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1. don't try suicide (nobody cares) by azzyyo2 (sunfl4s)

   Fandoms: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (Cartoon 2018)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   18 Jun 2023

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Donatello & Leonardo & Michelangelo & Raphael (TMNT)
   • Donatello & Leonardo (TMNT)
   • Donatello & Michelangelo (TMNT)
   • Donatello & Raphael (TMNT)
   • Donatello & April O'Neil (TMNT)
   • Donatello (TMNT)
   • Leonardo (TMNT)
   • Raphael (TMNT)
   • Michelangelo (TMNT)
   • April O'Neil (TMNT)
   • Suicide Attempt
   • this is my first mature rated fic huzzah
   • oh yeah don goes through it
   • Author Hates Dialogue
   • im serious guys please read with caution
   • Graphic Description
   • Blood and Injury
   • Self-Harm
   • Graphic Self-Harm
   • slightly a vent fic
   • Heavy Angst
   • Tcest DNI!!
   • oh god if I stay here im gonna have to get used to putting that tag
   • Swearing
   • Autistic Donatello (TMNT)
   • Donatello and Leonardo are Twins (TMNT)
   • Donatello Angst (TMNT)
   • will probs continue
   • oh yeah the start is def kind of poetry-ish??
   • Nonbinary Donatello (TMNT)
   • they/them prns :)
   • shit wait
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • there we go
   • Post-Movie: Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (2022)
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Coma
   • Author Projecting onto Donatello (TMNT)

   Summary

   (MAJOR TWs!!)

   The desire to not be was all-encompassing, all-consuming. Like a void that enveloped their chest sucking in every intense feeling and not leaving anything in its wake, leaving them numb.

   They wanted to not be. To not exist. To disappear.

    

   or, donnie tries suicide. (read the tags, ily guys<3<3)

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   English

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