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You fill my heart with agony can't you see dear how I am slowly fading away? Must you play with my heart like this oh how cruel you are! My love to give me a taste of warmth and peace just to crush it beneath your feet. As if my feelings for you are nothing, As if I am nothing but dirt beneath your feet.
We used to dream up a future of us together but now you've changed and you couldn't care less.
I wonder my love who am I to you?, what exactly am I to you? would you even care if I ran and left you? either way I wouldn't be able to do so. I've sang your praises I've given you my promises.....I even gave my heart to you! so why aren't I enough for you? You are simply the most magnificent purest being I know!
Ah I understand how arrogant of me to assume I could ever stand next to you. For I am but a fool in love.
So pathetic isn't it for me to chase after you, to hope that maybe just maybe you feel the same way, Ah but how could that be for no matter how right it feels no matter how it feels like you're the missing puzzle piece who fits exactly with me, no matter how you feel like the only being in the world made just for me...
I am not the one for you.
How ignorant of me how condescending of me to think someone as foolish and pathetic as me could ever be....the one for you.