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The curtains in my room were closed and the only thing enlightening it was the screen of my phone. I sat on the floor beside the bed leaning my head against my nightstand. A sigh escaped my lips while I ruffled my messy hair. A look at the clock told me that it was almost three in the morning and that my brothers should soon come back. Their daily patrol usual ended at this time. They would come back, change their clothes and then eat something.
All of them thought that I would lie in my bed sleeping peacefully, but they were wrong. I hadn’t slept longer than four hours since I met her… She was special.
The meaning of the word beautiful and the most adorable thing you ever had. I was flashed by her perfection, the moment she came into my classroom.
The transferred from England and just like everything that had something to do with her, her accent was perfect.
When she came to my table and asked if she could sit beside me, my heart beat faster and I felt something I never felt before. She started to talk to me and I soon felt the feeling get stronger.
As every Wayne does, I just ignored the Feeling and tried to act normal around her. The tactic worked until the teacher paired the both of us up to do a presentation together. At first, everything worked great. We met each other at her place a few times, finished the presentation and got an A from our Teacher.
But then she wanted to meet me after school. I just thought that she wanted to talk about school or our presentation, but I was wrong.
We met behind the school and sat on a bench when she told me that she had developed feelings for me…and then she kissed me. And I kissed back.
It was my first kiss and it was the most perfect moment ever…until her phone interrupted us. She needed to hurry up, so she told me that she would wait for my answer until we’d have school together again. What she hadn’t considered was, that we had a week off. I still had three days until I had to know what I was feeling for her.
The kiss was magical and I was pretty, pretty sure that I liked her, but I never had a relationship before, especially not with a girl, and now I just didn’t know what to do.
I was too afraid to ask one of my brothers or dad…what if they would laugh at me for not knowing what I feel. I knew for 1000% that they wouldn’t care about the gender of the person I like, as long as the person wouldn’t hurt me, but that doesn’t mean that it would change something about me being their little sis and them thinking it was their job to protect me.
Why do you think I never had a relationship before?
Because of my brothers, who always scared people I like away.
I got ripped out of my thoughts by my bedroom door open. In an instinct-reaction I turned my phone off and laid down, hoping whoever opened the door would just go away. Sadly I was wrong, but for my luck, it wasn’t one of my brothers, it was Alfred, who always found me when I hide. He turned on the light and came around my bed.
“Do you wanna talk about it (Y/N)?” I smiled, when he said my name without some cheesy extra title like Master of Miss. It took me years to get him this far. I nodded slowly.
“Yes. I’d really like to talk.” Alfred handed me his hand and pulled me up.
“Do you want to go into the kitchen? I made brownies,” Alfred asked me.
“Yes,” I giggled, “I would really like that.” We walked down to the kitchen and he handed me a plate of brownies. He sat down in front of me and I picked up a brownie.
“So, what is on your mind at four in the morning?”, Alfred asked and I just sight.
“There’s this girl…” Alfred couldn’t hold back a smile.
“And?”
“We….we kissed,” I smiled. But just like always my brothers ruined the moment when they came rushed in, Jason first. I looked up surprised. How much had they heard? I asked myself.
The question got answered when Dick took a brownie and asked: “Who kissed whom?”
Before I could send Alfred my deadliest glare, he already said: “Miss (Y/N) had her first kiss.” All eyes were immediately on me and I laid my head on the table and mumbled: “oh no…."
Jason was the first one to react with a harsh: "What?!?”
Followed up by Damian who made fists and asked: “Who is this douchebag and where does he live?” Dick and Tim also looked like they could kill someone and as if it wasn’t bad enough Bruce came into the room and asked: “What’s going on? Are you mocking your sister again?”
Tim was the one to tell him.
“Someone kissed (Y/N).” I looked up and saw that my Dad didn’t look as mad as my brothers, but he still looked like the protective father he was, ready to kill anyone who would come near to his baby girl.
“Do I know the boy?”, he asked. I laid my head back on the table and mumbled: “It wasn’t a boy….”
Apparently, no one heard, because Dick said: “What was that?”
I mumbled a little louder, but still really silently: “It. Wasn’t. A. Boy.” Now it was Jason who said: “You need to talk clearer. We couldn’t hear you."
I jumped off of my chair and screamed: "I’m gay and confused! A girl told me she liked me and then we kissed! I think I like her too, but thanks to you jerks, I don’t have any experience with relationships and I have no plan what to do!"
I looked around and saw everyone, except Alfred, looking a little bit dumbfounded. Bruce was the one to break the silence. He clapped into his hands and said: "Then same rule for you as for your brothers: No Girls in your room."
Like I expected it Tim and the others background-checked the girl and when they were sure that she’s okay, they told me to tell her what I feel for her. Finally, I was able to sleep for a whole night again.