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"Why can't I meet them?"
"I already told you Y/N. I want to surprise them."
You and your fiance were at it again. You had wanted to meet his coworkers for the longest time ever since you were dating but he always put it off saying he wasn't ready and now that he wanted to surprise them.
Pure BS in your opinion.
You huffed in frustration.
"Sonny we gonna get married soon. Don't you think it's time for everyone to know?"
Sonny sighed.
"Look Y/N Fin just got engaged and I don't want to kill his momentum"
You rolled your eyes.
"Fine. Whatever."
You got up from the couch and walked away annoyed.
"Y/N, wait" Sonny called after you.
You turned around fed up with him.
"I'm gonna go take a walk. Maybe I'll go and get myself a fiance who's not afraid to show his future bride off," You snapped as you grabbed your jacket and keys.
"Y/N-"
You slammed the door.
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As you walked down the busy streets of New York City you thought about your relationship.
Everything started out great. It was like a dream. Perfect in every sense. You loved Sonny so much and he loved you even more so.
When you started dating things seemed to take a turn. He began to see you less and started making up excuses when you asked about his family and friends.
At first you had believed him because when you did see him he showed you with love and gifts. He told you he loved you more than anything else in the world.
And you believed him.
He has asked you to marry him and a small part of you was hesitant in saying yes.
A small part doubted his loyalty to you.
He said he loved you.
Then why was he so afraid for the rest of the world to know? Why was it so hard to spend time together?
He always used the work excuse but the love that had been clouding your vision was starting to clear up and you knew he lied. One day you spotted a picture of his squad on his phone and saw he was had his arm around a pretty blonde. The blonde was much prettier than you. This made you extremely self-conscious. You had always been happy with your body. You had curves and you weren't afraid to flaunt them. But there was a small fear that presents itself when you saw how pretty the blonde was. She was skinny and she had a pretty face with bright blue eyes and she looked at Sonny with an expression of what seemed to be adoration. A pang of hurt went through you when you saw Sonny looking at her with a similar feeling. You felt like his dirty little secret. It seems as if he lived a double life.
But he would never cheat on you.
Or would he?
You became more suspicious.
But yet you chose to stay with him.
You sighed frustrated.
You would get to the bottom of this.
Even if it broke your heart along the way.
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A few days after your fight you had noticed a change in your fiance's behavior. He tried extra hard to make you happy. He took you up to a cabin during the weekend and had bought you a bunch of gifts and cooked for you almost every day. He was home early and everything seemed to be great.
Except there was something wrong.
Your period hadn't come yet.
You were never late and lately, you had started feeling light-headed and nauseous. It could only mean one thing.
You had to be pregnant.
You didn't want to jump to conclusions but you were sure that you were. You had made a doctor's appointment to confirm your suspicions because you didn't believe in the pregnancy sticks they sold at the store.
As you waited patiently in the waiting room you felt your thought start to wonder.
What will I do if I am pregnant?
Would Sonny be happy?
We haven't even gotten married yet.
More and more questions invaded your mind. You missed when the nurse came out and called your name. She looked at you almost understandably almost as if she knew what you were thinking.
"Are you ready ma'am?"
"As ready as I'll ever be"
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"Congratulations Miss L/N! You're pregnant!"
You could still feel the doctor's words ringing in your head.
You felt a mix of emotions. You were nervous and scared but overall happy and excited.
Had the news came a week ago you would have been unsure about how Sonny would have reacted but he had shown that he loved you and you were excited to tell him.
*Do you want to go to Fin's wedding together?*
You couldn't believe your eyes when you saw Sonny's text.
He was inviting you to his friend's wedding.
You were going to meet his friends.
You smiled excitedly and you sent him a text saying you did want to go.
He loved you.
And he was finally ready for everyone else to know.
You felt terrible forever even doubting him. Of course, he loved you. He asked you to marry him for goodness sake.
You were going to have his child.
The thought made you smile from ear to ear. You would surprise him at the wedding. It was gonna a be a big night.
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Sonny had agreed to pick you up after work.
You were filled with nerves as you looked for something to wear.
You were finally going to meet his friends and you wanted to have a good first impression of yourself.
In the end, you chose a medium-length blue flowy dress that hugs your curves but not too much while still being comfortable. You applied some light makeup and did your hair in a half-updo and finally grabbed cute flats and your purse. Your phone rings.
*Hey Doll I'm downstairs*
You smile as you head down.
Tonight would be unforgettable.
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It turns out Sonny had to finish some paperwork and so he was running super late. He was upset because he was supposed to marry Fin and his fiancee he was afraid they would get upset.
"Sonny darling I doubt they'll be upset. I may not know them but it seems like they care about you a whole bunch," you reassured him as he drove.
"Yeah I know but I feel so bad. I had one job as a friend and I'm late," he said as he ran a hand through his hair.
"It'll be fine Sonny," you placed a hand on his leg. He took your hand and lightly squeezed it as you pulled up to the parking lot of the venue.
You were smiling and gazing out the window as he parked.
Hopefully, everything would be okay and you could still pull off your little surprise. You had brought a pair of baby shoes in your purse to use for your announcement. You would wait until Sonny introduced you to drop the bomb.
A voice pulled you back from your thoughts.
"Doll you alright? You seem a little too giddy today."
You flashed him a smile as you took his arm and pulled him toward the venue.
"I'm about to meet your friends that mean a lot to you. Of course, I'm happy"
And we're having a baby.
He looked at you questionably but then just decided to press a kiss to your forehead as you both headed in.
The first thing you noticed was the fact that everyone was inside drinking and dancing which puzzled you because the ceremony was supposed to have started. You looked at Sonny who appeared to be as confused as you were.
"Hon can you stay here I'm gonna find out what's going on."
You nodded as he gave you a quick smile before leaving.
You strolled over to a table with some snack trays and grabbed a plate. You started to fill it when you felt a light bump on your shoulder and you turned around to see.
"Sorry! I thought I could catch my son but it seems he's a little too fast for me!" A tall woman with brown hair and eyes said to you apologetically.
You had seen this woman before. He was one of Sonny's coworkers.
"It's alright!" you said as you spotted the child laughing before grinning towards his mother, "kids are quite rowdy sometimes!"
She exhaled dramatically as she smiled.
"You have no idea!"
You giggled as the child came up to you.
"What's your name?" He asked sweetly.
You crouched down a little to get down to his level.
"I'm Y/N. What's yours?"
The boy beamed at you. "I'm Noah!"
His mother laughed at her son's outburst before looking at you.
"I'm Olivia. And as you know," she said as she pointed to Noah,"this is my son Noah."
"Are you here for the groom, the bride, or both?" She asked you.
You took a moment to think. You wanted Sonny to be with you to tell everyone together but you didn't want to lie to Olivia.
"I'm here for both!" You said. Technically Sonny knew both of them so it technically wasn't a lie
She smiled. "Me too."
She then asked if the food was good and from then you both continued to talk before you noticed Sonny hadn't come back yet. You excused yourself from Olivia before you went to go look for him outside on the deck.
You saw him talking to a woman.
Not just any woman though.
It was the pretty blonde from the picture.
She was standing very close next to Sonny, their shoulders touching.
You couldn't hear what they were saying but the blonde placed her head on his shoulder and you felt lightheaded.
He isn't backing away.
Then it seems as if time slowed down as she looked up up him her cheeks wet with tears that glistened in the night as he looked at her and she leaned in and kissed him.
You felt your heartbreak into a million pieces.
He then placed his hands on her waist and kissed her back with a passionate gentleness that made you feel like getting stabbed in the heart.
This isn't how it was supposed to be.
You turned around as you felt the tears fall from your eyes and ran out of the venue.
Once you were out you let out a heartbreaking sob.
But then maybe it wasn't meant to be.