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1. Maggots’ feast on the table between us by rotting_corpse for Milo_on_Duty

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   03 Oct 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Phillip Graves/Shepherd (non-con and brief)
   • Phillip Graves/John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Phillip Graves & Shadow Company Members (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare)
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley/Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • Phillip Graves (Call of Duty)
   • Shepherd (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2)
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • König (Call of Duty)
   • Sobiesław "Gromsko" Kościuszko
   • Shadow Company Members (Call of Duty: Modern Warfare)
   • Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • I reference Catholic in gay stuff bc I'm gay and no longer Catholic
   • religious trauma
   • literature references
   • inaccurate military
   • inaccurate medicine
   • Blood and Gore
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • The dove is so dead it has maggots
   • Decapitation
   • mentions of infected wounds
   • Torture
   • Homophobia
   • Military Homophobia
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Non-Canonical Violence
   • Graphic Description of Corpses
   • Mentions of rotting corpses (heh)
   • hanging (mentioned)
   • Starvation
   • White Room Torture
   • Non-Consensual Drug Use
   • Rape/Non-con Elements (not the main pairing)
   • Skull Fucking
   • Wound Fucking
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • suicidal attempt
   • Gore Crack
   • Strong Language
   • Mentions of blackmail with rape
   • Blackmail
   • Mute Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • Nearly Everyone is Gay
   • Mentioned Being Buried Alive
   • Body Horror
   • Sex
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Rimming
   • Blow Jobs
   • Body Worship
   • Dirty Academic Talking
   • Voice Kink
   • Enthusiastic Consent
   • safe sex
   • Safe Sane and Consensual
   • Unsafe Sex
   • Barebacking
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • Name-Calling
   • Pet Names
   • consent kink
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • untagged stuff
   • How Do I Tag
   • no beta we just die
   • Homelessness
   • I wrote it instead of my academic paper but I still want credit for this
   • Gun Kink
   • König isn't snivelling caricature

   Summary

   The man who became traitor of Jesus was named Judas Iscariot, he hung himself in pain of betraying his rabbi. Young Phillip Graves had been taught about him in church, and about betrayal he learnt firsthand. He just wanted the pain to stop, one person he could trust and who would trust him in the fair exchange. (The one who will be responsible for having his soul finally clean, has an appropriate name).

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