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1. Hate Myself by akuikida

   Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M, M/M, Multi
   • Complete Work

   02 Oct 2023

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Luke Alvez/Original Character(s)
   • Luke Alvez (Criminal Minds)/Original Female Character(s)
   • Luke Alvez & Spencer Reid
   • Luke Alvez/Spencer Reid
   • Luke Alvez & The BAU Team (Criminal Minds)
   • Luke Alvez (Criminal Minds)
   • Spencer Reid
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Derek Morgan (Criminal Minds)
   • Roxy the Dog (Criminal Minds)
   • Jennifer "JJ" Jareau
   • The BAU Team (Criminal Minds)
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Abusive Relationships
   • unhealthy relationship ISNT ralvez
   • Pre-Slash
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Sexual Abuse
   • Dubious Consent
   • Trans Male Character
   • Trans Character
   • trans luke alvez
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Arguing
   • Sexual Coercion
   • Transphobia
   • Gender Dysphoria
   • trans character written by a trans author
   • Domestic Violence
   • Hurt Luke Alvez
   • Luke Alvez Whump
   • Whumptober 2023
   • Outing
   • Panic Attacks
   • Dissociation
   • luke alvez is not having a Good Time
   • Good Friend Spencer Reid
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Hopeful Ending
   • Angst
   • Whump
   • Forced Out of the Closet
   • neurodivergent luke alvez

   Summary

   Spencer has never been thrilled about meeting Luke’s girlfriend—or Luke having a girlfriend—though he’d never admit it, holding his breath until he’s blue in the face, bottling everything up.
   He tried to convince himself it was jealousy, profiling gaze picking up how Luke seemed to get more exhausted as their relationship grew, pulling away from the team, his shoulders tensing whenever they mentioned her. But the change in his demeanor now, besides the fake-bubbly blonde, compared to at work, as subdued as he seems, is undeniable.
   Spencer hates her.

   -
   or, luke is in an abusive relationship until the team overhears them arguing and helps him

   Series

   • Part 3 of ShortMC's Bad Things Happen Bingo
   • Part 2 of ShortMC's Whumptober 2023

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   English

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