’m Demi-homosexual”
“Ahh so the friend fucker type, I knew something else was there, then this makes it perfect!”
“What?”
“I’m gonna use you to end my relationship and ruin my name”
“What?!”
“Look, you’re an underground hero, you don’t care about the media and the media doesn’t care about you. You’re Demi and we aren’t friends or close so you won’t get attached and I’m incapable of love so I won’t get attached, it’s perfect”
“You’re insane.”
“Listen, do you want Shoto to turn into me?” Aizawa thought and shook his head no
“Then this is the only way” Aizawa huffed
“I did not expect this to come from this meeting”
“Yeah well I didn’t expect to break down to a stranger so character development”
And thus it started
Touya was barley home, he’d be at Aizawas dorm doing work in slience while the man did his own or watching movies that soon turned into mutual watching of TV shows
On the occasion he would sleep over on the couch, Hawks was angsty and Touya internally apologised everytime Hawks sadly asked ‘where he was going’
“I brought pizza!” Touya walked in and Aizawa looked up from his screen
“Pepperoni?”
“Only the best for my fake side piece” Aizawa rolled his eyes as he watched Touya put the box down and plate one for the older man
“Good evening darling what we working on?” Touya mocked as he put the plate down
“Exams” Aizawa munched on his food while Touya read the screen
“That time already?”
Aizawa nodded
“Jeez hate to be those kids, well I’m gonna take a shower, don’t wait up! Unless you wanna join me?” Touya teased
“Hmm maybe later sweetheart” Aizawa brought it back shocking Touya
“It’s fun when you play along” Touya laughed getting walking out
“I know” Touya showered and went to change into Aizawas clothes
“Your phones blowing up” Aizawa points at it from the counter as Touya walks over to it
“Wonder what’s going on” he picked it up
Bridie
Touya where are you?
Hot shot
At a friends, I have early patrol and they live closer to where I’m supposed to start
Bridie
And you don’t think to tell me? We were supposed to have dinner together
Hotshot
Shit that was tonight? Can we reschedule
Bridie
You seriously just can’t come back home then leave earlier for the start of your shift?
Hotshot
I kinda already ate, I’m sorry bridie
Bridie
Fine.
“Somebody’s seems annoyed” Aizawa speaks over his shoulder
Touya freezes for a second at how close Aizawa was to him “he’ll get over it”
“Hmm sure he will” Aizawa brushed past him to grab more food “you okay with hurting him? To be fair he doesn’t exactly deserve this”
Touya groaned loudly head hitting agianst Aizawa while he did it “I know what I’m doing is gonna hurt him, but I can’t anymore”
Aizawa pat his head
“Am I being selfish?” He spoke downwards
“It’s okay to be selfish, especially when it come to bettering ones self” steam rose again
Aizawa gently sighed moving the boy into a hug “what you’re doing is okay, Hawks will understand”
“You think so?” Touya spoke into his chest
“I think Hawks deserves someone who loves him just as much as you do” Touyas arms held the man tightly as more steam streamed from his eyes
“You’re fogging my glasses with your tears” Aizawa chuckled
“Deal with it, I’m touch starved” Touya hugged him closer
“Oh so honest when you cry” Aizawa moved his hand up to pat his head and Touya lifted it following his hand stroke
“You’ll be okay” The man looked down at the other in his arms “but just know it’s gonna go down hill from here, prepare yourself”
“How optimistic” Touya rolled his eyes
Aizawa wiped the very warm tear from his cheek “when you hit rock bottom the only way is up”
Speaking came to it’s natural finish as they looked at each other; It was a comfortable silence, a silence that was pulling them closer to each other, a ring broke the silence as Touya turn his head to look at his phone
Birdie
If you won’t come to me for dinner, then I’m coming to you.
“Holy shit” Touya moved quickly out of Shotas arms to pick up his phone
Hotshot
Birdie you don’t have to do that!
Bridie
I’m your boyfriend. I deserve to meet your friends and spend time with you
“What did I say, down hill” Aizawa picked up his pizza and ate it
“Would you shut it! He’s coming here”
“And?”
“And? I’m wearing your clothes!”
“Okay?”
“You have clear signs that I’ve been staying here technically every night!”
“Didnt you say he doesn’t know who you are really?”
“Yeah?”
“So then he won’t know that all of this is you and not me” he gestures to a few things Touya has shown to have interest in when they would hang out together
“True,true” Touya looks at his phone the waiting message weighed heavy on his hand, he decides not to reply “I’m just gonna watch TV”
“It better not be the new episode.”
“I wouldn’t do that to you” Aizawa glared from his computer screen
“It was an accident! I didn’t know!”
“You didn’t know that the episode you were watching, was a completely different from the one you said you wanted to watch as a recap?”
Touya shrugged “you were taking to long to get home”
“I fucking knew it! The disrespect in my own house”
“Please you’ve watched ahead before” Touya chuckled
“Once and I fell asleep! The episode just continued”
“How about this, no more recap watching because this seems to be our main issue” Touya smiled and Aizawa agreed
“Great! Now I’m gonna watch a recap”
“Don’t you dare!” Aizawa moved quickly to grab the remote
And Touya stood shocked at the lose of the remote just in his now empty hand
“Give me the remote” Touya looked at the standing man
“Don’t not follow mutual agreements” Aizawa challenged
A knock sounded breaking the tension, Touya glared walking to the door “I’ll get that remote from you”
“Try me bitch” Aizawa pocketed it
Touya opened the door to see Hawks ‘shit’
“Birdie” Hawks looked annoyed at Touya
“So your friend, is your brothers homeroom teacher?” Hawks says
“Yeah” Touya invited him in
Aizawa looked up from his laptop “Hey Hawks”
“Eraserhead, how’s teaching?” Hawks puts down the take away on the counter
“Same old,same old. How it being in the top 10?” Aizawa made light conversation while Touya walked getting plates and cups to set the table
“It’s fine, always nice to have my boyfriend and future father in law supporting me.”
Touya dropped a chopstick at the mention of in laws
“You good?” Aizawa looked at him and Touya smiled and nodded ‘not very talkative I see’ Aizawa thinks
“So Toy, is this where you’ve headed off to lately?”
“Why do you say that birdie?” Touya walked about the kitchen like he knows it back to front grabbing things they need as well as place mats
“Just interesting to see you know the whole lay out of Erasers kitchen, yet you still ask where certain things are in our one” Hawks smiled
“Can’t blame me birdie, you change it up ever so often you never give me time to remember it all” Touya moves to set the table
“You gotta move your laptop” he looks at Aizawa
“I’ll just put it on the counter” he closed it
“Yeah then it gets water damage, put it in your office”
“It’s not gonna get damage if I put it away from the sink” Aizawa huffed standing and picking up the device
“Shota, put it in your office”
“Coming out with the first names jeez, fine” Aizawa walks off to do as told
Hawks watched the interaction as Touya started putting down place mates, plates and chopsticks
“You two are close” Hawks helped bring food over
“Wait birdie, I don’t want the heat to damage the wood” he put the food on a mat first
“You don’t go to this precaution at our house?”
“We have marble tables, Bridie this is wood” Touya smiled
“Sho don’t forget to wash your hands!”
“What are you my mother?” Gets shouted back
“If I was ya mother I wouldn’t allow you to speak to me like that!” Touya chuckled
“Yeah, yeah get me a beer from the fridge”
Touya went silent staring at that direction
“Please Touya can you get me a beer from the fridge?” Get said back
“And here I thought you forgot your manners” Touya shook his head “want a beer bridie?”
“Uhh sure” Hawks watched Touya hum softly as he grabbed out two different beers
“I know you don’t like it bitter” he handed him the one and put the other down where Shota was gonna sit
“Shouldn’t I sit next you to babe?” Hawks gestures at the set up
“Hmm?” Touya looked down “shit yeah, sorry I’ll just move the plate” he moved his plate next to the one by itself
“I could’ve just taken that seat” Hawks laughed
Touya smiled “yeah, that’s logical but that is Shotas seat”
“He has a seat?” Hawks cocks an eyebrow
“Don’t make fun of him; He like that spot because it’s the perfect view of the tv, plus when the windows open its a nice consistent breeze, it’s very technical” Touya nods
“I guess that makes sense” Shota came back and sat down noticing the plate movement, he let out an unintentional soft sigh
Which didn’t go unnoticed by Hawks
When they ate, they stuck to generic work conversation until Touya brought up class 1-A
“How’s the class?”
“Midoriya broke 5 bones”
Hawks went wide eyed but Touya laughed shaking his head “which ones?”
Aizawa tried to hide his smile “Touya this is serious, The small bones in his foot”
“That fucking kid” Touya chuckled “how’d Bakugos take it?”
“He was the one that broke it”
“No fucking way” Touya looks shocked
Aizawa nodded “Shoto had to carry Midoriya to the infirmary, you should’ve seen the look on Kirishimas face”
“Disappointed boyfriend?” Touya asked
“If disappointment and anger had a baby, I don’t think I’ve seen Bakugo rush faster to apologise in my time of knowing him”
“Hey I mean he’s has a massive boyfriend to keep him in check,I’m glad he’s moving faster”
“Shoto was pissed off though”
“At Bakugo?” Touya asked but Aizawa shook his head
“At Midoriya”
“No”
“Yes”
“Why?” Touya leaned in with intrigue written all over his face
“Because Bakugo broke his foot”
“Wow”
“Yeah, Midoriya was so confused”
“Shoto said and I’ll quote ‘it’s always Bakugo breaking your bones’
“No”
“Yup came out of nowhere I was sitting there with recovery girl and we looked at each other”
“So Shoto wanted to be the one to break Midoriyas bones?” Hawks asked
Which made Touya turned his body to face him “No bridie! Listen Shoto is upset and most likely jealous that Bakugo and Midoriya still have something going on”
“Why would that bother him?”
“Because they both dated in middle school but broke up the end of last year because Katsuki was falling in love with Kirishima, but it was a mutual break up because Midoriya fell in love with Sho-someone else”
“Someone else? Who?”
“Not important”
“Then what does Shoto have to do with it?” Hawks questions
“Him being Midoriyas best friend and close to Midoriyas boyfriend he is in ever right to feel the way he does” Aizawa agreed
“But the best part” Touya turned his attention back to Aizawa
“When Bakugo came to apologise, some other student from Level 1 general class walked into the infirmary and asked Shoto out”
Touyas jaw dropped “no fucking way”
“I took a picture because I had to show you the look on everyone’s faces”
“Show me after dinner, no phones at the table” Aizawa nodded
“So then what happened?” Touya asked
“Nope, gotta pay for your story subscription” Shota gestures to his empty beer and Touya rolled his eyes
“You suck” Touya grabbed the empty bottle walking to the kitchen
“And you swallow” Shota shot back making Hawks choke on his food
“Shit birdie you okay?” Touya looked at the man
Who quickly drank some beer to get down his food “yeah yeah, just didn’t expect that”
“Sorry Hawks” Aizawa apologised
Touya walked back to the table putting the beer down then flicked Aizawas head
“Come birdie I’ll show you to the bathroom” Hawks stood up and followed Touya
“What did he mean by you swallow?”
“It’s a sex joke Hawks you know what it means” Touya opened the door and sat on the toilet lid while Hawks rinsed his mouth
“You seem more lively tonight” Hawks points out
“Had a good day” Touya shrugged
“Or is it because of the company you’re in?”
“What do you mean?” Touya looked at Hawks
“Know you to make your own boyfriend feel like a third wheel” Hawks accuses
“What the fuck do you think you’re accusing me of?”
“Are you sleeping with him?” Hawks turned to look at him
“What! No wtf we are just friends”
“Just friends? So you call him by his first name but never me? It’s always a nickname or my hero name”
“You said it’s confidential! I’m not gonna go out and speak your name in public”
“You don’t even do it when we are alone at home” Hawks pointed out “You’ve never shown to have so much enthusiasm in the conversation we have?”
“We’re talking about my brother, you know how much I adore him and want to know everything about his life”
“You two act like an old married couple, you take care of his furniture, know his kitchen lay out”
“Birdie, We. Are. Friends.”
“Then what was the banter over the laptop?”
“He’s careless with his things”
“Setting up the table to sit next to him and don’t think I didn’t see him sigh when he saw that you changed seating position”
“It would’ve been out of relief! He doesn’t like having people close to him”
“Then explain the beer asking thing?”
“He just knows me and knows if he’s gonna ask, he needs to use manners”
“You seem to know an awful lot about the guy and how long have you two been friends?”
Touya thinks “I guess 1 month?”
“You’ve know the guy for a month and you know his favourite spot, have inside jokes and ‘friend’ banter. What’s my favourite food?”
“Fried chicken?” Touya answered
“That was my favourite 1 year ago, it’s Takoyaki now. What’s my best friends name Touya”
“You don’t have one” Touya answered
“It’s Mirko, Touya it’s been Mirko for 3 years”
“Oh, well you never tell me these things!”
“You never ask! We talk for a few times in a month and I doubt you know anything about the boyfriend you’ve been with for 5 years”
“Birdie”
“It’s Keigo or have you forgotten my first name as well?”
“Kei”
“You can’t even say it fully! You know what Touya, we’re going on a break and I’m talking to your father...because /this/ is fucking ridiculous! I’ve done everything for you and you can’t even learn the basics about my life” Keigo left the bathroom and walked into the main room where Aizawa was doing his dishes
“Thank you for your hospitality, but I feel it’s time for me to leave” Hawks bowed and left
Aizawa waited for Touya to come out and when it was gone for a bit to long he walked into the bathroom
Touya sat on the toilet lid looking down at his hands
“You know it’s okay to cry” Aizawa looks at him
“I should be happy, It’s going how I planned”
“You’ve got a point, but you didn’t account in how you would feel hurting others”
“And you didn’t think to tell me this?” Touya looked at the man who shrugged
“You never told me you wanted me to dissect your whole plan, plus I wanted it to be a learning curve”
Touya looked at him “I’m not one of your students!” He shouted
“Yeah, you’re my friend and I’m not the type of friend to spell out all your problems, the only way to learn and grow is it feel”
“Yeah well I’m fucking feeling!” Touya shouted “I’m feeling so fucking guilty because fuck Hawks is right”
“Yeah but you never loved him” Shota reminded him “it’s not your fault you didn’t wanna learn more about him? It’s not your fault it wasn’t in your best interest, you never loved him”
“Why?” Touya questions
“Why you never loved him? Personally I think it has to do with childhood rebellion, but mainly it might be because he seems to analyse everything you do”
“What?” Touya questions
“I watched him through out this entire meeting and his eyes never left you unless you interacted with me, he literally watched you like a Hawk looking at your body posture”
“He does that?!”
“Yeah, I mean most of the time it was just soft eyes looking at you but oh everytime you talked to me it’s like instant killer”
“Oh my” Shota nodded
“You don’t seem like the type to enjoy being watched, very free spirited”
“Thanks I guess”
“Come, let’s watch a couple episode then we can head to sleep” Aizawa gestures and walked out
Touya walked up and hugged him from behind “thanks”
“No problem” Aizawa smiled
It turned into a shit show from then onwards
Touya was called into a meeting with Endevour and Hawks but brought Eraserhead along
“This is a family private matter” Endevour looked at the teacher
“And I just happened to be here to watch over my three students, so don’t mind me” Aizawa looked at Touya who nodded then walked off to supervise the three boys training
“Touya what do you think you are doing?” Endevour asked as they sit around his office desk
“What you told me to”
“I told you to go to a teachers conference, not friend Shotos teacher”
“So I’m not allowed friends?” Touya fought
“You shouldn’t friend people that make your s/o feel insecure” Endevour gestures to Hawks who is glaring at Touya
“Look Shota and I are just friends,it’s not my fault you’re jumping to conclusions”
“It is your fucking fault! How do you expect me not to think that something is up when you would rather spend days and nights with him? On your twice a year 1 day off instead of doing what you normally do, you spent it at UA with him”
“Why are you stalking me!”
“I’m in the right to stalk my fiancé!”
“I did not propose to you” Touya shot back
“I did it for you” Endevour answered “Hawks confessed he will just feel better if you two got married”
“And what about how I feel?”
“None of that is important, you have a duty to this family”
“I have a duty? To what? Marry someone I don’t fucking love so you can achieve a dream only you fucking care about? News flash old man if I was to ever and I mean /ever/ have a child you would not be apart of it’s life”
“You don’t love me?” Hawks looked at the man broken
“What?”
“You just said ‘Marry someone you don’t love”
“I didn’t mean that”
“Then what did you mean Touya?”
“Yes Touya elaborate for us, do you not love Hawks?” Endevour looked at him both men staring at him he felt the overwhelming emotions build
He spam texted Aizawa random words from his phone in his pocket to get his attention
“Haven’t I done everything for you? I love you Touya. How? How can you not feel the same”
Aizawa walked in assessed the situation and just moved quitely without saying anything pulled Touya along
“Where do you think you are taking my son Eraserhead?”
The older man shrugged ‘sorry’ he mouthed to Hawks and with a head bow he threw an arm over Touya and guided him out
“Why you look so glum Touya-nii?” Shoto looked at his brother
Touya looked at Shoto and Midoriya and pulled them in a hug “don’t let that man tell you or control who you are”
They both hugged him back Shoto hugged him tighter
“Did you two break up?” Shoto asked
“I don’t know” Touya stepped back
“Come kids, it’s not safe to leave you with Endevour today” Aizawa brought Touya back into his arms and the three followed the Heroes
“Can’t wait to read the article” Bakugo joked and got punched by Midoriya
“Kacchan!” He glared
“It was a joke!”
“Not the time or place” Bakugo shrugged “you good over there icyhot?”
“I’ve always thought he was happy” Shoto looked at his broken brother “I thought I wanted was what Touya had with Hawks...but it was fake”
Midoriya pulled him into a side hug “don’t beat yourself up about it, we don’t need two upset Todorokis” Midoriya smiled and Shoto half chuckled
“It’s weird when you see the whole picture” they looked at the pair with Aizawa holding him close while steam rose from between the pressed bodies
“I really hope Touya-nii finds his love” Shoto looked behind him at Hawks staring outside hurt ridden face
“He will” Midoriya watched both men look at each other while Touya was crying while the soft faces teacher wiped away a tear “he will”
“This is getting to sappy” Bakugo complained
“Oh shut it kacchan we all know how In love with romance novels you are, you just miss Kiri” Midoriya teased as they followed both men into the car
“Shut it dumbass!” Katsuki hopped in last taking one last look into the agency to see Endevours hand on Hawks shoulder while the blonde cried into his hands
Touya and Aizawa took the rest of the day off while the three updated the class on recent Touya events
“You didn’t need to take the day off”
Shota shrugged “you had an outburst, wasn’t gonna let you process that all alone”
Touyas phone dings
Bunnygirl
Come collect your shit from Keis house today, I’m not letting him put up with your backwards bullshit, go fuck yourself Touya hope you rot in hell
“Wow really seeing both sides huh” Shota took the phone away from Touya and handed him a mug of hot chocolate
“And yes I added the 5 marshmallows three on the bottom to melt then the two on top” Aizawa ruffled his hair
“You know me to well”
“Way to well” he sat down with his coffee and Touya curled into his side
“Did I cheat?” He looks at the movie while he spoke
“Physical no, Emotionally? Yes you did”
“You can cheat emotionally?” Touya looked at the man and Aizawa looked back at him
“Yup and that’s exactly what you did” Aizawa bopped his noise
Touya sat stunned
“Want me to elaborate? Or you go it?”
“I-I got it” Touya laid back on the man
“And you’re fine with this? Being a product of a problem?”
Shota shurgged “you got what you wanted now what?”
“Now what?” Touya thought and drank “I fall in love with who I want?”
“I knew your brain worked” Shota smiled at him
“Okay now how do I do that?” Touya asked
“Well, you don’t fall in love straight away”
“You don’t?”
“No, it starts out small, then as you get to know a person, spend time with them it grows and grows until you can’t not wait to shout it out to the world”
“You describe it like it’s how you feel” Touya smiled
Aizawa went wide eyed and coughed “it’s how it’s been imagined”
“By who...You?”
“No, movies, books, Bakugo speaks often of romance novels and stories” Touya nods
“Have you ever been in love Shota?”
“Do I look like a man that has? Don’t you forget I’m only capable of loving someone I’ve become close with?”
Touya nods “you describe love as an excitement, but I feel like love would be comfort in time of need, comfortable silence and hot chocolate made just to my liking” he smiled
“If that’s how you see it I’m glad you’ve found you’re capable of love”
“Shota, I think I might be in love” Touya put down his mug followed by Shotas
“And not to generalise, but I think you’re in love as well” Touya leaned closer to him
Shota swallowed “and if I am?”
“Then I prey to the gods it’s me” Touya hugged him
Shota pulled him onto his lap to hold him closer “and if it is?” Touya moves to look at him
“Then I’m the happiest man alive” Shota cupped his cheek
“So am I” he pulled him into a kiss
Touya smiled as he leaned in to kiss Shota deeper
Shotas hands pulled his waist in helping Touya deepen the kiss
Touya moved to kiss his cheek as Shota moved to kiss down his neck, stopping to rest his head on the others shoulder
“So that’s the fireworks feeling?” Touya chuckled softly stroking Aizawas hair
“You have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to do that” the man confessed making Touya smile
“Well you can do it whenever you want now darling”
Shota smiled “is that right sweetheart?” He looked at the other
Touyas phone rang loudly making Touya move to get up “I just got you in my lap” Aizawa traps him
“It’s my sister” he kissed him quickly and got up
“I’ll take that over a beer any day” Touya picked up his phone with a grin
“Dads blowing up! You just left Hawks? Wtf Touya!”
“Fuyumi let me explain”
“Mirko is out here saying you slept with some guy, then the same guy walked into the meeting when you just out right confessed to never loving Hawks and he pulled you out? Then Hawks went to go after you after Endevour had a word with him and you two were cuddling outside dads agency?!”
“Let me explain!”
“Please fucking do”
“Firstly I never slept with Shota, he was my friend okay, Secondly yes it’s true I’ve never loved Hawks. I tried fuck, I did try to fall in love with him; I wanted it to work I fucking swear on My career, My life! I tried, wished, pleaded. I couldn’t and when I went to Shotos teacher conference” Touya sighed
“I broke down to the man, told him everything it was like a never ending stream”
He heard a soft chuckle from Fuyumi “you just vented to a complete stranger about your issues?”
“Yeah I did, then him obviously having his head screwed on was like “if you don’t like the plan why not change it”
“So you used him to get Hawks off your back but in the process you fell for him?” Fuyumi filled in the blanks
“How did you know?” Touya gasps
“Because you only allow people you like to hug you” Fuyumi replied
“Holy shit you’re right” Touya rethank his life
“So what now?” Fuyumi asks
“We are kinda sorta dating” Touya whispered
“WHAT?! AND YOU WEREN’T GONNA TELL ME!”
“Girl I literally just ended my 5 year relationship, I don’t wanna be judged”
“Like I’d judge you, I’m just surprised it took you this long to actually do something”
“Bitch”
“Please we all fucking knew you never loved Hawks it was clear as day!”
“And here I thought I was internally suffering”
Fuyumi laughed “I think you only fooled Hawks and Dad if I’m honest”
“So what’s Mirko saying?” Touya asked walking back over to Shoto who welcomed him in with open arms
“Well for starters, she’s pissed which okay understandable, but due to the fact Hawks doesn’t actually know the full story. Which you should really tell him he deserves that at least, She believes you went off cheating on Hawks with this new guy and she like “bitch it’s on sight when I see your brother” so like look out for that.”
“When should I tell Hawks?” Touya rests his head on Aizawas chest
“Give him the week to process and calm down then you should arrange a lunch to tell him the truth” Fuyumi says and Shota agrees
“Then what about dad?”
“You don’t live with him, Shoto lives in the dorms, let the man wallow in self pity”
Touya chuckled “you letting him see the kids?”
“Might as well, maybe there innocence will calm him”
“Untill he picks up Hikaru and tells him to work towards making his granddad proud”
“He’d do that wouldn’t he?”
“Without a doubt”
“So sexist, won’t even do the same to Yuka and she’s more like him then Hikaru”
A baby cry sounded in the background and Fuyumis piped up “gotta go Toy, stay safe come over this weekend and bring the new man”
“Shut it! and give my favourite niece plenty of kisses,”
“if Yuka heard you say that about her baby sister”
“She’ll know I’m joking” the baby cry got loud and she sighed
“Bye.”
“She’s a cheerful one” Shota kissed his forehead
“She keeps us sane” Touya kissed him on the lips
“How about a nap then you can help me pick up my shit from the side walk?” Touya joked
“Bringing your new man to your old mans house how diabolical” Shota stood up and Touya followed, climbing into bed to take the much needed nap
Touya entered the house with his key and Shota followed behind him
“Over kill much?” He looks at the massive house
“To be fair, if life planned out there was supposed to be kids” Touya went on his phone to order last minute movers to pack his shit and put it into storage
“Must be nice to have money” Shota mocked while Touya handed him a pack of post notes
“Shut up, I worked for my money” Touya went around putting notes on pictures of him and his siblings
“Not a lot of couple photos” Shota did the same
“As you can tell I love my siblings” Touya put it on the couch he chose and fought Hawks to have it stay
“Taking the mans couch, you’re cold”
“For your information, I wanted this couch he didn’t, plus it turns into a bed”
“Is that why you wanted it? So you didn’t have to share a bed with him?” Shota put a not on the TV
“We aren’t taking the tv and that was harsh” Shota shrugged putting the note back
“What do you even want from inside this house?” Touya sighed
“Photos, things I can’t exactly buy” he took it off again before they walked to the bedroom
“This is where the magic happens” Touya sighed
“Wow that’s a lot of pillows” Shota put a post note on the bed
“We aren’t taking the bed!” Touya laughed
“A man can try”
“Why do you even want it?”
“First of all do you see the size?” Aizawa gestures “and I dono it would be funny to see the movers try to get it out”
“You’re Sadistic” Touya shook his head walking into the closet
“That’s ironic” Aizawa sat on the sofa chair watching Touya mark sections in the walk in
“Really? A gay joke” Touya walked out
“Congrats on coming out baby, I’m so proud”
“I sucked his dick in that chair” Touya said bluntly
“And I’m off of it” he stood up
The boy laughed as they moved on to his office
He took out anything of Hawks and put a note on the door to signal everything in there had to be packed
“How much storage space did you buy?” Aizawa followed him down stairs to the kitchen
“Two compartments”
“Sorry my house isn’t big enough”
“I’ll find space” Touya got out drinks for them both
Aizawa snooped through the cupboards “you literally have no snacks that you like in this house?”
“I was either at work or sleeping”
“Not even a packet of spicy chips?”
Touya shook his head “it’s okay, I’ll fatten you up” Aizawa kissed him
“You don’t even cook!” Touya laughed
“Hey! You’re right” Aizawa drank his soda
Touya looked out at the house he was meant to call home for the past 5 years
“You gonna miss this place?” Shota looked out as well
“Yes and I know I’m gonna miss Keigo” Touya sighed
“I might’ve not been in love with Keigo, but I still cared. Yeah, I make it sound like I wasn’t ever around and maybe it’s better so I seem horrible, but I cared about him”
“You can’t not know someone for 5 years and not care” Shota pulled the guy closer
“I’m worried, he’s gonna get hurt on the job because of me” Touya tears up
“He’s an idiot most of the time and gets reckless and fuck I don’t want him to get hurt”
“He’ll be okay” Shota kissed his head “Hawks will be fine”
There was a knock at the door and Touya fixed him self as he went to answer it expecting the movers
“Hey I’ve-“ look looked stunned
“Uh..I thought Mirko was still here.” Hawks looks at Touya
“No one was here when I walked in”
“I just forgot my key” Touya nodded and stepped aside
Hawks walked in awkwardly and Shota stood shocked kinda preying he had Hagakuras quirk right now
“Eraserhead” Hawks greets
“Hawks” he greets back the man walks off and the two look at each other
Touyas face dropped as his eyes where blown open “holy shit”
“The world really does not like you”
“Not fucking helping!”
“That’s really gotta break that man”
“Who’s side are you on?” Shota shrugged
“You dick” Touya flipped him off
“Get to the backyard or just not here” Shota laughed and walked off
“I swear to the gods” Touya growls
“Yeah,yeah” Shota exited the room
“Don’t put post note things you want! They don’t belong to you!”
“I’m not 5!”
“So if I walk in there I won’t see the post note on the tv?”
“Who needs three TVs! Give me one!”
“I’ll fucking buy you one!” Touya shouted back
“He can take it you know, he has a point” Hawks speaks walking to the fridge
“He doesn’t mean it” Touya replies trying to make conversation
“Why?” Hawks asks “I have to ask and frankly I deserve to know”
“Don’t you want to process? Give it a few days?”
“No, just answer me, why is it him?”
Touya breathes in “Keigo, I don’t know why it’s him. I wish it was you, Every single day I wished it was you, I wanted to love you how you loved me. I wanted to feel excitement and glee everyday with you and well I did, don’t get me wrong I was so happy to spend time with you.”
Hawks looks at him “Until it got too much, until my dad was forcing marriage, forcing me to make sure your happiness was all that matter, it got to the point I didn’t feel anything and only lived to make sure you were okay and in love with me”
“Why didn’t you just tell me this instead of stringing me along for all those years, humiliating me infront of your father?!”
“Because I didn’t know that what was happening until I meet him! Okay. I didn’t know I wasn’t living how I should’ve! I didn’t know that I was doing that to you”
“So you only knew for what a couple of months? Were you ever gonna tell me?”
“I was”
“When or was I supposed to break up with you first? Was I supposed to freight and worry over and over, wondering where my boyfriend was? Why he choose to spend time with this other guy over me? Until it broke me down completely and I was gonna call it quits?”
“I didn’t want that to happen”
“You didn’t...guess what it fucking did, I had to pick up my pride fly over to UA and force you to have dinner with me. I watched a side I’ve never seen of you arise as you spoke to him, When you turned to talk to me when I questioned what ever drama was going on was the first time in all these years of knowing I saw your eyes sparkle with excitement”
“Like you were finally happy and not living life day to day, I had to see another man make you feel that way. I love you Touya, I fucking loved you Touya and what was cruel is I thought you loved me back”
“Keigo I’m sorry”
“Do not apologise for your feelings, but apologise for lying to me about faking them” Hawks tears up “apologise for making me feel like a fool in front of a family I wished to call my own”
“Apologise for making me go so long thinking the only father figure I ever would’ve had was proud of me, if you’re gonna say sorry to me for once in your life say it with your feelings” Hawks pleaded
“Keigo, I know I’ve fucked up, I know how my actions have put you in so much pain. I wish I never put you through it all, but I needed to leave I couldn’t live my life knowing I was hurting you in secret as well as hurting myself. I’ve never been one to be selfish, I’ve always gave and gave never expecting anything in return”
“And he makes you feel selfish?” Keigo answered him
“He makes me feel Keigo”
“I’ve always dreamed of falling in love, having what my siblings were allowed, maybe if I was able to find you instead of being forced to be with you it would all be different.”
“Then find me”
“Keigo.”
“I never wanted you for your dad! I just wanted you. I wanted your soft smile and your laughter, I just wanted your warm cuddles in the winter, I just wanted how you listened to me and had good input. I just want you”
Touya saw him break down and his heart ached “Keigo” he pulled him into a hug
“Are you coming back?” Hawks clings on to him
“I can’t”
“no,No,NO! I want you, I need you please”
“I’m not subjecting you into a loveless marriage, I’m not gonna fake loving you because you don’t deserve that Keigo, I might not love you how you need but I care so fucking much for you”
Keigo pushed him back “if you cared you would stay”
“Keigo”
“No, if you cared for me you would stay and we would fix this”
“There is nothing to fix, you can’t fix what isn’t there”
“What does he have that I don’t? What does he give you that I can’t?” Keigo yelled
“Keigo”
“I can give you kids! I can keep you in the top 3! I’ll quit Hero work! I’ll become a teacher myself! I’ll even be a fucking stay at home parent just don’t fucking leave”
“Keigo, do you not see how wrong that all is? Love isn’t about giving up your life to please someone, it’s about watching them grow and Keigo I want to watch you fall in love with someone who will love you for who you are”
“And that can’t be you?”
Touya shakes his head “that can’t be me”
Keigo curls into himself and hugs his knees “I hate you Touya”
“I know” Touya sits on the floor to meet Hawks height
“I hate you so fucking much for what you’ve done to me”
“It’s deserved”
“But you’re right”
“I am?” Hawks nods into his knees
“Love isn’t about giving up your life for the other and I don’t want you to give up yours for me” Hawks looks up at the man
“Thank you Keigo”
“Make sure he makes you happy because then all of this was for nothing” Touya pat his head
“I love him Bridie”
“I know that’s why it hurts more”
Touya smiled
“Can we stay friends?”
“Who else am I gonna rant about my sidekicks to?”
“Your new man”
“He won’t get it” Touya opened his arms for a hug and Hawks leaped into it
“I love you Touya”
“I know bridie”
“But I guess I gotta learn to let you go” Touya stroked his hair and kissed the top of his head
“I’ll miss you Keigo”
“I’ll miss you a lot more” Hawks pulls back first and stand then Touya follows
“I’ve gotta head to work and I think if I see him right now I might kill the man” Hawks fixes his make up using his pocket mirror and grabs his coat
“Sorry for leaving you a massive house” Touya watched him stretch
“Mirkos moving in since her lease is soon finishing”
“You gonna tell her we talked it out?”
“Nope”
“Fair”
“Take care Keigo”
“Don’t die Touya” Hawks left the house
Touya breathed
“How are you feeling?” Aizawa walked into the room
“A lot lighter” Touya smiled
“I’m proud” Touya looked at him
“You’ve fought hard to free yourself and I’m so proud of you Touya”
Touya walked up and kissed Shota “I love you Shota Aizawa”
“I love you too Touya Todoroki” they kissed again
1 year passed
“Shouldn’t you be freaking out it’s your wedding day?” Fuyumi walked into her brothers dressing room
“And give my future husband the power to hold that over me? Never”
“No he-“ Fuyumi made eye contact with him through the mirror
“yes he would” Touya spoke
“He’d say “aww sweatheart you look adorable when your nervous, that excited to marry me?” And he’ll give me this devilish smirk, he won’t get rid of it the entire ceremony”
“And here I thought you would be panicked over your ex being your best man” Hawks entered the room
“Get off your high horse” Touya glared at Hawks
“Finally catching up Toy”
“Yeah,yeah I introduced you to Tenko you dick”
“And it still took us quicker to get married then you two” Hawks said back
“What else would be expected from the man who’s to fast for his own good?”
The planner walked in “you ready?”
Touya nodded “let’s get me hitched”
Shota stood there waiting for Touya, When he arrived his jaw dropped making Touya smiled mouthing a ‘I know’ making Aizawa smirk at him
The ceremony went beautiful and the reception only had one problem
“You took his name?!” Endevour shouted
“I didn’t wanna be a Todoroki”
“So you become an Aizawa?! Where is the prideful name your kids will carry?”
“It will be Aizawa”
“TOUYA!”