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I woke up, I didn’t want to wake up and I certainly didn’t wanna get out of bed, but I heard Jas, Jas.. the only person in this world with faith in me, she wasn’t saying anything specific just speaking to aunt Marnie but it made me get up and put my jacket on, after all joja Mart couldn’t function without their very own shelf stocker.
Stocking shelf’s same thing everyday it makes me wanna jump of a bridge, kidding of course.. but there is something that keeps me from blowing my brains out was my local saloon, nice people, good beer, nice atmosphere. I go after my shift every day drink a few pints then owner tells me to leave I walk home, every day, but today I felt like I needed more so before leaving the saloon I asked harvey (local doctor) for a paper and a pen, he always has them and I walked home but didn’t go in. I didn’t want to wake up tomorrow and do it all again just to walk home and contemplate this every time I walked home, I sat on the cliff and wrote a note.
If your reading this I actually went through with this, I would say I’m sorry but I’m not, the only person I’m sorry for is Jas, she deserves the world and she needs to know I love her so so so much, she’s the only reason I stayed here for so long, but I know now that I’m not someone Jas needs to care for her she needs so much better, and aunt marnie I hope u still care for her now I’m gone. I know I got on people’s nerves, I know no one really is sad to see me go but I appreciated all of u, ur all good people and u did make me smile some days, I have been in pain for so long all this is is sweet release from constant pain.
- shane ;)
I sat there staring at the bottom, where I felt was my fate until I heard talking so I turned round to see aunt marnie and Lewis, they didn’t spot me but I heard them talking about a new towny, a farmer, the old farmers grandchild, I never met the old farmer but I was interested to meet this farmer person. Maybe next time . I scrunched the note up and threw it into the ocean below me and walked into my room