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I Want To Feel Better,I Want To Change

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Heyyy I'm back from my trip (ıt sucked ass) with another fanfiction and this ones gonna be spicy so get ready.Yo the Fundy and the Crimeboys Lore killed me I am so sad some of the characters Lores are finishing I am gonna cry.Anyways happy Pride Month btw To all my gays <3 and thanks for all the kudos and comments in all my fanfictions it gives me so much motivation<333 This fanficgtion might have poor writing due to me not being nowhere close to speaking engish and ıt migh have typos but uhh with that out of the way I hope you enjoy <33

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Chapter 1: The Kid That Haunts Me

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"Happy birthday to you" the song was welcoming in both Tommy's and Wilbur's ears

Wilbur smiled widely "happy birthday Toms" Wilbur giggled as he put the cake on the table "Your 13 now"

Tommy smiled as he cut the cake "I know right,I am a big man now I am big T" than Tommy looked at Wilbur "Where is Techno and Dad?"

Wilbur's face droped as Tommy asked this question "They are gonna be a little late today ok Toms?" Wilbur smiled awkwardly-as always they were gonna be late for important things-

Tommy looked sad as Wilbur said that and Wilbur didn't want Tommy to be upset "oh...ok" Tommy cracked a smile "At least I have you Will"

As the silence filed up the room Wilbur took the plate that Tommy made fror himself and put a candle on it and lit it up "Ok now make a wish and blow the candles Tommy" Wilbur smiled

Tommy got closer to the candle held his breath and made a wish as he exhaled,Tommy opened his mouth to say something but wilbur slowly closed his mouth

Wilbur turned his head to Tommy "Did you hear that" he was wispering

Tommy smiled "Did I hear what?"Than There was a loud thud coming from the kitchen "Oh yeah I heard it"

Wilbur heald Tommy hand as he got up and started running towards the living room door.They both left quietly as there were voices coming from inside the kitchen

They ran till they saw the stairs leading up to Tommy and Wilbur's shared room,They ran up the stairs holding hands,and Tommy opened the bedroom door slowly but the door made a click sound anyways

They went in and Tommy locked the door behind them as wilbur texted Techno to call the police and that there was an intruder in the house

They hid inside the closet in the room and the only sounds in the closet being Tommy's silent sobs and Wilbur's harsh breathing

Wilbur looked at Tommy "shh Tommy it's gonna be okay,I am gonna save us from this situation like I always do,okay?"

The only thing that Tommy could to was nod as there was breaking sounds coming from the door of the bedroom.Wilbur hugged Tommy tightly as the door was oficially broken

The footsteps got closer and Wilbur felt the tight hug leaving as someone snatched Tommy than Wilbur ,

Someone was laughing "hah!"the man who held Tommy barked out

The man who held Wilbur laughed "so these are the kid's" Wilbur felt something tightening his hands

Than the man behind Wilbur walked infront of Wilbur and crouched to be on the same height as Wilbur (honestly even tho Wilbur was crouching when the man crouched Wilbur still had a height difference) "Where are they?" the man sounded mad but joking in the same time

Wilbur looked at his black sunglasses,than to Tommy who looked scared,so scared.Than wilbur looked back at the man "Where is who?"

The man chuckled and got up,he took something out of his pocket,It was a pocket knife and he put it near his throat "Don't fuck with me kid,I am asking you where the God of Death and The Blood God is"

Wilbur didn't know the answer to that "I don't even know who those people are I have never heard of anybody like that!" Wilbur shouted back

Than like that he felt a punch on his face and with a crack Wibur fell down and just like that the man kicked Wilburs stomach

It hurt,It hurt so mu-

"Stop it please" Tommy sobbed out his woice sounded so hurt "Please stop!Your hurting him!"

The man walked over to Tommy and held Tommy by his hair "Oh.Is that so?" He turned to The man who was holding Tommy "shoot him!"

"NO!" wilbur looked at Tommy's face that looked so scared "we don't even know what your talking about leave us alone please..!" Wilbur looked at the guy

"I already told you but you didn't tell me both of you are useless to me now." The guy turned to Tommy "shoot him!" than he walked out of the room

Wilbur watched as the guy holding Tommy pointed the gun to Tommy's head,Wilbur wanted to scream,wanted to cry but it hurt,ıt hurt so much

"Don't do it please,don't hurt him,he's too young,let him live please-" Wilbur was cut of from Tommy's sobs

"Its okay Wilby,Thank you for everything your the best brothe-" Than there was a loud bang and blood splattering everywhere,and the guy left,than there was red and blue colours shining in the room.But the only thing Wilbur heard was Him repeating the same thing over and over near his brothers dead body

I'm Sorry,I'm So So Sorry

Over and over again until the familiar voice of Techno and Phil walked in,Techno was cutting the tie on his hands and with that Wilbur felt Techno's hands around him and like that he was lifted up,Wilbur wanted to run up to Tommy he wanted to hug him wanted To feel him but he couldn't the only thing he could do was to go to sleep
***
When he woke up he felt tired but not as much,he was in a hospital bed and Phil and Techno were sleeping beside him,Wilbur's eyes felt like bricks because of crying so much but he had to ask them if Tommy was okay

He asked Phil but his face had already answered the question,Wilbur felt numb,felt empty,felt responsible for what happened.He had promised his brother that he was gonna get him out of this situation but he couldn't.

After a couple days wasted with check ups and staying in the hospital they were finaly walking out

But there was silence between them until Phil looked at Wilbur "Why did they even come?" It was the stupidest question and it made Wilbur's temper fly

"They asked for the Blood God and The God of Death" both Techno and Phil jumped in their places "you guys know something about them or something?"

"Did you tell them anything" Phil asked looking Wilbur dead in the eyes

"I don't even know anything about th-,wait what did you say!You don't care about the fact that Tommy just died and you are asking me this,Wow and your supposed to be a dad" The words were spilling from Wilbur's mouth like poison,but things had to be said.

"Wilbur your being to harsh to father" Techno pointed out

Wilbur backed away from the both of them "of course he is both of you hated us right you both bounded so good with eachother but us? both of us knew that you guys hated us but we never said it to your face" Wilbur started running away from them "You guys are monsters"

WILBUR!
WILBUR!
Wilbur?!

"Dang that took 5 minutes Will,finally..you good.OH SHİT THE FRİES WİLL,The fries you burned themmm,put another one in quickly please"Quackity turned around and ran back to the counter

He was working the nightshift and he was paired with Quackity.Quackity was one of the best coworkers in the restaurant and he talked to him the most.He was funny and caring and he knew other languages too which was pretty good but he would probably leave in a few month's to become a lawyer because he was studying it the same time he was working here (Wilbur never asked to Quackity but if Wilbur had to guess he was probably working to get the things he needed because one time when Wilbur asked where his parents were and Quackity had said that they lived in Mexico and thats why he had rented a house here)

It must have been hard for him..

It was around 6:50 so they were about to close in 10 minutes,Wilbur cleaned up the place while Quackity took out the garbage,and ıt was a wrap they were good to go after they cahnged up

Normally Quackity changed up first but this time not bothering to go in the changing room Quackity walked near Wilbur "Hey dude,are you good you zoned out for like 5 minutes" he looked concerned

Wilbur smiled and came closer to him "yeah I am good don't worry about that" wilbur kept smiling

Quackity looked at him with a worried look "okay than...You can get ready first,there are some rets outside I need to kill them" quackity got up and walked over to the exit door

Wilbur looked back at him "ok I'll be quick!" Wilbur walked in the changing room and closed the door shut behind him

"Woow you have a boyfriend now? You forgot all about me..." The tone was harsh and demanding

Wilbur got embarassed "Shut up and stop talking to me in that tone of voice.And don't say that I don't like Quackity and even if I did he's probably staight so I won't even bother catching feelings for him"

The voice behind him giggled,Tommy giggled "You say that but I know deep down you love him loverboy"

Wilbur turned around to face the floating kid "You'r in my mind aren't you,I am going insane?"

Tommy chuckled "Probably" he smiled videly

Wilbur made a disgusted face "You look disgusting"

Tommy chuckled "I know I tried to replicate your silly brother"

Wilbur tried to punch him but Tommy was too fast "Shut up you fucking prick!"

This copy of Tommy had been on Wilbur's mind since Tommy died and he looked really weird,He had bloody golden hair and his eyes were black and it had the smallest green pupil inside (Tommy's eyes weren't even green so why were they like this) and he had a weird tattoo looking thing on his cheek and it had an XD logo on it which was super weird and he had the same clothes that he wore that day a red hoodie with black jeens,he looked just like Tommy but if he was a bloddy mess.He could see Tommy when he looked at him but he didn't feel like Tommy and he wasn't Tommy

Wilbur needed to stop thinking about him and start packing up his bag,and when Wilbur was done he got his bag and walked over to the door where Quackity was waiting for him patiently

Quackity smiled at him and Wilbur smiled back "Hey uhh Wilbur I just wanted to say that if there is anything bothering you recently you can tell me,honestly I am here for you,always." Quackity reached to the door handle as Wilbur passed by

Wilbur looked at Quackity with a happy look "Thanks Quackity" than he smiled at him

Quackity smiled back and turned to the changing room where his bag was half open,but than he turned around and looked at Wilbur "hey uhm Wilbur there is a party my school is planing this weekend and uhm they said that we could invite 3 friends over,whould you like to come with me and my partners?" Quackity smiled with a flustered look

Wilbur felt weird,weird in a way that he had never felt before and he couldn't collect his words "uh yeah sure,what time is it?"

Quackity smiled at him "it starts at 8"Than he turned around and closed the door

Wilbur was so excited but sad at the same time,Quackity had partners,Well those girls were probably so lucky that they had a boyfriend like Quackity

Wilbur started walking back home and to his suprise there weren't anybody trying to murder him like laast time he went home safe and secure AND he didn't have to deal with Tommy as well which was super great for him

When Wilbur was finally home everyone was already sleeping and It was about to be 8,Dream had school and Aunt Puffy had to go to work so he really didn't wanna wake them up

He walked across the hall and to the door that had a nametag written Wilbur on it,he went in and changed his clothes,and that stupid mark,why did he have to see that stupid mark on his stomach everytime,he just wanted to take a shower,why did he have to see that mark.

Whatever..

Wilbur went to take a shower,The water was hot and was making him dizzy,but Wilbur liked that because that meant that he didn't have to wait hours on end to go to sleep.After the shower was done Wilbur changed into new clothes,and he walked over to his closet where Henry was.Tommy's stuffed toy that he didn't play with after turning 10

Wilbur took it and walked over to his bed,the bed was soft and great,he layed down and closed his eyes
***
"I know Wilbur,I am sorry" Phil talked over the phone "We can't come to Tommy's birthday we have a lot of stuff to do,but when we are back I'll wish him a happy birthday"

He never wanted to come anyway,he never want's to hang out with me or Tommy just Techno

Than the light and calm voice of that Techno came closer to the phone "Hi Wilbur! Take care of yourself ok? I love you and Theseus so much,If anything happens text me"

And the phone hung up

"Love you too..." Wilbur didn't know why both of them hated him and Tommy soo much,juat why did they ha-

"What are they saying again?" Tommy looked interested to hear what the conversation was

"Nothing,They are just saying that they love us..." Wilbur walked out of the living room slowly as Tommy looked at confused "That's why they are not here.."

Notes:

Andd done I just had a argument with my mom about her taking away my computer so I am felling great.But uhh yeah I hope you enjoyed this I'll try to post as much as I can if my mom doesn't take away the computer and Uhh I'll see you all soon take care and don't forget you are loven and you's valid <33