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1. push by lossen

   Fandoms: Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Monsters (Anime & Manga)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Aug 2023

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Atem & Jounouchi Katsuya | Joey Wheeler & Mutou Yuugi
   • Jounouchi Katsuya | Joey Wheeler & Mutou Yuugi
   • Atem/Mutou Yuugi
   • Atem & Mutou Yuugi
   • Yami Yuugi | Atem
   • Atem (Yu-Gi-Oh)
   • Mutou Yuugi
   • Mutou Sugoroku | Solomon Moto
   • Jounouchi Katsuya | Joey Wheeler
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Relationship Problems
   • Violence
   • Anger
   • Men Crying
   • Heavy Angst
   • Unhappy Ending
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Death
   • Fights
   • Explicit Language
   • atem is not okay
   • atem is losing it
   • Yami Yuugi | Atem Has Own Body
   • Yami Yuugi | Atem Comes Back
   • Yami Yuugi | Atem Lives
   • song: Push (Matchbox 20)
   • Post-Canon
   • Aged-Up Character(s)
   • Ambiguous Relationships
   • slight puzzle/blindshipping but they're not having a good time
   • atem hates everyone including himself
   • vent fic
   • POV Yami Yuugi | Atem
   • No one is having a good time
   • Emotional Baggage
   • yelling at each other
   • Attempted Murder
   • murderous tendencies
   • Some Comfort Later
   • Explicit Self-Harm
   • Blood and Injury
   • Wish Fulfillment Fic
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Depression
   • sorry buddy
   • puzzle boys but sad

   Summary

   His brain was on fire, he was coming undone, unraveled, falling apart. Whoever he once was was gone. He wasn't confident, he wasn't self-assured, he wasn't brave, he wasn't strong. Whoever this was, whoever he was, was pathetic and weak, and Atem hated him.

   Series

   • Part 1 of above all shadows rides the Sun

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   10,239

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Comments:

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