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1. if it feels good, then it can’t be bad by untiljanuary

   Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Feb 2023

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Spike/Buffy Summers
   • Buffy Summers
   • Spike (BtVS)
   • Missing Scene
   • Smut
   • Angst
   • Self-Hatred
   • References to Depression
   • Canon Compliant
   • yet another attempt to get inside Buffy’s head in s6
   • Aftermath of Dead Things
   • General season 6 toxicity
   • Guilt
   • Shame
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Canon-Typical Behavior
   • Between Episodes
   • Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV) Season 6

   Summary

   She thinks about how Tara said she hadn’t come back wrong at all, that it was something with the chip instead… but maybe there was something wrong with her all along, even before that first night with Spike in the abandoned building. Sure, Angel had a soul, but even then, it wasn’t like it was supposed to happen, her falling for him. Not that this with Spike is anything similar—

   Series

   • Part 2 of in the shadows

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