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I grab my cane tightly in my hand as I walk over the schoolyard, hopefully in the right direction. It’s my first day in a new school, one for blind and seeing people. People around me are chattering and I can hear the clack-clack of other canes on the ground. My mom decided that I should go to a mixed school, because maybe I’m making friends or meeting a nice alpha. I, myself, am an omega.

“Lou!” Niall, my best friend and an omega, shouts over all the noise. I hear him walking over to myself and I ready myself for his hug. We are neighbours and he is my best friend since we could walk. Or more since he could walk and guided me. He wraps his arms tightly around me.

“Niall”, I smile and wrap my free arm around him. He smells soothing and is exactly what I need at the moment. He smells like honey. We haven’t seen each other since Friday, since he was with his alphas for the weekend. I don’t know them yet, but I will meet them today. They are courting each other since maybe 3 months.

He pulls back a little bit. “Ready for your first day?”

“Not really”, I sigh. “It’s scary. Afterall I know nobody, except you.”

“Come on, I’ll show you to the office and to our first class.” I can hear the smile in his voice. He slings his arm around me and leads me into the school building.

All the different smells are really irritating and the noises are louder, which hurts me in my ears. Niall leads me through all the students and it surprises me that we can just walk through. I expected many people in our way but there are none.

Niall helps me with getting my schedule and my special books in braille. Luckily, we have almost all of our classes together. We go to our first classroom, our first lesson is English. Through the day I meet most of my new teachers and classmates. Everyone seems really nice and I’m surprised that all of my sheets are already in braille.

Niall guides me through the day and I was never so thankful to have him. He is really my best friend. When lunchbreak rolls around he guides me to the cafeteria and sits me down at a table, where I can smell two alphas already seated.

“Lou, these are my alphas Liam and Zayn”, Niall introduces us. “Babes, this is Louis, my best friend.”

“Hi, I’m Liam”, the alpha with the chocolate smell greets me on my right side.

“I’m Zayn”, the alpha with the citrus smell and a hint of tobacco says.

I smile lightly and wave, hopefully in their direction. “Hello.”

“It’s nice to meet you finally, Niall already told us so much about you.” Liam tells me.

Niall takes my hand in his. “Normally we are four, but Harry won’t make it to school for at least another 2 days. He is still in Italy with his family.” When I furrow my brows at him and look confused, he clarifies: “His dad is the COE of Styles Inc. and Harry will work there when he finishes college.”

Styles Inc. is one of the biggest publishing company’s in the U.S. They were one of the very first publishing company’s at all to translate novels into braille and they are so successful with it. I can’t believe he is friends with Niall. I don’t mean it in a bad way, he just never told me something about him.

“He finishes high school this year and then goes to college.”, he explains further.

Niall helps me with getting my lunch out of my bag and for the rest of the break we eat and get to know each other. Liam and Zayn are truly perfect for Niall. From what I can hear they are really caring and loving towards him. I’m glad he found them and that they want to court him. From what Niall told me, Liam and Zayn were already a couple and looking for an omega and over the summer the spark flew over.

In the afternoon Niall has PE and I have history, because… imagine a blind omega in PE! When we both are finished with school Niall takes me home. “And? What do you think?”, he asks me and slings his arm around me. “How was your first day?”

“It was good. I’m surprised how smooth everything went and how nice everyone was. And I like your alphas, a lot.” I feel him relax beside me.

“Oh thank god”, he sighs. “I’m happy that you like them, it means a lot to me.”

I squeeze his hand in mine. Even if Niall seems so outgoing and strong most of the time, he is really insecure on the inside. “I really like them. They seem to care about you and really love you. I’m happy that they court you.”

“Maybe you’ll find an alpha too”, he says beside me. “Maybe I’ll help you find yourself an alpha.”

“No! Niall, what alpha want’s a blind omega? Tell me. I won’t find an alpha, never.”

“Oh Lou, come on. You haven’t seen the alphas in school today.” He sounds like he is smiling. “They were staring at you, like they never saw an omega. I think so many alphas would be happy to court you.”

“Niall, stop. Don’t even think about it”, I warn him.

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The next 2 days school is really uneventful. I enjoy the company of Liam and Zayn really and all of my teachers are really nice. I honestly expected it to be really horrible. The imagination of going to school with seeing people was terrifying for me. I always thought that most people would be a bit more ignorant or that the teachers wouldn’t be so attentive.

Niall and I never were so close with each other and I feel so good with him and his alphas are so nice. Right now Niall has maths and my next class is history. When I step into the room there is this rich scent of sandalwood in the air and when I sit down it’s right next to me and it’s so strong that I have to supress a whimper.

The whole lesson I’m so distracted and I have the urge to submit to the alpha right beside me. I never smelled him. I would have remembered this smell and I already had 2 history classes this week. I would’ve remembered him. My whole tummy feels like it’s filled with butterfly’s and my omega is so nervous inside of me and it’s pacing around.

I have no idea what my teacher said at all. Like, honestly no idea.

As soon as the bell rings, the chair right beside me scratches over the floor and the smell is gone. I need a few more moments to gather my thoughts, before I pack my things into my bag, grab my cane and get out of the classroom, where Niall is already waiting for me. He grabs my hand and leads over to the cafeteria. He tells me everything about his maths class and whines about his teacher and their many homework.

As soon as we step into the cafeteria I smell this wonderful smell again and this time I can’t suppress the little whimper. Thankfully Niall doesn’t say anything. But the closer we get to our table, the stronger this smell becomes until I stand right beside it. Instinctively I take a deep breath.

“Oh Harry, you’re back!”, I hear Niall say. “Lou, that’s Harry, I told you about him and Harry this is Louis, my best friend.”

This intoxicating smell turns towards me. “Hi.” His voice is so deep and he sounds so much like an alpha, that I almost whimper again.

“Hey.” My voice sounds like a squeak.

Niall pushes me down right beside him, next to the intoxicating smell. I hardly got through a history lesson, what am I going to do now? I try to breath through my mouth as much as I can, but just his presence is so overwhelming, I have such a strong urge to submit.

“Lou? Everything ok?” Niall lays his hand down on my arm. “You look a bit pale.”

“Everything is alright, I just feel, little bit lightheaded. Maybe I ate too little today”, I brush it off.

Niall just hums shortly before he pushes a fork into my hand and lays my other hand down on the bowl full of food. “There, eat the Mac and Cheese, maybe you feel a little bit better after that.”

I smile a little and begin to eat a few Mac and Cheese, indeed feeling a little bit better. I hear Zayn and Liam talking to Harry quietly. Harry’s voice is soothing and is pulling me into a light trance. My omega is responsive to his alpha and it’s so scary.

No other alpha ever did something like that to my omega or myself.

I think the only reason why I’m not dropping at the moment, is Niall’s constant talking. It’s keeping me something to hold onto. I never dropped into an omega drop and just the thought of the possibility, that just an alphas scent and voice is able to almost pull me under. It’s crazy, terrifying and unbelievable.

“We should have a sleepover tomorrow, it’s Friday and we won’t have to get up for school on Saturday. We can watch a few movies and I could cook something for us, maybe pasta and sauce.” He rambles on and on and it helps me to stay calm and not getting a panic attack. “My mom and dad won’t be home and I won’t be alone and bored, cause Liam and Zayn aren’t able to come over.”

I finish the rest of my Mac and Cheese. “That would be nice”, I agree with him.

Niall rambles on about what he wants to do tomorrow.

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The next day I indeed sleep over at Niall’s. He takes me home with him after school and I sit at the kitchen island while Niall begins to prepare pasta with a cream sauce with salmon. He talks about his plans for next weekend. He and his alphas are going to a party over at Harry’s place. His parents won’t be in town because of some business trip and he decided to throw a party.

“You should totally come with us Lou!”, he suddenly says.

“I’m not sure, Niall. I mean, I don’t know anybody there. And I’m not even invited”, I remind him. “I think I’m just going to stay at home.”

I hear Niall moving over to me and taking one of my hands into his own. “Lou, you have to stop staying at home all the time and you know me, Liam, Zayn and Harry and you’ll meet a ton of new people. And you don’t need to be invited, you’re coming with me. It’s final, you are going to this party with me. We even are going to stay over at Harry’s, so you don’t have to worry about getting home or anything. Come on.”

I can clearly hear the pout in his voice and I can’t say no to that. “Ok”, I sigh. “But I’m going home when I don’t feel well or if I feel uncomfortable, okay?”

“Yes! Sure. I’m so happy that you’re coming with us.”

For the reminder of the evening we eat and Niall puts in a movie that I try to listen to, but we just talk more and the movie is more of a background noise. He talks much about his alphas and tells me more about our school and teachers.

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The next Friday I indeed go to the party with Niall and his alphas. School was the same as last week, everyone is always friendly and helpful. I enjoy spending time with Liam and Zayn too, but I haven’t really talked much to Harry at all. In history we sit next to each other still and his smell is also strong as ever. I often have a hard time listening to what the teacher is saying or what my friends say when I sit with them at lunch.

Niall helped with getting ready and now I’m wearing tight jeans, my vans and a loose shirt. We are driving with Liam’s car to Harry. He will park it in the garage for the night, so that nothing can happen to it. When we get there I’m surprised that the music isn’t as loud as I expected it to be, it’s rather quiet. Zayn is helping me with finding my way into the house by slinging an arm around me. There are three steps up to the entrance and when we get inside I’m hit with so many different scents that I get a bit dizzy immediately.

Zayn leads me through a crowd of people and it’s a little bit difficult for me to move with him, as I’m not seeing the people I’m walking into. Soon we are in a room with lesser people and breathing is a little bit easier for me.

“What do you want to drink, Lou?”, Zayn asks me. “There’s water, beer, different kind of cocktails…”

“Just a water, please”, I reply. Soon I have a cold water bottle in my hand and we move through large rooms and soon we step outside into the fresh air and I breath in deeply. Here are not so many people.

“Guy’s, here you are!”, I hear a familiar deep voice say from my right side and soon I’m engulfed in a hug from an alpha with the smell of sandalwood which surprises me, as we never really talked to each other, but I’m happy to also hug him back, before he moves on to our other friends. “Come on, down is a bond fire where you all can sit.”

Harry lays my hand down on his arm and slowly leads me over to the steps and helps me getting down slowly. It surprises me, but he is doing a way better job then Zayn. Zayn almost pulls me where we are going, Harry instead is holding me and guiding me around things. He sits me down on something that feels like a tree trunk. It’s hard and uneven, but the fire is warm. I feel Niall sit down on my left side and Harry sits down on my other side. It feels like he is glued to me. My arm is tingling and I feel so content sitting here right next to him and even though I try to scoot a little bit more towards Niall, he just follows me.

The people around us are all chatting with each other and everything is so relaxed and chill, I regret it that I haven’t come to a party with Niall sooner. He often tried to convince me to come with him, but I never wanted to. The music is still playing at a really comfortable volume and I slowly sip my water while I listen to the conversations of the people around me. Most of them are talking about a football game sometime this week, about school and things like that. It’s Harrys voice that pulls me slowly in a light trance.

I feel warm and fuzzy, like most of the time when I’m near him, but today it’s a bit different. Normally my Omega would purr inside my head and I feel like I’m going to drop any minute, but there are so many people around us, that my Omega feels a little bit restless. It’s a little bit confusing for me.

We sit there for quite some time, before I decide to go a few steps and get a new water bottle. Luckily I decided to bring my cane with me, so I tell Niall that I’m walking around a little bit. Liam offers to come with me, but I just tell him to stay with his mates and that I’m back soon.

It’s surprisingly easy for me to walk through the garden as everyone is letting me through and even someone is helping me up the steps. In the house it’s quite easily for me to go into the kitchen and get a new water. I decide to stay inside a little bit and lean against the kitchen counter. In the house aren’t so many people as outside, but it’s not long before I smell an alpha standing in front of me that I don’t know. He smells like firewood and soon he starts talking with me.

“Hey, you’re Louis right? My names Daniel”, he introduces himself.

I nod. “Yeah, nice to meet you.”

He leans himself next to me on the kitchen counter and if I’m honest, he is a little bit too close for my liking. “You’re the new omega student. I’m on the football team of our school.”

His scent grows stronger the more he leans into my space and he talks on and on about shit I don’t care about and when I try to get a little bit away from him, he just follows me. I think he is creepy, but I can’t get away from him, because he is slowly cornering me.

My breath is getting heavier and I’m feeling dizzy. From the smells and sounds in the room I can tell that we are the only people in the kitchen. When he is practically glued to my front, I begin to whimper.

“You smell so good”, he whispers in my ear and growls lowly. He puts his right hand on my left hip and his face into my neck.

“Please, let go of me”, I whisper. “Please.”

He turns me around, presses my chest down on the counter, presses his hip into my ass, holds my hands on my back and begins to kiss and bite around my neck. Slowly tears begin to gather in my eyes and roll down my cheeks.

I try to wiggle out of his grasp but this just seems to erect him more. He grabs me harder and presses me down even more.

Suddenly he gets ripped away from me and from the force of the pull I slam down on the ground. Over me I can hear growling from at least three people and soon there are hands helping me sit up. “Hey, it’s just me, Niall”, he tells me when I flinch away from him. “Everything is alright. It’s ok Lou. We’re here now.”

I pull my knees up to my chest and rest my chin down on it. I can’t relax and stop shaking and a little whimper leaves my mouth. Slowly I feel how my body starts to get numb and I can only hear a few words of everything that is said around me.

“Don’t touch him ever again”, someone growls.

“…little bitch…”

Someone is moaning as if he is in pain.

“..get everyone out”, someone growls.

Soon someone shouts, but I can’t really hear it.

“Louis”, someone is talking lowly to me. “Louis, it’s me, Harry. Can you hear me sweet boy? When you can, say something or nod.” I slowly nod. “Good. Everything is over, okay? You are safe now, you hear me? He is gone. You did so well, you were so brave”, he slowly talks to me and touches me on my arms and knees. “As soon as everyone is gone I’m going to bring you upstairs in a room where you can sleep, ok?”

I slowly nod again. His voice is the only thing I can hear, the only thing that is keeping me awake.

“Hey, don’t sleep just now, just a few minutes longer, ok? Once you are in a comfortable bed you can sleep as long as you want, you hear me?” He’s slowly carding his fingers through my hair.

“Okay, everyone is gone”, a voice from far away is talking.

“You hear that? Soon you’ll be able to sleep. Okay, lovely, I’m going to carry you upstairs, yeah?” He scoops me up and I can feel him moving. He talks to me a bit more. Soon I can feel him laying me down on something really soft. “Okay, now you can sleep as long as you want, sweet Omega. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

I’m out like a light.

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Harry’s POV.

Louis is gone quite long now and my alpha is growing restless. Since I saw him, smelled him for the first time, his unique cinnamon smell, I’m gone for him. He is small, his brown hair is so soft and his eyes so blue. He is just perfect and I want him for myself.

“Hey, I’m gonna go look where Louis is, alright?”, Niall says to me and his mates and gets up. He is gone for at least fifteen minutes and it shouldn’t take so long to get a bottle of water, even when he is blind. He had no problems to get into the house.

I stand up too. “I’m coming with you, my drink is empty.”

Nialls alphas get up too. Wherever he is going, they are going too. Liam and Zayn are protective over Niall. I never really understood why, but when I met Louis, I just got the slightest idea of what they are feeling. I don’t know if it might be getting better if I would finally grow some balls to ask him out and date him, court him.

We go inside the house and he is nowhere to be seen in the living room. But when we go into the kitchen I see red. Louis is standing pressed against the kitchen counter, his eyes tightly shut together. Daniel, one of the alphas on the football team, has him pressed chest down on the counter and he bites and kisses at his neck.

I growl deep in my chest and rip him away from Louis, who is falling on the ground. The only two things holding me back from going straight over to him, are the alpha in my grasp and Niall, who is going over and tries to calm him down.

“Don’t touch him ever again”, I growl into his face.

“Oh please, he was begging for it, that little bitch”, he laughs and I punch him in the nose, which makes him groan in pain. I push him away from myself, straight in the arms of Liam.

“Get him and everyone else out”, I growl and Liam and Zayn take over the part of breaking the party and throw everyone out. I turn towards Louis and what I’m seeing is breaking my heart. He sits on the floor, has his knees pulled to his chest, his chin is resting on them, he is shaking and whimpers. There are still tears in his eyes and down his cheeks.

I take a deep breath, go over to him and crouch down onto his level. “Louis”, I slowly start to talk to him “Louis, it’s me, Harry. Can you hear me sweet boy? When you can, say something or nod.” God, I think he is going to drop. Omegas drop only when they feel extremely safe or if they are in danger. When he nods after a few seconds I release a breath I didn’t realise I was holding. “Good. Everything is over, okay? You are safe now, you hear me? He is gone. You did so well, you were so brave”, I praise him and slowly start to scent mark him, by touching his arms, knees and carding my fingers through his hair, always staying away from his neck even though I want to rub the skin there and get rid of this smell of firewood. “As soon as everyone is gone I’m going to bring you upstairs in a room where you can sleep, ok?”

He is slowly nodding again, but his eyelids are beginning to drop.

“Hey, don’t sleep just now, just a few minutes longer, ok? Once you are in a comfortable bed you can sleep as long as you want, you hear me?” I don’t carding my fingers through his hair.

“Okay, everyone is gone.” Liam comes back into the kitchen.

I nod, but never take my eyes off of Louis. “You hear that? Soon you’ll be able to sleep. Okay, lovely, I’m going to carry you upstairs, yeah?” I scoop him up and slowly start moving up the stairs, going into the guest bedroom right next to mine. I carefully lay him down on the bed and gently tuck him in. “Okay, now you can sleep as long as you want, sweet Omega. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

After a few minutes of just standing there and watching him sleep, Niall speaks up: “I feel awful. I always wanted him to come with me to one of these party’s and look what happened.” I turn around and see him silently crying. “I always wanted to protect him and I failed.”

Liam and Zayn are immediately trying to calm him down. “It wasn’t your fault”, I speak up and sit down next to the bed on a loveseat and watch over Louis. “It’s the fault of the idiot Daniel. I’m just glad, that nothing else happened.”

“Hey Harry, I think we are going to sleep now. You should probably get some sleep too”, Liam speaks up behind me. “I know that you want to be near him, but sleeping might be good for you too.”

Liam is the only one of my friends that knows of my growing feelings for the omega in front of me. But just the thought of leaving Louis here by himself is almost killing me, so I shake my head. “No, I’m just going to stay right here.”

He lays his hand down on my shoulder and squeezes it once, before leaving and closing the door.

Louis’ brows are furrowed and he lowly starts to whimper. I take his hand into mine and start again to card my fingers through his hair. He begins to relax again and it’s calming myself and my alpha, seeing that he is safe.

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Louis POV.

I feel warm and comfy. I snuggle deeper into the pillow under my head and clutch the blanket that’s covering me tighter. There is this soothing smell of sandalwood surrounding me and someone is holding my hand. I slowly start to stretch me and when I turn my head around there is pain shooting through my neck. And that’s when I remember what happened yesterday. The alpha, Daniel, talking to me in the kitchen, cornering me and pressing me down on the counter, kissing and biting my neck.

As soon as I remember it I’m sitting straight up in bed and my breath quickens. I remember everything that Daniel did and I feel dirty and my neck is hurting and itching. I want to scrub all the bad memories away and it’s as if I’m still able to smell that smell of firewood.

“Hey, don’t do that”, a low, deep, soothing voice says and takes my hands in them, that were scratching at my neck. It’s Harry. “It’s over, okay? He is gone, you are safe, you hear me?”

His voice, his smell and his touch on my hands is so soothing, that I’m starting to relax. I remember Daniel being ripped away from me and then Harry who was taking care of me after what happened.

“Thank you for helping me.” My voice is just a whisper and sounds so broken. “Thank you.” Tears start flowing down my cheeks. The bed beside me is dipping down and Harry’s arms wrap around me. I clutch his shirt in my hands and press my nose into his neck, taking deep breaths.

“It’s okay Louis, it’s okay. You were so brave yesterday, so brave. You did so well”, he praises me. “And he is gone, he can’t hurt you anymore. You are safe.”

We sit there for a few more minutes, before I slowly start to pull away. “Uhm, I would like to take a shower, if it’s possible.”

“Sure, no problem.”

Harry slowly leads me into a bathroom, that lightly smells like him. He puts my bag onto the counter top, where it’s easy for me to find it. After he lays two towels out for me, he leaves me alone.

During my shower I try to scrub away as much as I can from the smell and the feeling on my skin. After I feel clean enough, I dry myself and change into my clean clothes and brush my teeth. Harry even put my cane next to the counter. I carefully walk down the hallway and down the steps. I can hear the voices of my friends coming from a room and when I walk inside, it’s the kitchen. A quick sniff tells me, that the room must have been cleaned. The whole room smells like cleaning products and eggs and bacon that I can hear sizzling in a pan.

“Oh Lou”, Niall sighs and wraps his arms around me. “I’m so sorry about what happened yesterday. So sorry.”

“It’s not your fault Niall. Everything is ok. I already feel much better.” I try to smile into his direction. “So, I guess you were making breakfast?”

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After we ate breakfast we stayed a little bit longer at Harry’s. For the rest of the weekend I just stayed home and tried not to think so much of what happened. Because honestly I feel fine. I know it sounds crazy, but it’s true. Sure the thought that something like that happened to me is terrifying, always will be, but it happened, I can’t change a thing about it. So much worse things happen to omegas around the world.

The next few weeks are uneventful. School is good, I spent much time with my family and friends. Harry and I grow closer than I ever thought possible, I go to more parties with my friends. And even though Harry won’t let me out of his sight at these parties, I enjoy it so much.

We are going to a party tonight and Niall helped me again to get ready. Slowly I get used to wearing these skin tight jeans and a flowing top. The house we are tonight is like the last few we went to. I hear chattering everywhere and the smells are kind of overwhelming at first, but I get quickly used to it. The music is a little bit louder then it was at Harry’s house, but it’s not to bad. Like the last time I hold a bottle of cold water in my hand. Harry isn’t drinking either. Niall and his mates stopped to talk to people they know, but Harry leads me further into the house.

The last couple of weeks I learned that Harry’s grandmother is blind and he spends much time with her, which explains why he is so good with me being blind and is able to help me better.

I think we are in the living room or something like that. The air smells like alphas, betas, omegas, like sex and pheromones. Attracted by this feeling from all around us I tighten my hold on Harry’s hand and pull him into the crowd of people.

“Lou, what are you doing?”, he asks me and pulls me closer towards him, whispering in my ear.

“I want to dance”, is my answer.

He is breathing deeply and I feel like he is hesitating about letting me go into the crowd, but he gives in and slowly we are moving between the bodies. Over the last couple of weeks and parties we danced often together, I enjoy it so much, being pressed against him and smelling like him after we finish dancing. We slowly start to dance, moving with the bodies around us. I almost feel like I’m floating, the heat of the bodies around us making me feel far away. I throw one arm around Harry’s neck and start to dance with him, his right arm slung around my waist and his face in my neck. I rub my backside on Harry’s front, his hold tightening on me, pressing me harder against him. He starts to nip and bite on my neck, I’m throwing my head back, resting it on his shoulder.

The nipping and biting is new, but my omega really enjoys it. It’s a show of dominance, of claiming someone. I dig my hand into his hair on the back of his neck and pull on the long strands there, but at the same time pulling his face harder against my neck, not wanting to miss this feeling. The more we rub against each other, the more damp my pants get. We never went this far at dancing. Always just dancing close with each other.

Harry is turning me around slowly and before I can even think of anything else, his lips are on mine. I tighten my hold on him, pulling him closer. It’s our first kiss. When his tongue parts my lips a little moan leaves my mouth and that’s when Harry starts to pull away. He kisses his way over to my ear and whispers: “Maybe we should go somewhere more private.”

I quickly nod my head, following him when he pulls me out of the crowd. He warns me before we climb steps, leading me safely upstairs and in a room, that smells clean, like there hasn’t someone slept in it since a few months.

Harry shuts the door and soon I feel his lips on mine again. I quickly bury my hands in his hair again, enjoying the feeling when he presses me against the wall next to the door. One of his hands is pressed tightly on my waist, the other holding my face in it’s place, not allowing me to move an inch away from him. Little moans are constantly leaving my lips, making him press himself even tighter to me.

His lips leave mine and he kisses his way down to my neck, once again biting and nipping there. “Harry please”, I whisper.

“Please what, baby?”, is whispered against my skin.

I pull on his hair again, but this time wanting to feel his lips on mine again. He easily follows my lead, crashing his lips back against mine. My knees start to feel weak and my pants are soaking wet by now. I part my legs slightly and Harry puts one of his legs between mine, putting pressure there. On instinct I start to rub myself on his legs, earning low growls from Harry.

Low whimpers and moans leave my lips and I can feel myself slowly reaching my climax and feeling Harry getting there too, also rubbing himself on my leg.

“Harry, Alpha, please”, I whisper and Harry is growling.

“Come on, come Omega”, he is growling in my ear, throwing me over the edge. I can feel him coming too and I never felt so satisfied. Harry’s scent is everywhere, surrounding me, pulling under a thick blanket of it. “You were so good”, he whispers in my ear.

Harry is kissing my neck, scenting me, keeping me calm.

As soon as I feel more like myself again and calmed down, Harry and I leave the room, me holding tightly onto his hand. When we get downstairs again, I feel myself tense. There are too many different scents and people around us.

Harry probably senses my different mood. “What’s wrong? You okay?”

“No, there are too many scents and people”, I tell him. That I’m blind is just making everything so much stronger.

“You want to leave?”, he asks me and when I nod he slowly and carefully guides me out of the house.

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The ride home was pleasant, we talked with each other, listened to music and after Harry dropped me of at home he drove home himself. We didn’t kiss again or something like that. He just guided me to the front door. The next morning Niall comes over to my house and lays himself down on my bed, waking me up in the process.

“Okay, spill it, what happened between you and Harry yesterday”, are the first words I hear from my best friend.

“Good morning to you too”, I sigh and turn around, away from him.

“Oh come on Lou, tell me! The one second I saw you two dancing and almost eating each other’s faces off and the next you two were gone and I never saw you again on that party.” He shakes my shoulder, successfully waking me up fully. “When did it happen that you are kissing? Are two courting? Why didn’t you say something to me? I’m your best friend!”

Sighing I sit up in bed. “We aren’t courting. It just happened yesterday. I think it was a onetime thing.”

“Tell me more! You practically reek of him, that isn’t happening when you are just kissing, that happens when you fuck someone. Oh. My. God. You two fucked!”, he shouts.

“Ssshhh, not so loud! My parents and siblings are in the same house as we are! No we did not! Or, not the whole way. I think it was just humping each other’s legs in a guestroom or something like that, not that I could really tell you were we were, and kissing and scenting. When we got downstairs I felt overwhelmed and just uncomfortable, so he drove me home. That’s it. That’s everything that happened.” My face feels hot when I finish telling him everything. “I think it was a one time thing.”

“Wow. I mean, I always thought you two would be cute together, but damn! Humping each other’s legs in a random guest room at a random party? I never thought you would be so naughty Lou!” Niall is laughing next to me. “And you’re trying to tell me, that you aren’t courting? That it was a one time thing? Harry is absolutely crazy over you. Head over heels! I never saw him staying awake for someone the whole night and watching over them.”

“What are you talking about?”, I ask him.

I feel Niall tense beside me. “Oh, did I never tell you? The night of the thing with Daniel, Harry stayed with you the whole night, didn’t once leave your side. I never saw him like that. He looked like an alpha whose mate was hurt.”

That’s new to me. “But why would he do that?”

“Because he cares about you. He likes you Louis.” Niall takes my hand in his and leans his head on my shoulder. “Harry never cared about someone like he cares about you. I don’t think he got a girlfriend or an omega in the last year.”

“But why would he want me? I’m nothing special. I’m a blind omega, Niall. What would Harry want from me? Even when I can’t see him, I know that he is hot, okay? The muscles on his arms or his body for that matter, are telling me this. And not only that, have you heard the omegas talk in school about him?”

Niall loosens his hold on my hand and takes my face in his hands. “You listen to what I say, you hear me? You are one of the hottest omegas that I know. All the alphas in school are looking at you. I’m sure a few of them would gladly ask you out or court you. Louis, you have to trust me. Harry really likes you.”

I just hope Niall is right because I think I’m falling for Harry pretty hard and fast.

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Harry POV

What have I done? That question is in my head constantly since I dropped Louis off at home. How could I kiss him? How could I hump against his leg in a random guest room of someone’s house? He is a blind omega, he is something special, that deserves so much more. He deserves to be swooned, to be courted, to be loved. He doesn’t deserve something like that.

“Fuck guys, what should I do? If I’m honest, I feel dirty.”

Zayn, Liam and I are sitting in my room and playing a few video games. I just told them everything that happened yesterday night at the party.

“I know you probably won’t want to hear it, but you have fallen pretty hard for that little omega”, Zayn laughs at me.

Maybe he is right. Louis is so pretty, sexy, he is everything I would want in a mate. That he is blind isn’t bothering me. My grandmother is blind herself and my family owns a publishing company that is publishing books in braille. So his blindness isn’t a problem for me. More so, it’s making him more special to me.

“But what I did is wrong! You hear me? It was wrong of me to drag in that room, kiss him, scent him, and hump his leg like some crazy teenager that can’t control himself”, I try to explain to them. “And it’s everytime like that when I see him, okay? I feel like I can’t control me. Those feelings are making me crazy! The whole time I want to hold him, to scent him, to fuck him, to mark him. That’s not normal, right?”

Liam pauses the game and turns towards me. “That’s how Zayn and I feel when we are around Niall. What you are describing is the feeling of mates, of loving someone.”

“You should probably take him out, go for dinner and then court him”, is Zayn’s suggestion. “Take him to a restaurant or something like that. Or is him being blind a problem for you?”

“What? No! Are you crazy? Why would that be a problem for me? My grandmother is blind and we own a publishing firm that was one of the first ones to publish books in braille. His blindness is no problem and I warn you to ever say something like that again. It makes him so much more special.”

I’m growling in the end and when Zayn and Liam are smiling, I want to slap both of them. But I also know that they are right. If I want to have a future with Louis, I have to do something. And taking him on a date is the first step.

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Louis POV

Me and Niall are chilling in my living room, talking quietly with each other, while my little sisters are watching a movie. Niall stayed the whole Saturday with me. It’s almost dinner time when the doorbell rings and one of my sisters is running towards the front door and opening it. I hear someone talking, but I’m not really listening.

“Lou! There is someone at the door for you!”, my little sister Lottie is yelling.

Confused I get up and slowly go over to the front door. The scent of sandalwood is entering my nose and I know that Harry will be standing in front of me when I round the corner. “Hey Harry”, I greet him once I get there.

“Hey Lou. How are you?” His voice is steady and deep as always.

“Good, you? What are you doing here?”

He deeply inhales. “I wanted to ask you if you want to have dinner with me? We could grab something to eat and probably go over to my house or go in a restaurant or something like that, if you want?”

“Like a date?”, I ask dumbly.

“Uhm, yes. Yes, would you want to go on a date with me? Tonight?”

Slowly I begin to nod, happiness beginning to spread in my whole body. “Yes. Uh, just let me grab a jacket and tell my mum where I’m going to be.”

When I turn around there is already a jacket pushed into my hands. It’s Niall. “Go, I will talk to your mom. Have fun!” He is practically throwing me out of my own house.

“That was weird”, I say and turn towards Harry.

He is slowly taking my hand in his own and is leading me down the path of our front yard. “I’m sure he is probably more excited about that than I am right now”, he is laughing. Harry is helping me inside his car and I buckle up while he is going over to the driver’s seat and getting in the car himself. “Okay, what or where do you want to eat?”

His voice is slightly trembling, almost impossible to hear it, but my omega is so fixed on him, that it even recognises the smallest changes in everything. His voice, his smell, how he talks, everything.

“Can we just have pizza and maybe sit somewhere outside? It’s still warm”, is my suggestion.

“Sure. Whatever you want”, he agrees and starts the car. “I know a really good Italian restaurant, they have the best salami pizza!”

“Sound’s good.”

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With our pizza in our labs we sit somewhere in the grass, I can feel the warmth of the sun on my face, while we eat. Harry and I are talking quietly with each other. I really enjoy talking with him, just spending time with him.

“What’s so funny?”, I ask him when he quietly giggles.

“These birds over there are flying together and it looks really cute”, he explains to me.

“Could you describe it to me? How everything looks?”, I ask quietly.

I can hear him shifting next to me. “Okay. There are a few white clouds on the sky, but otherwise the sky is blue, so blue and the sun is shining so beautifully, even though it’s going down in an incredible sunset. There are only a few summer flowers left from this summer, but they are still blooming and can you smell them?” When I nod, he continues: “They are even more beautiful to look at. They are red, blue, yellow, orange, blue, purple, pink. A few people are going for a walk somewhere near us. There are bees flying over the flowers.”

I start smiling, I like that. I like that he is describing even the smallest things to me. “Thanks. I really appreciate, that you are doing this for me. Sometimes it helps, hearing those simple things.”

Harry takes my hand in his and kisses it slowly. “I’d do this every time you need me to. Always.”

“You are perfect, do you know that?”, is my giggled question. “You are so perfect, for every omega out there. Your omega will be so lucky to have you as their alpha.” Hopefully I’m smiling in his direction and not at someone entirely strange.

“Okay, so I planned to wait for at least our third date, but I really, really like you”, he places one of his hands on my cheek. “You are the perfect omega for me, I never was so sure of something this quickly and I wanted to ask you, if you would let me court you. Be my omega.”

Have I heard that right? Did he really ask me, to be his omega? He wants to court me? So much more thoughts are running through my head but I can manage a nod and a quiet: “Yes.”

Right after I agree to be courted by him, he throws his arms around me and pulls me tightly against his chest. I hug him back and bury my face in his neck, taking a deep breath of his calming scent. “This makes me really happy, you know?”, he whispers in my ear.

Real happiness spreads through my entire body. My omega is purring and I just enjoy sitting there with Harry, his arms around me, his fingers carding through my hair and him talking quietly in my ear while telling me of our surroundings.

---

Later that night Harry takes me home. After he parks the car we sit quietly next to each other. I can feel Harry’s gaze on me, making me smile. “Uhm, do you want to come inside with me?”, I ask him, not wanting to leave him just yet, hoping he would say yes.

“Sure, I’d love to”, he tells me. “Wait, I’m coming over to help you out of the car.”

Right after I can hear the door on his side open and closing and after a few moments the door on my side opens and I can feel on of his hands on mine, helping me out of the car. My closed cane is tightly clutched in my hand that isn’t held by Harry’s. Lately my cane is often closed when I’m with him. I’m trusting him and he always is leading me so securely and safely, that I don’t use it.

“Maybe I have to warn you, my family can be crazy sometimes, I have 5 younger siblings and sometimes they can be quite a lot”, I say as we walk up the path to my house. When I open the door there are already loud voices coming out of the living room. “Mom, I’m home”, I call out. “And I brought someone with me!”

As soon as I said those words, I can hear little feet running over the floor and soon after I can feel two little body’s colliding with mine, the older set of twins. The little ones are probably sleeping already, as they are just a year old.

“Lou”, I can hear Phoebe say. “Who is that?”

“Is he your alpha?”, Daisy asks.

I can hear my mom coming towards us, clapping her hands. “Girls, let go of your brother. I’m sure he will tell us more if you let go of him and he can introduce his guest.” She kisses me on the cheek. “Hey honey. You two want something to drink?”

We both decline and this time I take Harry’s hand in mine and lead him into our kitchen, taking a seat in my usual spot, sensing that Harry is sitting down next to me. The smell of my dad is also in the room. “Hey dad. This is Harry Styles”, I introduce him to my parents.

“Pleasure to meet you, Sir”, I can hear Harry say.

“Nice to meet you too”, my dad replies. “Styles? You related to the Styles of the publishing firm?”

“Yes, it’s my families”, is Harry’s reply. “I’ll be working there after college and hopefully I can take over somewhere in the future, when my dad retires.”

“How do you two know each other?”, is my mom’s question.

“We go to the same school and he is friends with Niall’s alphas”, is my reply and without a second thought I add: “And he is my going to be my alpha, he asked me if he could court me today.”

My mom is taking a deep breath and my dad doesn’t react at all. Harry is taking my hand in his and rubbing his thumb over the back of my hand.

“You may think, it’s pretty soon to ask someone if he wants to court me, but I’m sure of this. From the very first second of meeting your son, I knew he was the one for me and that I wanted to court him and later mate with him”, Harry explains to my parents. “I can’t promise to never hurt him, but I’m going to try to never hurt him. I want to properly court him, to spoil him and everything that is part of the deal.”

Tears are in my eyes and I clutch tightly his hand in mine.

“Oh god”, I hear my mom say and I can hear her sniffle. “You have no idea how happy this is making us. I think, you are really perfect for him.”

I can hear little feet running towards us. “Louis, Louis! Will you play something with us?”, my little sister Daisy asks me. “And your friend too?”

“Sure little missy”, Harry says and takes my hand in his. “Where should we go?”

“Living room”, I tell him and together we go over there, I’m leading him. The smells there are telling that my other sisters Charlotte and Félicité are also in the living room. “Hey girls. This is Harry, he is going to court me.” Saying that out loud is strange for me. “Harry, these are my little sisters Lottie, Fizzy and Daisy and Phoebe. The little ones I think are asleep by now.”

The girls greet him and the twins are already pulling at our hands, pulling us towards the couch. Being home it’s easy for me to find my way around. I’ve lived my whole live in this house so I know where everything is.

“What do you girls want to play?”, Harry is asking while we sit down on the floor.

“Tea party!”, they yell together.

For the next hour or so, we play with the little ones and it’s nice to hear how good Harry is with the girls. I always imagined having an alpha that is good with my little sisters, who likes kids.

“Okay girls, time for bed”, my mom says and comes into the living room. As always they are complaining about wanting to stay up and not wanting to sleep. “No, you’re already up longer than you should.”

“Can you read us something?”, I hear Phoebe say to someone.

“Uhm, sure”, is Harry’s answer. “If that’s okay for your mom, though.”

“Yes, it’s okay”, my mom says. “But first you little monsters have to brush your teeth! After that Harry will read you a story.” I can hear the fond in my mom’s voice as she talks.

All my little sisters are running up the stairs, leaving Harry and I alone in the living room. “They like you. Which is good, cause we will spend a lot of time with them.”

Harry lays his hand on my cheek and presses a kiss on my temple. “I adore children and you have the cutest little sisters ever. I don’t mind spending time with them and I like them too. And I love reading children books.”

Again there are tears in my eyes. Harry just began courting me and he already makes me so happy. Just a few weeks ago I never imagined to meet an alpha so perfect for me. Harry understands where I need help with, he is caring, he listens to me when I tell him something and he is already loved by my family.

“You don’t know how happy this makes me”, I smile.

“HARRY!”

“I thinks that’s our cue to go upstairs”, I laugh.

Harry is following me upstairs and into the room of the twins. I lay down with Daisy in her bed and Harry has to sit with Phoebe. He reads Pippi Longstocking to them and I just enjoy listening to his music, having my eyes closed and slowly carding my fingers through Daisy’s hair. That’s so nice. I like that. Could get used to it.

When Harry finished the book we tuck the girls in and go over to my room. “That’s it. That’s my room. I know it’s not really decorated or anything-“

“It’s perfect”, he interrupts me. “Just like you.”

I can feel his hands on my waist and then his lips are on mine in a slow but passionate kiss. My arms sling themselves around his neck and I tuck at his hair. Harry is pressing me against his own body, holding tightly onto my waist, his tongue licking inside my mouth, massaging my tongue with his, causing me to quietly moan. Harry slowly starts to walk backwards and soon I feel my bed hitting the back of my legs. Together we fall down on my bed, causing me to laugh against his lips.

Harry rolls himself on over on my right side. “You are so cute, you know that?” He kisses me on my cheek, causing me to smile.

“I like your smell. You smell like sandalwood and it’s so soothing to me”, I tell him.

“It’s all yours.”

Again I have to smile. “Good to know.”

“What do you think of meeting my parents tomorrow? And my sister? We could go over to eat dinner with them”, he suggests. “Only if you want to though. If you’re not ready for something like that, it’s ok.”

“No, I would love to meet them. You’ve already met mine.” I smile in his direction.

“I think, I have to go home soon. It’s getting late.” I nod and we get up and I go down with him, saying goodbye at the door. “I’ll come pick you up tomorrow at 5 pm, okay?”

I nod and he kisses me one last time and after I hear him going down the path of our house, I close the front door. The smell of my mom is getting closer to me.

“He is really nice”, she says. “I’m happy that you found him. And the girls like him too.”

Nodding and smiling I turn around towards my mom. “Yeah, I really like him. Tomorrow I’m meeting his parents and sister. Never thought I would have something like this.”

My mom hugs me tightly. “I never doubted that you are going to have an amazing alpha”, she whispers in my ear. “And I think Harry is the one.”

Feeling happy I go back upstairs, get ready for bed and when I lay down, I can still smell Harry on my sheets and on my pillow. Inhaling his scent deeply, I fall asleep quickly.

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On Sunday I get ready for meeting Harry’s parents. My sister Lottie is helping me get ready. She sets out my outfit and does my hair and I’m ready when the doorbell rings. The little ones are running towards the door and open it. “Harry”, they are yelling and laughing.

“Hey girl’s. How are you? You slept well last night?”, he asks them.

“Yes! Will you read us a story again tonight?”, Daisy sounds like she is pouting a little bit.

Harry lowly chuckles. “Maybe when I bring your brother home and you aren’t already sleeping, okay? Promised.”

They are cheering loudly and I choose that moment to go downstairs.

“Hey”, I smile when I get near the door.

“Hi. You look stunning.” Harry is kissing me on my forehead.

“Thank you”, I smile. “I’m ready to go. Bye! I’m back later tonight!”

Harry is once again leading me out and towards his car, helping me inside before getting in the car himself. He slowly pulls my face towards his and kisses me softly. “Hey again.”

I’m smiling. “Hey.” I inhale deeply his scent, feeling calm.

Harry starts to drive and music is playing, he is humming to the melody. Our hands lay intertwined on the middle console, his thumb slowly caressing the back of my hand.

“Should I know something about your family?”

“Hm, my dad is the CEO of the publishing company, you already know that, my mom is doing a lot of charity work and is taking care of my grandmother and my sister Gemma is studying in London most of the time, but she is home for winter break”, he tells me. “My dad is an alpha, my mom and sister are omegas. Nothing to worry about, they are lovely. You are going to like them. ”

His words are soothing me, cause I was getting quite nervous the longer we drive.

When we get to his house, Harry helps me out of his car and I wrap my left arm around his and in my other hand I’m grabbing my cane tightly in the other one. He really knows what he is doing with leading me, I’m trusting him. As soon as Harry unlocks the front door, I can smell food and three other people in the house.

“Mom, we’re here!”, Harry yells and I can hear someone go towards us.

“Oh honey, he is gorgeous”, a woman exclaims and takes me by surprise when she wraps her arms around me. “It’s so nice to finally meet you. Oh I’m sorry, my name is Anne.”

“Louis, nice to meet you”, I smile. She smells like apples, not overbearing but pleasant.

“Come on, dinners almost ready”, she tells us and Harry is leading me towards the dining room, where I can smell two other people. “Louis, this is my husband Des and Harry’s sister Gemma.” Harry’s dad is shaking my hand and his sister is like his mother hugging me.

“Finally we are able to meet you! Harry wouldn’t shut up about this amazing omega he met and he is right, you are so cute”, are Gemma’s first words.

“Lovely to meet you too”, I say. Gemma is smelling like coconut and Des is smelling like grass.

“Sit down already, we can talk while we eat”, Anne ushers us. Harry is helping me towards a chair and is sitting down next to me. Soon I can smell the food on the table. “I made Rigatoni al Forno, I hope that’s okay.”

“Yes, it’s one of my favourite dishes”, I assure her.

Harry is helping me with putting food on my plate and helping me with finding the food, so that I can eat without his help. Throughout dinner we are talking and laughing with each other. I really like talking with them and Harry was right, they are lovely. Gemma is telling me everything about her studies and live in London.

“I would love to go there sometime”, I tell her. “I never left the states.”

“You totally should! Europe is so beautiful, you have to experience it”, she excitedly tells me.

“Harry said you are in his highschool year”, Anne is saying.

I nod and smile. “Yeah, that’s how we met actually. His best friends are courting my best friend and we sit next to each other in history.” We talk more about school and stuff like that and after some time we are talking about hobbies and stuff. “I really like to read. I read most of the time to be honest.”

“Hopefully some of our books”, Des is joking.

“Actually, yeah. There aren’t so many publishing firms with books for blind people”, I laugh. “Most of my books are from Styles Inc.”

“I like him”, Des exclaims and laughs.

After we finished dinner we stay a little longer with his parents and sister before we go upstairs to his room. We lay down on his bed and are kissing slowly. His room smells so good, just like him.

“My parents like you”, he whispers against my lips when he pulls away.

“I like them too. Your mom is lovely”, I tell him. “And her cooking was so good!”

It’s like I can feel his smile against my neck, where he is leaving a few kisses. “You are cute.”

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Over the next few weeks Harry and I go on more dates and I was never happier. I love his family, once a week we are eating at his place, but most of the time we are at mine. My sisters and parents adore Harry and it already feels like we are a little family. Harry is the sweetest, he cares about me, showers me with little gifts like flowers, books, clothes that smell like him, takes me out to dates. I’m also beginning to build a little nest in my bed consisting of his clothes, mine, soft blankets and pillows.

Today’s Christmas Eve and my birthday, I’m turning eighteen. Harry spent last night at my place and it’s so nice to wake up cuddled against him. His arms are wrapped around my waist and my nose is pressed tightly into his scent gland, breathing in his unmistakable scent.

He kisses the crown of my head and mutters: “Good morning baby.”

That’s also new, he is calling me those cute names like baby, babe, honey or something like that, but my favourite one is probably when he calls me darling. “Morning”, I mumble against his neck.

“Happy birthday”, he whispers and rolls us around so that he is laying on top of me, kissing me slowly. I wrap my legs loosely around his hips and pull him tightly against me. Kissing him is one of my favourite things in the morning.

“Thank you. We should probably get up and get ready, before my little sisters think it’s time for us to get up.”

Chuckling he gets up and pulls me out of bed. Together we go into my attached bathroom, brush out teeth and then get dressed. I’m wearing leggings and one of Harry’s sweaters. When we get downstairs I can already hear my mom in the kitchen preparing breakfast and the TV is playing in the living room, probably to entertain the twins till breakfast is ready.

“Happy birthday Lou”, the little ones are yelling and wrap themselves around my legs.

“Thank you”, I hug them back and then there are already my mom, dad and other siblings are hugging me and congratulate me. After everyone took their turn in cuddling me, we eat our breakfast.

As always when we eat together it’s loud and kind of chaotic, but I love it. My mom made pancakes, eggs, bacon and toast. As always Harry helps me to get my food on my plate and then lets me eat by myself. After we ate breakfast, we go over into the living room where I get my birthday presents. From my parents I get a new book, from Lottie I get a new comfy sweater, from Fizzy I get a new blanket which I plan on adding to my nest after Harry scented it for me and from Daisy and Phoebe I get something they drew for me, even though I can’t see it. But I love the gesture. Doris and Ernest cuddle with me, they are only a year old. Harry wanted to give me his present when we are alone. I even got a present from Harry’s family, they invited me over for dinner tomorrow and they want to take me to a charity event on New Year’s Eve in New York. Harry and I will go there on the 29th to have a few days just to ourselves. It will be our first little vacation together.

Around noon my mom and dad take the girls out for some last minute shopping, leaving Harry and I alone for a little bit. Niall, Liam and Zayn will be joining us around 1 pm to celebrate my birthday for a little bit.

Harry and I are cuddled on the couch, Harry’s back resting against the armrest and me laying with my back on his chest between his legs, when Harry sits up a little bit more and begins to speak: “I wanted to give you your birthday present in private, because it’s something special for me, something I never thought I would do so young with such an amazing omega.” He takes my hands in his and lays a soft box in them, taking a deep breath. “I love you Louis and I know I want to spend the rest of my live with you, so would you give me the honour of wearing the mating ring of my grandmother and be my mate?”

Tears are in my eyes and a lump is forming in my throat when he opens the ring box and gently takes my right hand in his to run it over the ring. It’s smooth and I think I can feel a few little stones on top, it’s not thick or anything, it’s rather slim and the metal is cool under my fingertips.

Giving someone a mating ring is a promise for live. Many courting couples are giving each other one after a few years, not after a few weeks, but I’m also sure that we will spend the rest of our lives together.

With silent tears streaming down my face I nod and Harry is slipping the ring over my left ring finger. I turn around and he just knows that I want to kiss him, so he helps me with guiding my face towards his and smashes our lips together. I’m straddling his hips, bury my hands in his hair and press myself against him. His hands are on my hips, pressing me even tighter against him. I begin to grind against Harry, causing him to growl and buck his hips upwards, making me whimper and I start to feel a certain wetness beginning to form on my behind. Harry stops kissing me and trails kisses down on my neck, sucking there on my mating spot.

“Someday I will bite you right here”, he growls. “Make you mine, so that everyone can see to who you belong. So that every alpha knows you are taken.”

His words make me whimper more. I want that. I want to be marked by him. Right now. But the voice of my best friend is interrupting us when he opens the front door.

“Hey guys! Where are you?”

Harry and I stop making out, both breathing heavily into each other. “Give us a minute Niall”, Harry calls out. Harry begins to straighten my hair and clothes and after he deems me presentable, we go out of the living room to meet our friends in the entryway and right after I step out of the living room I’m practically attacked by my best friend who jumps at me.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY”, he yells into my ear, causing me to wince a little bit. His mates are a little bit more chilled when they hug me and congratulate me to my birthday. After Zayn lets go of me, Niall takes my left hand in his. “What is that? When did that happen? Oh my god it’s gorgeous!”

I feel a blush form on my cheeks. “Just now. Harry gave it to me a few minutes before you guys came over.”

“When do you guys plan on doing your mating ceremony? Did you already talk about it? Where do you want to celebrate?” Niall is asking all those questions at once.

“Niall, we will figure everything out when we want to, okay? And it’s totally up to Louis when he wants everything to happen. And we have to graduate first”, Harry explains and I agree with him, even though we didn’t talk about it.

“I want one too”, Niall whines and Liam and Zayn chuckle lowly.

“Soon baby”, I can hear Liam whisper.

I smile when I hear that. Liam and Zayn are truly perfect for my best friend. “You wanna watch a movie?”

When everyone agrees we go upstairs in my room, just in case that my family comes back. Harry and I lay down in my bed and Niall, Liam and Zayn are sitting on my sofa I think. Before Harry and I started courting, it was normal for Niall and I to be in bed together, but since I build a nest in there, I don’t allow anyone besides Harry inside of it.

My friends chose Batman to watch or hear for me for that matter. I don’t really care what’s playing on TV, Niall and I watched that film maybe 5 times over the last year, so I know exactly what’s happening.

Harry is laying behind me, one arm wrapped around my waist and the other one under my head. The movie is more like a background noise as we are talking about everything and nothing. When my family comes back my mom makes dinner and we all are together. My family is freaking out when they see the ring on my finger and my mom is crying a little bit.

It was one of the best birthday’s I’ve ever had.

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On the 29th Harry and I are flying to New York, first class and everything and I thought we would stay in a hotel or something like that, and not in Harry’s own apartment. I mean, I know that his parents are rich and that they probably own a few houses around the world, but that Harry owns an apartment in New York?

“You own an apartment in New York?”, is my question when he leads me into the elevator that will lead us directly to his apartment. My voice is high and sounds a bit squeaky.

“Uh, technically it’s not mine till I turn 18 in February, but yeah. That’s mine”, he tells me and he sounds a bit embarrassed. “My grandfather inherited it to me when he passed away a few years ago and my parents are the owners officially till I’m 18.” The doors of the elevator are opening with a ding and Harry is leading me inside the apartment. “Okay, so the apartment is quite big and we have a little terrace up here. The floors are all even, no steps or something like that and the hallways are wide so you don’t have to worry when you’re walking around.”

Harry is taking my hand in his and is leading me through the apartment. On every doorframe are little signs in braille that are telling me which room there is. There’s a kitchen, a dining room, three guest bedrooms, two bathrooms, a master bedroom with an ensuite and a spacious living room.

“Wow, it’s gigantic!” After our tour we are back in the kitchen and I’m leaning against the kitchen counter while Harry begins to make dinner, some pasta dish his mother taught him.

“I know, that’s why I don’t come here often. It’s just to big for me alone. Last summer I took Liam, Zayn and Niall with me once, but other than that it’s not really what I would prefer.” I can hear him rummaging through different drawers and the water boiling for the pasta.

“And what would you prefer?”, I ask him.

It’s almost like I can hear the smile in his voice when he speaks. “A big house somewhere where it’s green with enough room for 3 kids or so and your family when they visit us, maybe a pool and a big yard. I can already picture us there in a few years with our kids.”

“I’d like that”, I smile.

“But first I have to go to uni”, he says and he doesn’t sound so smiley and happy anymore.

That’s a topic that we both avoided talking about. I know that he is going to uni after we graduate. I don’t have any plans after highschool for now. Harry will be going to UCLA in September. Yes, he’s still in Los Angeles, but he will be away most of the time and he is also starting an internship at Styles Inc. in July that he will be doing till he finishes college and after that he is working there permanently so he can take over when he is ready.

“Hey, it’s ok. You will go to uni and to work and I will be your happy little omega that stays at home and is presentable when you need him to”, I joke and smile in his direction.

Harry lays one hand down on my hip and kisses my temple. “You could go to uni yourself, you know? I could easily pay for you. You could study whatever you want to. They also do everything in Braille when needed.”

I sigh. “No, I don’t want you to do that, I couldn’t live with the feeling of you paying for my tuition.”

“Darling, come on. I’d love to pay for your tuition, for you to be able to study. You could study whatever you want, okay? Just think about it.”

I nod, but I already know that I’m not going to say yes. I would feel like I would take advantage of him and his money and that wouldn’t feel right with me. Harry is cooking the pasta and I’m staying with him in the kitchen. It’s nice that Harry can cook, cause I couldn’t cook even if I wanted to. I’m glad when I can make myself a cup of tea. When the food is ready we eat in the kitchen, cause Harry says the dining room is to big for just two people, it’s more romantic when we eat in the kitchen.

It’s when we lay on the sofa in the living room, that I’m saying: “Tell me more about our future.”

“Hm, okay. We will still live in LA, we will have a big house with a pool and a big yard and enough rooms for your family to visit us and for 3 kids, maybe two boys and a little girl.” I’m smiling at the thought. “We could both work at Styles Inc., we would go to charity events from my mom, we would travel the world together. I’m going to take you everywhere you want to go. But first, we are going to have our bonding ceremony.”

“It sounds so good, can’t wait for it”, I sigh against his chest.

---

The next day we are sleeping in and then take a walk in the Central Park and eating in a little café near the apartment, just enjoying the day together as a couple. Harry took me shopping cause I still needed a suit for the charity event. It’s held in a hotel just a couple of blocks away from Harry’s apartment, so we are walking there.

The scents are overwhelming, the voices are loud and I’m feeling a little bit uncomfortable with so many people around me. Harry had his arm slung around my waist and I’m holding my cane in my right hand. He is talking to almost every person we are near with his calm voice, introducing me to everyone as his omega and mate.

It takes some time for us to meet his parents and sister somewhere in the crowd, them hugging me is calming me down because of their familiar scents.

“Louis, you look lovely dear”, Anne says and kisses me on the cheek. “How are you feeling?”

“I’m good, thank you”, I reply and smile. “Thank you again for the invitation. I feel honoured to be here with you guys.”

Anne’s next words bring tears to my eyes: “You are family now, Louis. You are part of this now and I couldn’t imagine this evening without you happening.”

We chat for a little while longer and soon it’s time for us to get seated, me sitting between Harry and Gemma. Not soon after we take our seats, dinner is started to get served. The food is incredible! It’s a three course meal, first some kind of soup which is tasting like vegetables, then some pasta dish with a sauce to die for and for dessert apple pie with ice cream.

After dinner Anne and some other people are holding speeches about the different social facilities where the donations will go to. Some are for kids with special needs, for helping to build schools in Africa and for a school where people learn to live with their blindness.

The people aren’t just donating, they are able to bid for something special, like a painting, meeting someone famous they want to meet, a vacation in Aspen etc. They are paying 10.000 $ to 50.000 $ for this stuff. When I hear, what these people are paying for stuff like that, I feel like I don’t belong there, like I don’t belong in this room, like I don’t belong with Harry and his family. Over the last couple of weeks I never got this feeling, but tonight…

After the last piece is auctioned the real party begins. Harry is taking me to the dance floor and I don’t know for how long we are dancing together, but when it’s time for us to go outside for the final countdown of the night, for the big firework, it feels like I only blinked a couple of times. Being with Harry helps me forgetting the thoughts of not belonging there with him.

Everyone around us is chatting with each other and soon someone starts the countdown that everyone is shouting.

“10, 9, 8”

Harry is turning me around, so that I’m facing him. “I love you”, he says.

“7, 6, 5,”

“I love you too”, is my respond and I smile happily.

“4, 3, 2”

When everyone is shouting “1” Harry is kissing me with such passion and pulling me tightly against him, that I forget everything around us, the people, the firework.

“What do you think of leaving?”, Harry is whispering in my ear and kisses the shell of it.

When I nod Harry is searching for his parents to tell them that we are leaving. After we bid our goodbyes we are fetching our coats and soon after we are outside. Harry has his arm slung around my waist again and my cane is in my right hand. Harry is a little bit tense when we walk through the night and everytime someone comes our direction he is almost pressing me against himself. I can feel the tension leaving him when we step into the apartment complex and he is finally totally relaxing when we reach his apartment.

“Is everything ok?”, I ask him and cuddle up against him when he hung our coats away. “You are so tense.”

“Yeah, all good. I just feel like everyone was watching you tonight, is all”, he explains. “And when we walked here… I just didn’t like the feeling of walking with you outside when it’s night. Felt like I couldn’t keep you safe.”

“But I am. You kept me safe Alpha”, I say and kiss his neck. “The entire night and I didn’t even think about other alphas watching me, just thought about you.” Harry softly kisses me on my forehead and rests his head on mine.

“Did you have at least a little bit fun tonight?”, he asks me.

The thoughts of not belonging into this live is back in my head, but I nod nonetheless. “Yeah. But it’s crazy how much money these people are paying for things they could easily pay for themselves.”

“But they are donating it for something good”, Harry says.

“I get that, yeah. For me it’s a lot of money nonetheless, most of the people donated more in this night than my dad or mom could earn in a year, Harry. That’s just crazy for me okay? I’m not used to have money thrown around like it’s nothing. Harry, I felt like I didn’t belong there tonight, okay?” While I talk I move away from him and with the help of my cane I sit down on the couch. “I felt like I didn’t belong with your family or you or with anyone in that room. I felt like a total stranger.”

I can hear him go over to me and kneel at my feet, he is taking my hands in his. “Baby, no. Never say anything like this again. You are my omega, my mate. We decided together to spent the rest of our lives with each other, you are a part of my family. You are everything to me, you are my world. My family also loves you, my mom said that you are family tonight. So don’t you dare to ever say anything like this again because I love you and no one is ever going to tell you differently. Not even you, you hear me?”, he growls.

Slowly I nod. “Okay, yeah.”

Harry kisses me with such passion, that I almost instantly whimper and I throw myself at him. He picks me up, his scent is everywhere. I can feel him move somewhere else, his lips never leaving my body, always kissing me on my neck or cheek. When he opens a door, our combined smell hits my nose and tells me like this, that we are in his bedroom.

He sets me down and slowly starts to undress me, kissing the skin he is revealing after opening the buttons of my shirt, gently sucking on my left nipple and biting it. Little moans are leaving my lips and I clutch his head tighter to my chest. I can feel slick gathering at my hole and when Harry is unbuttoning my pants and pulling them down along with my briefs, I pull him up again.

“I love you, I love you, I love you”, I chant against his lips and soon after I can feel the bed against my knees, pulling him down with me. Harry pushes me up so that my head is resting on the pillows.

Again he is kissing his way down my body, sucking on different spots and I’m sure I’m going to have a few hickeys tomorrow. He bites and sucks on my right nipple this time, rolling and pinching the left one with his hand. He completely ignores my dick and directly goes over to licking at my slick, making me moan and pant loudly. At first he only kitten licks at my hole, but then he dives in deeper and ads a finger next to his tongue.

“Harry”, I’m panting and pulling at his hair. “Please.”

He kisses the inside of my thigh and slowly pulls away. “Just a second, darling.”

I can hear when he gets up and can hear the rustling of clothes, telling me that he is undressing himself. It feels like seconds when he slowly crawls back over me, settling himself between my parted legs, brushing through my hair and kissing me on my cheek.

“You have no idea how sexy you look right now”, he is whispering in my ear and slowly positions himself on my entrance.

The benefit of being an omega is, that we don’t need much prep, cause our body is always opening up for our alpha automatically. It’s easier and faster the more you sleep with him and Harry and I already did it a few times so it’s no surprise that he has no problem pushing into me. Even though it’s not our first time sleeping together, it still burns a little bit, but the good kind.

“God, I love you”, he moans into my ear when he bottoms out and thrusts back into me.

I’m scratching over his back and pulling on his hair, pressing his face into my neck where he is kissing and biting over my bonding spot, but not breaking the skin there. His thrusts are powerful and deep, but they get messier the more he gets to knotting me. When he thrusts a final time into me, he sends me over the edge too, knotting me.

Once our breath are normal again, he slowly and carefully manoeuvres us so, that I’m on top of him. He is carding his fingers through my hair, massaging my back muscles with his hand, kissing the top of my head.

“Happy new year baby”, he whispers and chuckles lowly.

“Happy new year”, I whisper back and slowly drift off to sleep.

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Harry POV.

I silently watch the omega on top of me sleep, while I’m still tied to him. He is so beautiful. His long lashes rest against his cheekbones, his hair is a mess and I can spot a hickey forming on his neck, making me smile. I don’t know when or how I got so lucky meeting him and getting him as my omega.

God, I want to bond with him already, make him officially mine, but I have to wait till I’m eighteen and till we graduated highschool. Till I start my internship and Styles Inc. I have a month after we graduate. Maybe we will have our bonding ceremony then and will have a little honeymoon. Maybe I’m taking him to Europe or somewhere on the beach to relax.

He whimpers a little when I shoot more come into him. It’s crazy, how much I’m coming with him. I was with a few omegas before him, never in a relationship though, just casual hook ups. Never lasted a knot as long as it does with him and never did it feel so intense while knotting someone. Louis is something special and I was sure that I want him to be my bond mate the second I saw him.

I’m kissing him one last time on the head, before I go to sleep.

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Louis POV.

Harry and I flew back home on January 4th. The last couple of weeks have been stressful with exams and stuff like that and today is Harry’s birthday. Even though he is turning 18 today, he just wants a quiet night in where we eat dinner with his parents, both of our families. It will be the first time of my family meeting his and because there is more space at his place, we will eat there. We will have a big party on Friday with all his friends. Anne and Des are going to be out of town and we will have the house to ourselves. Niall, Liam and Zayn will also come over then and not today.

I slept over at Harry’s place last night and he is still sleeping at the moment. He is breathing evenly and being so calm. His arms are slung around me, pressing me tightly to him. His skin is warm under my fingertips, his skin is flawless, no pimples or scars anywhere. My face is pressed into his neck, my favourite sleeping position since a few weeks.

When we got back from New York I started to build a nest in Harry’s bed. Yeah, I already started to build a nest in my own bed, but we are spending time at his equally to the time we are spending time at my place. Once we are moving in together I’m going to build a nest in our bedroom. Like this, I’m feeling safe in both of our spaces and even when he is not with me.

I’m peppering his neck with feather light kisses, coaxing a sigh out of him. “Morning baby.” His voice deep of sleep, sending a shiver down my back.

“Happy birthday”, I whisper and sit up to kiss him. “Finally 18!”

I shriek when he pulls me under him and settles between my legs. “We could bond right now”, he kisses me on the lips. “Right here in this bed.”

I giggle quietly against his lips. “I’d love to. But we wanted to wait till we graduated and we wanted to have a bonding ceremony, in June.”

We will have our bonding ceremony in June and then we will go on honeymoon, but Harry won’t tell me where he will take me. We started the planning almost as soon as we got back from New York.

Harry lays himself on top of me completely. “Right. But I don’t want to wait anymore”, he whines.

“Hey, just 4 more months”, I say and wrap my arms around his neck.

After we got up and got ready, we go downstairs and have breakfast with his family. For the rest of the day we just chill together, go for a swim in their inside swimming pool. It’s just the two of us. Around 6 pm my family arrives and the whole house is instantly filled with laugher, chatter everywhere and our family just hit it off. Our moms are talking and going to the kitchen to finish dinner, our dads go into the living room and my siblings just run around the house and play with each other. It’s so lovely.

For dinner we eat roast with broccoli, potatoes and peas, Harry’s favourite dish. It’s loud and chaotic, but our families get along with each other and after dinner we watch a movie, some Disney film my sisters want to watch.

I was never happier than the last few months.

---

On Friday everything is ready for the party. Niall, Liam and Zayn helped to decorate everything and by 9 pm all the people are here, music is playing, we are having fun and I’m drinking my first beer of the night. I think almost our whole school is here and even though it’s not really warm outside, many people are outside in the backyard and the sliding glass doors are wide open.

I’m currently sitting with Niall and a few other people on the sofa, just listening to what they’re talking about, when Harry sits down next to me and slings his arm around my shoulder, pulling me into his side. At first I want to cuddle up to him, but then I smell something that’s not right. It’s an omega smell on Harry’s skin and it’s not just the smell of someone hugging you, no. He practically reeks of that other omega, like he reeks of me or like I reek of him when we had sex.

Almost immediately I scoot away from him, pushing Niall backwards in the process. My breath is quicker than normally, tears are gathering in my eyes, a whimper escapes my lips and I feel like I’m about to pass out. The blood is rushing loudly through my ears, I’m ignoring the people around me and the music is just background noise.

“Louis? Is everything ok?” Harry touches my hand and I’m pulling it away immediately, feeling like I burnt my skin. “Baby, what’s wrong? Are you ok? Are you hurt?”

“Don’t touch me”, is all I can bring over my lips, my voice is shaking.

“Louis?” Niall is touching my shoulder, but then he is getting tense behind me. “Harry what the fuck? Are you fucking kidding me?” He is practically growling by now and seconds later Liam and Zayn are at our sides.

My heart is racing in my chest, vomit is creeping up my oesophagus.

“What is going on?”, Harry is asking and soon I can hear him growling. “Liam take your hand away. If you try again to stop me from touching my mate, my omega, I’m going to hurt you.”

“No Harry. You have no right to call Louis your omega, not after what you did”, Liam saying through gritted teeth.

“What the hell did you just say?”

By now everything is feeling like I’m in a trance.

“You reek of another omega.” This time Zayn is speaking, his voice calm. “You reek of them as if you fucked them.”

My heart feels like it’s breaking apart at hearing someone else say these words.

“What? I would never do that”, Harry growls. “Louis please. You have to believe me”, he pleads and I’m pulling my hands away again when he tries to take them again into his. “I would never hurt you like that, you hear me? I would never cheat on you, baby. I love you, please believe me.”

“I want to go home”, I’m whispering and soon after someone is pulling me gently to my feet and leading me out the house. Harry is shouting something behind us, but no words are coming through my trance.

Whoever is leading me outside is helping me inside of a car, buckling me up and seconds later there is Niall sitting right beside me, cuddling me into his side. The ride home is filled with silence and I’m feeling like I’m about to drop. Niall is whispering soothing words into my ear and is carding his fingers through my hair. Tears are streaming down my face.

When we’re home Niall is helping me upstairs and he helps me getting ready for bed. As soon as I climb into my nest, I break down sobbing uncontrolled. I never felt so hurt before in my life.

Niall is sitting next to me. “Everything is going to be ok Lou. Everything is going to be fine.”

He is still carding his fingers through my hair, whispering soothing words and massaging my neck. Before I know it, I’m falling asleep.

---

Harry’s scent is everywhere around me, wrapping me in. In the first moment I’m sighing contently and turning around, burying my nose in his clothes, but then everything comes back all at once. The party, him smelling like some other omega… It’s only a matter of seconds for me to get up and run to the bathroom to throw up. Hands that rub up and down my back are surprising me and making me jump.

“Hey, it’s just me”, I hear the soothing voice of my best friend behind me. “Everything’s okay. It’s just me.”

Dropping and coming up from it all by yourself without an alpha at your side, is not good. Your omega is feeling alone and rejected if that happens.

“Why would he do that?”, is all I can whisper.

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Harry POV.

I’m punching again and again against my wall, angry at myself and at the whole world. How could I be so stupid? How could I be so careless? I hurt my omega.

“Fuck!”, I’m shouting and punching my wall again. I feel so furious! Why would they say something like that? I would never cheat on him. I love Louis with everything I have. Why didn’t he believe me? Is he not trusting me?

I already called him countless times the whole night, but he just isn’t picking up and he also isn’t responding at any of my messages I sent him.

My door is slamming against my wall and Zayn is standing there, looking at me like he hates me. “Are you stupid? How could you do that?! How could you cheat on Louis? He loves you for fucks sake!”

“I love him too”, I’m shouting back. “I would never cheat on him!”

“Then why did you smell of another omega yesterday? You not only smelled of them, you almost reeked of them and for Louis it had to smell like you fucked them with his sensitive nose.” Zayn looks like he almost wants to punch me.

I just stand there, right before him and cry. “I didn’t do it. I don’t even know who you smelled on me. I just hugged a few people and yeah there where omegas too, but they congratulated me on my birthday. Maybe someone accidentally scent marked me.”

The hate is slowly vanishing from Zayn’s face. “You aren’t lying, are you?” When I shake my head, he continues: “Fuck. We really need to safe your relationship. We need to show him you wouldn’t do something like that.”

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Louis POV.

I didn’t go to school for the whole week. My omega is feeling like it is rejected by it’s alpha and I’m feeling like I have a depression. The whole day I’m just laying in my bed, either sleeping, crying or just laying there and thinking of him. My nest doesn’t smell of Harry much anymore which isn’t nice. The first two days I threw up everything I had in my stomach and since then I haven’t eaten anything, even though Niall is trying everyday to get me to eat. When I slept though, it always was for a few moments and not really deep.

“Louis, please”, Niall is sitting beside me on my bed once again. “Please, at least drink at least something.”

I don’t even have the energy to deny him or argue once again against him, so I slowly begin to sip on the water bottle he is holding against my lips. “Did you see him today?”

Niall is sighing next to me. “He is miserable, Louis. He looks like shit. He really didn’t cheat on you. So please, just talk to him. If you want to, I’m driving you over to his house or I’m calling him any time.”

Slowly I begin to nod. “Okay. Call him. I’m ready to talk.”

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Harry POV.

When my phones ringing and I see Niall’s number on my display, my heart is beating faster and slight panic settles in my chest. “Niall? Is he okay? Is Louis okay?”

He told me that Louis isn’t really eating or drinking anything and that he isn’t taking our separation too well. I’m feeling awful, but he isn’t talking to me. I tried to call him and send him messages, but he turned his phone off and his mom says he doesn’t want to talk to me when I go to his house.

“Yes, he is okay. He said, he wants to talk to you, that’s why I’m calling”, is Niall’s response.

“I’m coming over”, is all I say before I hang up and sprint down to my car.

I’m sure I’m breaking most of the speed limits and traffic rules while I speed over to Louis’ house. Thousand thoughts are running through my head. What do I say to him? Should I hug him? What will he say? Is he breaking up with me? I wouldn’t get over this, I would die if he did.

I’m parking my car at the curb and am almost sprinting to his front door. “Where is he?”

Niall is already waiting for me downstairs. “He is in his room, but Harry I have to warn you. Louis isn’t looking to good at the moment, so please be gentle with him.”

Nodding I’m running up the stairs and straight to his room. What I see isn’t my omega Louis, it’s a ghost in the form of him. He is pale, his hair is matt and not shiny like it normally is, there are dark circles under his eyes and his cheekbones where never as prominent as right now. He is sitting in our nest, on his bed and he just looks tired.

“Louis?”, my voice is gently and quiet when I call him.

Tears are streaming down his cheeks. “Harry”, he whimpers and reaches for me. Within seconds I’m at his side and pressing him against myself. “Harry.”

“Sssshhh, I’m here baby, I’m here and I won’t leave. I’m staying right here.” He is pressing his nose into my scent gland. His whole body is trembling with sobs and he digs his nails into the skin under my shirt, probably leaving marks in the form of his nails. But I don’t care, as long as I have my omega in my arms. “I’m so sorry baby, for everything that happened. I would never cheat on you. Never. You are my whole world.”

I keep telling him this like a mantra, over and over again. It feels like I’m telling him these words the whole day, till his crying stops and he falls asleep in my arms. When I slowly try to manoeuvre us to a more comfortable position and let go of him for that, he whimpers and clutches himself so tightly against myself, that it breaks my heart.

We lay in his bed for hours, with him sleeping on my chest, his nose tucked against my neck. I’m carding my fingers through his hair and massage his back a little bit, just trying to keep his omega calm.

It feels so good to have him back in my arms. I missed him so much this past week.

When he slowly begins to wake up, I tighten my hold on him a little bit more. “You’re here”, is the first real thing, except for my name, that he says.

“I’m never gonna leave you”, I whisper back. “I’m staying with you.”

Slowly he begins to sit up and rubs at his eyes. “I missed you. And I’m sorry. Before you say anything right now, please let me talk first. I’m sorry for the way I reacted, there was just this feeling of being hurt and betrayal inside me. Deep down I knew, that you wouldn’t cheat on me, but I just couldn’t think anymore. My Omega was feeling rejected.”

At this sentence I interrupt him. “I would never do that, you get it? Never!”

He nods slowly and then, for the first time in over a week, he slowly leans towards me and I get the hint to kiss him. It’s like the whole week didn’t happen, it feels so good. Louis slowly climbs over my legs and sits in my lap, kissing me harder and pulling on my hair. He whimpers and starts to grind down on my growing length.

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Louis POV.

Harry’s pulling me harder against himself and in that moment I know I need him inside me, I need to know that he is mine and I’m his.

I pull away a little bit and start to unbutton his jeans. “Please Harry. I need this. I need you.”

I can feel him nodding against my neck, where he kissed me and soon enough I’m sitting naked on his lap and begin to sink down on cock. “God baby, you look so good on my cock”, he whispers in my ear, biting into my earlobe.

I’m whimpering while I circle my hips, my nails digging into his shoulders. “I love you, I love you, I love you.” The worlds fall from my lips like a mantra.

Harry begins to thrust up into me, biting, kissing and rubbing at my nipples. “You don’t know how much I love you”, is his answer and he thrusts up hard and locks his knot inside me, throwing me over the edge with him.

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4 year later

I’m smiling while I listen to Harry on the phone. He is talking to his dad over the phone. Harry’s parents are on vacation in Europe to celebrate their 25 year anniversary and Harry is in charge of Styles Inc. for the first time ever. It’s just normal for his dad to check in every few days.

Harry finished college a year ago, but he was working at Styles Inc. through his whole university time, just as he planned. I also work at Styles Inc., I’m helping Harry and read books and try to give them tips on how to make the translation to braille better.

After he finished talking to his dad, I hear and feel him sit down next to me. “How are you feeling?”, he whispers in my ear and lays a hand on my small baby bump.

Yeah, I’m pregnant, 16 weeks to be exact. Harry and I got bonded last year and almost immediately tried to get pregnant. For the last few weeks I almost threw everything up that I ate for most of the day, especially in the mornings, but it’s getting better. “Good, but a little bit hungry.”

“Okay. It’s getting late anyways. What do you want to eat? Should I cook us something at home or do you want to get some takeout?”

“Chinese sounds wonderful to me and baby”, I smile at him.

“Okay. Let’s get you home and fed!”

Harry pulls me up of the couch, helps me in my coat and soon enough we head home. I never was happier before in my live.