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As my world has changed so much since I was put onto this island. A job. A house. A smile that will never go away as I look at my child I was given. Ramón, my beautiful baby boy. The light of my life. The reason I don't want to leave.
Because if I leave I go back to chaos and sadness. War and just trying to survive. Fighting for my life every day unlike now. Where I'm safer, less panicked as this world just seems more peaceful you could say. My child, my house and my friends.
My son seems to be so independent that it makes me feel a bit lonely. But I'll never pull away. Family always comes first. No matter how much I jokingly flirt with Phil. Ramón comes first.
But then a new love bud in me. Just this little bud that still has time to grow and form into the flower it's meant to be. Pac . His name is so simple but it rings in my head as I do my job. He always seems to light up the room he walks into. He is always with his friend Mike and Richarlyson his son. He's like me, a father to a smart wild child. But for him he has others that can help. It's only me and Ramón.
Pac just makes me so flustered that I've never knew my heart could beat that fast or my face heat up that much. I want to learn more about him and his culture and his world. He seems to be so carefree unlike me.
I hope that he is willing to teach me.
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My life has been chaotic since I crashed on the island. Boat crash, getting a son, fighting for my life. I'm just happy to have Mike here with me. He always understands me. Those moments of silence where I think he just seems to know and understand. So we went to work. Making a lab and having fun just building and spending time with our son. Riches was the best son ever. He is always ready for anything and everything. Yes maybe he doesn't like a few things but me and him are similar. Prosthetic leg and this craving for chaos.
I always go forward in life with my head held high. Joking and flirting with many people. It's fun to make them all flustered and happy. But when I did it to Fit, he did it back a bit later. He made me all flustered and all I could do was blush. I mean it's not the first time someone flirted back but this felt different. Maybe it's his voice but it just felt like it had more… more passionate to it. He meant what he said.
Richars went off to play Cupid with his other father and I spent more time with Fit. We would do projects together and I taught him some silly things in Portuguese. It was fun as Mike always teased me that we got a new friend.
Then when Fit was around, I always wanted to stay close to him. If I couldn't find him I would look for him if I heard him. He seemed to be always on my mind and I didn't really know what to do with myself. It was like I was stuck in this fixation on him. I felt like he was everything around me.
Then Richar played Cupid to me and fit. We got thrown together for a sweet surprise date.