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I’m talking to myself again
That shame you feel during the split second you look into the mirror
I’m talking to myself again
I’ve become more private for my mental health I say, but I fear it’s out of spite
I’m talking to myself again
As a K-pop idol, a businesswoman, a songwriter, I’m truly a chameleon in disguise
I’m talking to myself again
Because I’m so dissatisfied with my life,
Even if I do nothing to change it
I’m talking to myself again
Because I lack the self-discipline to actually reach my goals
I’m talking to myself again
I figure if I’m ruining my future by doing nothing, might as well have a valid reason for it
I’m talking to myself again
Drowning myself in self-delusion, ruining my mental health as a reason
I’m talking to myself again
I feel best when I’m not being myself
I’m talking to myself again
Then I snap back to reality, hating what I see.