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Bandanaman has added (1)***-***-****-***
Bandanaman changed (1)***-***-****-*** to Newkid
Gymnast: WHo is that!?
Bandanaman: My bf 😏
Newkid: uhm hi
Pinballkink: NAWWWWWw bro really said uhm over text 😂 💀
Bandanaman: Dont bully fin!
Newkid: should i just leave?
Hasauselessjob: no stay.
Pinballkink: yes leave.
Hasauselessjob: no he stays
Pinballkink: i disagree
Gymnast: lets vote 😊
Bandanaman: I vote stay 😘 🤭
Pinballkink: get his ass outta here 🤦
Hasauselessjob: he stays 👏 im not getting bullied for my job again 😭 😭
Gymnast: I think we need someone new
Gymnast: its getting boring 😡
Pinballkink: Billy you prefer to be called paperboy no shit we are gonna bully u 😋
Hasauselessjob: Shut the efuck up
Newkid: you can e-fuck..? 😶
Pinballkink: oh my god hes stupid 🤣
Newkid: Im not stupid :( i have a 3.5 gpa
Pinballkink: ok so a nerd g
Pinballkink: we already have enough of those 🙃
Bandanaman: Stop hes staying so stop bullying him 😽
Pinballkink: fatherless behavior.
Bandanaman: arent you also fatherless?
Pinballkink: no
Gymnast: you dont have a dad tho vance- 😁
Pinballkink: i do 🙃
Newkid: imma go-
Newkid has left ‘We bully Paperboy”
Gymnast has added Newkid
Newkid has left ‘We bully Paperboy’
Pinballkink: Let him stay out 😮💨
Banadanaman: fine. Ill let him know to tel mee when he wants to join tho 😄
Pinballkink: before that, learn how to spell 🥰
Bandanaman: kys pls<3
Pinballkink: uno reverse 😡
Bandanaman went offline
Gymnast: I have gymnastics lmao gtg peace 🤟
Hasauselessjob: ttyl bb 😍
Pinballkink: I will kill u paperhoe 😀
Hasauselessjob: okr geez i wasjust jokin 😅
Pinballkink: good.
Gymnast went offline
Pinballkink went offline
Hasauselessjob went offline
Golden: What’d I miss??????
Golden: ok, don't answer me.
Golden went offline
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Roby: Finnnnnn are you ok :( whyd you leavvee
Finnn: Im okk :)
Finnn: I just dont think ur friend likes me very much :^
Roby: what nooooo they love you 😣
Finnn: noooo they dont
Finnn: so im probably not joinin back
Roby: okk..
Roby: but atleast give them another chance later on 😔
Finnn: finee…
Finnn: only cuz ur my friend.
Finnn went offline
Roby: ty..
Roby went offline
{--------------------------------------------------W/ Finney irl—----—-----------------------------------------------}
Finney rolled over and looked at his phone screen. He watched as it slowly faded to the point he could see his own reflection. Tears pierced his eyes gently, they were warm against his cold cheeks. All he wanted to do was burst out sobbing, but his dad would be mad if he did. Even after all he went through his dad still got mad at him crying. No matter how bad the situation was, his dad hated seeing tears from the boy. He always said that ‘boys don't cry’ or ‘man up don't be a pussy’ and a few others. They always hurt him, how he wished he could cry freely. Perhaps let out loud wails when he needed too. All the thoughts he had never helped keep them in. It never helped the urge to burst out in an ugly sobbing mess. Often he did though, which ended in his dad either yelling and insulting him or, beating him. He never liked both but the latter was definitely not preferred.
The phone he held made a soft ‘pttt’ sound as he placed it on his mattress. There was no sheet on it, currently the one that was there fell down the crack of his bed. He was too tired to ever retrieve it and put it back on. It had only been a year since the incident yet it still plagued him. Walking by his side constantly, always with him like his pocket knife. A new asset he kept on him 24/7 after what had happened, he wouldnt leave the house without it. If the small pocket knife wasn't placed in his pocket before he left home then he wasn't leaving till he had it. This did piss his dad off though, so he got yelled at often for it. But if Finney was being honest he was glad they had moved. He would have been much more paranoid if they still lived in Missouri. Which in turn to being more paranoid meant more beatings and being yelled at. So when his dad told him and Gwen that they were moving to Colorado he was ecstatic. Although he had to sleep on an air mattress for a week, he was still extremely happy about moving.
Many reasons caused his excitement, one of which already said. Another was that he would be in an entirely new school, not that his old one was bad or anything. It was mainly because people at his old school were really scared of him. So much so that no one talked to him, wanted to do projects with him or sit with him at lunch. The only bonus to the whole school (even some teachers) being scared of him was that the bullying he got actually stopped. But he was in need of friends and no one wanted to be friends with him. He understood why though, who wanted to be friends with a murderer. Most adults said what he did was self-defense but Finney didn’t agree. All he was, was a murderer, a broken hearted, cold killer. How could he ever consider what he did not a murder, he had enjoyed it. If he enjoyed it then he was just as bad as the man. Finney hated this and wished no one else knew about it. So the move was great on this factor, as no one here knew he had killed someone (except for his dad and sister.) . A slim smile held up the corners of his mouth. Nobody knew, nobody had too. Though the gut wrenching guilt held high in his head and stomach.
Maybe it would have been better if one of the other boys survived, like *****.
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