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    Minho gagged and pinched his lips together. He was utterly and terribly embarrassed. Unlike other members who wanted nothing more than to be cuddled and comforted when they felt unwell, Minho liked to isolate himself. It was hard to focus on feeling better when there were eyes on him making him feel embarrassed and shameful and sick. Because when the others saw him like this all they saw was sick. Minho didn’t want to be sick – he didn’t want to be anything other than himself.

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    Filming is going great -- it is a beautiful day, the sun is out, the air is warm -- it's going great for everyone except Minho. He tells himself it's fine and tries to move on with his week. It's not fine. As Minho's chronic illnesses flare-up, he finds it harder and harder to hold himself together physically, mentally, emotionally. His walls are crumbling along with his body, and he wants nothing more than to disappear.

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